Keeping Him with you...

[A Desert Rose]

I have no idea where this should go or if this will even go at all.

I just watched a show on The History Channel about Hermann Goering. When he parted from his future wife, he kissed her hand and took a little bite. She squeezed it until it bled and then rubbed salt in the wound. Her purpose was to continue to "feel" him with her, even though they would be apart for some time.

Although, he was a loathsome man, by any sane person's estimation... the act of what she did is what stands out to me. Setting aside the evil person that he was, for her to feel that kind of passion for someone, really struck a chord with me.

Maybe for me, it goes back to loving the bruises and marks after. I like the "feel" of Him with me, as long as I can keep it and I so dread when they fade away.

This is probably a redundant thread, and I apologize for that. It was just something that hit a place in me when I watched the show.

 

[catalina_francisco]

Not redundant, just very real and deeply passionate. LOL, I am going through one of those phases myself right now which finds me wanting to just about be under his skin 24/7 so I am as close to him as possible. So what do I do the 12 hours we are apart each day? Wear his shirts while I renovate, moon about when I should be working harder and faster, daydream, anticipate his return, and thank the powers that be a thousand times a day we are part of each others lives. I hope you find that one for you too ADR. Wouldn't it be great if when we were born we came with a care package and in it was the name of the one who was meant for us, where to find them and when, and a little something to help us financially set up that dream life together?!!

Catalina

 

[Marquis]

LOL, that would indeed be wonderful.

Now what do you do if you found the name in your care package and fuck it up to the point where she won't speak to you?

 

[RJMasters]

I have no idea where this should go or if this will even go at all.

I just watched a show on The History Channel about Hermann Goering. When he parted from his future wife, he kissed her hand and took a little bite. She squeezed it until it bled and then rubbed salt in the wound. Her purpose was to continue to "feel" him with her, even though they would be apart for some time.

Although, he was a loathsome man, by any sane person's estimation... the act of what she did is what stands out to me. Setting aside the evil person that he was, for her to feel that kind of passion for someone, really struck a chord with me.

Maybe for me, it goes back to loving the bruises and marks after. I like the "feel" of Him with me, as long as I can keep it and I so dread when they fade away.

This is probably a redundant thread, and I apologize for that. It was just something that hit a place in me when I watched the show.

I know what I am going to share is not the same as carrying a wound of love...but it does have to do with a special way to remember someone.

A timeless age old thing I fancy is having a token that carries the scent of the person, such as a locket of hair...a scarf...in the opposite case, givng something like my jacket or a shirt that becomes a nightie....

Because my sense of smell is so strong...it helps capture an image perfectly each time I smell the scent of the one who touched me in such a special way.

Maybe that's why I love the smell of a rose...as the aroma fills my senses deeply and is so powerful, it is erotic.

 

[Bandit58]

Re: Re: Keeping Him with you...

I know what I am going to share is not the same as carrying a wound of love...but it does have to do with a special way to remember someone.

A timeless age old thing I fancy is having a token that carries the scent of the person, such as a locket of hair...a scarf...in the opposite case, givng something like my jacket or a shirt that becomes a nightie....

Because my sense of smell is so strong...it helps capture an image perfectly each time I smell the scent of the one who touched me in such a special way.

Maybe that's why I love the smell of a rose...as the aroma fills my senses deeply and is so powerful, it is erotic.

When Master was in hospital I made a "nest" in our bed......using the pillows and His overshirt which had His scent all through it. Having the pillows at my back was like feeling Him cuddling me. I didn't change the sheets until He came home 10 days later.

He sometimes does the same even when He goes for a nap - He will hold my pillow, or the Tshirt I wore the night before.

I have read that the sense of smell is the most strong for triggering memories.....perhaps that is why we do these things

 

[Guest]

 

[FreeGal]

The sense of smell always does it for me, too.

I love having the smell of him on my body, and on my clothes and pillow. Not artificial smells, either, just his pure, natural smell. Gets me every time.

And, on a related note, there's nothing quite like the smell of sex.

 

[LadyTemptress]

I like this thread. I don't get to have his smell since he is so far away but a certain phrase or word that I read from him can make my heart race in excitement that he is mine in our own special way.

 

[RJMasters]

rabbit trail

Didn't mean to rabbit trail your thread ADR.

If I read your post though, I understand there is something very special in feeling pain, given to you from another. As strong as the scent of smell is, I doubt it can compare to the intamacy of that bruise, welt or mark.

Its not just a piece of him, its more like a part of him placed in/on your body and there is a specialness about it...it is yours alone...he gave it to you. It is unique each one...and it is sad when it fades.

Sometimes we love and need someone so much, that kind of love seems so unreal...it is often then the soreness and the realness of the pain from his touches give something tangible to hold on to.

 

[FungiUg]

Wait wait wait... here it is... hang on a sec'... just under here. Right.

Extracts the dusty violin case from deep under the bed, and pulls out the violin to start playing really horrible sad tear-jerking music...

(I wonder if anyone will notice I forgot to tune it?)

 

[Kajira Callista]

Wait wait wait... here it is... hang on a sec'... just under here. Right.

Extracts the dusty violin case from deep under the bed, and pulls out the violin to start playing really horrible sad tear-jerking music...

(I wonder if anyone will notice I forgot to tune it?)

such a bad bad dominant.

 

[FungiUg]

such a bad bad dominant.

Guilty. *shamefaced*

 

[Kajira Callista]

Guilty. *shamefaced*

giggles and sticks tongue out

 

[RJMasters]

Wait wait wait... here it is... hang on a sec'... just under here. Right.

Extracts the dusty violin case from deep under the bed, and pulls out the violin to start playing really horrible sad tear-jerking music...

(I wonder if anyone will notice I forgot to tune it?)

aahhh jesshhh LMAO!

 

[Elizabeth]

The next day..the way my thighs are sore and tight, the way my pussy wants to wince every time I go pee. Marks on my ass and legs, marks on my wrists. I don't think it's redundant..I love those reminders of him.

 

[Carillon]

I stumbled across this thread by accident, but I think it is a rather serendipitous stumbling as this thread speaks volumes to me right now.

It is a powerful thing, to bear the marks of your lover as a constant reminder of them, and to feel the lingering soreness and tenderness in muscles and skin.

It is even more powerful when you can feel these reminders knowing you will never be able to feel the touch that inflicted them again. You find yourself constantly testing that soreness, just to remind yourself that it's there, and you count the days you will bear his marks on your body before they fade to nothing.

I wish I could bear them forever.

Thank you for starting and continuing this thread, everyone. It is somehow comforting to know others have felt what I feel, and that despite everything, I am not alone.

 

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[DVS]

Melancholy feelings. It happens to a lot of people at this time of year. Nothing wrong with it, as the upcoming holidays are very social times.

Social feelings are associated with closeness and a lot of us who aren't with our significant other (or don't have one) relate that with a longing to be together with someone, instead of the larger relationship aspect of family togetherness normally associated with these holidays.

Again, nothing wrong or abnormal with this. I feel the same way. So express your feelings. It's healthy!