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The Queen of the Pervys

Naughtycakes...you are, in my so accurate opinion, hands-down (or flipped up with the bird), the most erotically charged girl on Lit. What a rush. :D
 
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My world is full of thwart.

Got really excited when my Netflix came yesterday --- I had a 4-pack of old exploitation flicks to peruse. Even when the movies suck -- as they always do --- I run a good chance of getting some good non-consent video even if there's no actual penetration shots.

Note to self - Indonesian exploitation flicks have very little nudity and what there is gets pixilated so you can't see it. Plus --- the weeping virgin heroines are still virgins at the end of the flick even though there are hordes of skany men with lascivious intentions.

I'm seriously pissed off.

and now I have to go cook.
 
And this morning was just horrible. :(

Bent over a counter, legs in heels and a spreader bar, arms handcuffed behind back, painful anal penetration, and a hand squeezing my throat, hard, and, as I stopped trying to wiggle free and started to black out I feel his hot cum spurt in my bowels. Sigh.

I didn't cum. I did get dizzy, though, and found it very hard to focus on anything for the rest of the day.
 
And this morning was just horrible. :(

Bent over a counter, legs in heels and a spreader bar, arms handcuffed behind back, painful anal penetration, and a hand squeezing my throat, hard, and, as I stopped trying to wiggle free and started to black out I feel his hot cum spurt in my bowels. Sigh.

I didn't cum. I did get dizzy, though, and found it very hard to focus on anything for the rest of the day.

I've heard about girls like you. They make me horny.
 
I should list last night, as it was a phenomenon.

I've been missing out on sleep, and getting sleepy at work, so I was happy for the weekend. I planned to watch a movie and, if I didn't fall asleep on it, go to bed immediately afterwards and sleep until noon.

The movie was over at midnight and I prepared for a nice goodnight jack to put me to bed.

Headed over to 4chan (and posted here I think) while checking out porn in several different varieties. Some vids, a lot of pics, some comics by Jab. It started getting late, but I knew if I stayed up a few more hours, there'd be no problem. I had nothing to do until Sat. night. Plus, Jab comics were still downloading.

When I was finally ready to go, I knew it was going to be a big one. Manrag in hand, I slowly built up the pressure until I popped it to one of Jab's incestual anal fantasies.

It was one of those jacks like your first jack, kind of opiatic for lack of a better word. You can almost hear this white noise as the cum bubbles out. And whereas routine jacking can seem to drain your chi, this one was very nourishing. It was like hot tomato soup and rice on an empty stomach. I felt like I should a marathon afterwards.

Needless to say, I got to bed at 6AM and I am going to crash either today or tomorrow.
 
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Good jacking, Mecha.

I'm often surprised when I discover, for the millionth time, just how good jacking can be.

Sometimes I get stressed out-for lack of sex. I think I "need" it.

Then I have one of those blowout jacks that just sends the orgone bubble down in flames like the hindenburg "oh the jacking humanity".

Bent gasping over my roman ejaculatorium (sink), I think to myself "that was so damn satisfying....and I avoid all the trouble of dealing with other people."

Now I only get one of those every 20 jacks or so, but still.


Been drying my manrag out on the radiator lately. It's stiff as a plank.
 
No hands below the waist tonight. As much as I like torment, I can't deal with the frustration tonight.

Does anybody besides me ever masturbate to just a word or a phrase? Like, say, "subjugation." That's such a nice, basic sort of word.

Or how about "cock slut?" Such a nice phrase! It kind of rolls off the tongue like a tootsie pop.

Then there's always Authority...although that one is a bit abstract. I can get into "submit to authority" a bit easier.

Bimbo? Dolly? Gynoid? Programmed. Erotic Mind Control. Brainwashing. Conditioning. Kind of fetishie, I suppose, for most crowds.

"Total Control." I see that one on a hot flashing sign.

Squart. Curtsy. On Bended Knee. Lowered Gaze. Assume the Position. Wiggle That Ass! Crawl. Meow. You can leave your hat on.

Slap! Black. Eye. Rape. Hunt. Prey. Hurt.

Prooooooooooobe.

Then there are the long ones for when you are in an intellectual mood: degradation. objectification. asphixation. penetration. humiliation. obedience. possession. lactation. sensory deprivation. ownership. burnedatthestake.

