I am a widower for almost a year now. I need to know if I’m just over thinking things?? I don’t want a relationship I’m still no where ready to give my all to someone. I am becoming depressed and numb. My grown kids are supportive if I’m doing what they want. Here is my issue I feel bad for trying to make myself happy so I haven’t hooked up yet (I really need to get some) so I’m currently chatting with someone but have to keep it a secret which makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong. Any advice