Kneeling

[vintage63]

I have now met my Master for the 4th time. (Maybe our last but that is another story). Up until now I had never knelt for him. He never pushes me on stuff like that and likes me to get there on my own.

I was always afraid to. Not really sure why but I could not wrap my head around it. Well last night everything was perfect and I felt compelled to kneel. It was one of those life moving experiences and I was overwhelmed at how much strength I felt in my submission at that moment. I am still in awe as I type this.

Have I lost it or is this a common feeling?

cheers

 

[fuckmeat]

I think it's a common feeling. It's an acknowledgement that you're willingly crossing that line and handing your master control. There's lots of symbolism in BDSM and its the things that mean something to you that become symbolic. Kneeling demonstrates your trust and respect for him. It makes you vulnerable. Kneeling to a dominant for the first time is akin to kissing or sleeping with a guy for the first time. It's about acceptance, desire, trust and the knowledge that things will never be the same between you again. It's breaking new ground and taking steps to get what you want and need, taking responsibility for your submissive self and seeking fulfilment. It's lots of things and I hope it will continue to make you feel the strength of your submission - as you put it - the empowerment in seeking your own happiness despite what reservations you may have and what your upbringing has told you good girls shouldn't do.

If you can continue give it away with so much trust and conviction, more power to you.

 

[vintage63]

Thank you for re-affirming that for me. It is so much what I feel.

We have decided to end our D/s relationship and now I need to move on. I am going to take what I learned and figure out how to continue my journey. I so want to feel that again. It was amazing and I know I need that deep connection again.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

I rarely kneel either. It's just not our thing. Well I lie, I do often, to give head, but that's not the kind we're talking about here.

But, I do also have times where I feel that compulsion. And for me, it's generally more about the closeness. It's comforting, to sink down by his feet and lay my head on his lap. To feel he's taking care of me. To have him feel how much I adore him.

All good stuff.

 

[Dearelliot]

At the carnival street parade 2 yrs ago Key West..a young lady wearing bikini type costume, wore knee pads..Well I guess if you wear a bikini and knee pads you must be preparing ahead..She among a large crowd of onlookers choose one or two fellows possibly asked them or maybe knew them, then proceeded to kneel in the street and take out their member and performed oral on one then the other while others took pics and gave her encouraging words she didnt get them off..just worked well at it, just maybe about a 10 minuite show with all the enthusiasm you may wish...I imagine she enjoys the thrill of others seeing her kneeling for it..

 

[MasterPhoenix]

OMG, nothing like the sight of a submissive kneeling before me.