Lamentations

[NewGnu]

Today is a depressing day and wanted to make a thread about it. Go ahead, complain, tell us your woes. Life is not an easy journey, and sometimes we all need an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on.

What is my lamentation today? I feel alone in this world, and although I have a family, there is still an emptiness. Maybe it is self pity. Maybe it is not doing enough in this world. Maybe it is not so bad after all but only seems bad.

Who the hell knows? I just wanted to whine a little bit.

 

[just2damshy]

Hi Gnu

Right there with you today. In a room full of people I just feel alone. One of these days I feel like I will make the connection with someone that will spark some better days
Thanks for starting this thread I think we all have days like this

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I have mixed feelings. I am tired of worrying about what others think of me and my actions, when I know I have done nothing wrong. . .yet, I sit here dwelling on the other person and what may/may not happen. I don't want to constantly think on things. I wish I could simply go on and not second guess myself, when I KNOW I did nothing wrong. *sigh* But it's who I am. . .sometimes I sure wish I was a cold-hearted bitch.

I am also annoyed with my muse. *stomps foot* I want to write, yet the desire is almost nil. I am not sure what it is that is holding me back. The stress of my marriage, the new job, changes in my life. . .I know all these play a factor, but I sure wish the stars or whatever would align themselves so I can sit down and write again, instead of being intimidated by a blank screen, or a blank piece of paper.

 

[tandoor]

I feel like I'm about to get very sick. Energy levels near zero, non-functioning mind.

 

[Deprived_in_AZ]

Now this is my kind of thread. I've been feeling like crap for almost a year now, waiting to snap out of it but despite my best efforts it seems to only get worse, in fact said efforts seem to get crushed one by one. It's making me angry and depressed.

In addition to the main and ongoing issues concerning my marriage, this last year's woes also included having my car stolen, being stalked by someone I do not want my husband to find out about, losing my best online friend who inspired me to live out my creative and erotic side, and having problems with my mother.

Which basically leaves me lonely, panicked, abandoned, and sad. And I hate it.

(((((((hugs))))))) to my fellow miserable people