Ownership! That reminds me: Chattal Slavery. Servant. Master. Abuse. Misuse. Servitude. Harem. Pow.. Pow... Power.

Trap. Ensnare. Seduce. Enthrall. Incubus. Succubus. Vampire. Enforced Chastity? Well, maybe for some.

Steel. Iron. Chains. Shackles. Brand. Agony. Scream. Fun! Anus. Piss. Lick. It. Up.

Enough! (cuff) :)
 
Good jacking, Mecha.

I'm often surprised when I discover, for the millionth time, just how good jacking can be.

Sometimes I get stressed out-for lack of sex. I think I "need" it.

Then I have one of those blowout jacks that just sends the orgone bubble down in flames like the hindenburg "oh the jacking humanity".

Bent gasping over my roman ejaculatorium (sink), I think to myself "that was so damn satisfying....and I avoid all the trouble of dealing with other people."

Now I only get one of those every 20 jacks or so, but still.


Been drying my manrag out on the radiator lately. It's stiff as a plank.

Not dealing with people is a plus.
 
Does anybody besides me ever masturbate to just a word or a phrase?

Not ever to just a word or phrase, but I do get the soundbite loop going pretty often and when it's a really good jack I'll find myself muttering the phrase over and over while I make squinchy-face.

I'm kind of like Sally (the one Harry met) in that my jack-fodder doesn't really change all that much. I mean, yeah, there might be a different setting or lead-in or whatever, but it's pretty much always just a variation on the same old theme --- gang-rape with lots of gleeful chortling and taunting of the female. I see everything from the POV of the doers rather than the chick. Poor thing, she's nothing more than an object and a tool for me as well as the grunts I set on her.

This means that when I gasp and mumble my O-mantra it's often something like "squirty squirty squirty" or "stab it in her pussy" or some other such ridiculous drivel.

Fortunately I'm not in the business of selling fantasy material and have only to please myself. ;->
 
I have called a moratorium on the nutting, on account of severely depressed energy levels.

My nuts feel full and heavy, and my cock feels alert and a little moody.

When I glance at the pornos this morning I notice that it is much easier to draw a connection between what I'm seeing and my own penis. Like, yes, that WOULD feel nice. I would like that.

Recently the disconnect has been so strong, I might as well be masturbating to Tchaikovsky or the visualization mechanism on my iTunes.

There are many times where it feels like I may never enjoy sex again.
 
No hands below the waist tonight. As much as I like torment, I can't deal with the frustration tonight.

Does anybody besides me ever masturbate to just a word or a phrase? Like, say, "subjugation." That's such a nice, basic sort of word.

Or how about "cock slut?" Such a nice phrase! It kind of rolls off the tongue like a tootsie pop.

Then there's always Authority...although that one is a bit abstract. I can get into "submit to authority" a bit easier.

Bimbo? Dolly? Gynoid? Programmed. Erotic Mind Control. Brainwashing. Conditioning. Kind of fetishie, I suppose, for most crowds.

"Total Control." I see that one on a hot flashing sign.

Squart. Curtsy. On Bended Knee. Lowered Gaze. Assume the Position. Wiggle That Ass! Crawl. Meow. You can leave your hat on.

Slap! Black. Eye. Rape. Hunt. Prey. Hurt.

Prooooooooooobe.

Then there are the long ones for when you are in an intellectual mood: degradation. objectification. asphixation. penetration. humiliation. obedience. possession. lactation. sensory deprivation. ownership. burnedatthestake.

Ownership! That reminds me: Chattal Slavery. Servant. Master. Abuse. Misuse. Servitude. Harem. Pow.. Pow... Power.

Trap. Ensnare. Seduce. Enthrall. Incubus. Succubus. Vampire. Enforced Chastity? Well, maybe for some.

Steel. Iron. Chains. Shackles. Brand. Agony. Scream. Fun! Anus. Piss. Lick. It. Up.

Enough! (cuff) :)

Wow, I've never masturbated to a single word or phrase, but words do have the power to set my pussy off. Lately it's Brutalization. I had a lover tell me recently in mid conversation that he was going to brutalize me, and I almost came on the spot. Now I keep playing with that word in my mind. Brutalization. Brutalize. I want to be Brutalized. It really gets me going.
 
well that did it -thinking about....rotates from imagining you and your wetness....then watching my wife fuck...2 black guys?....wow, unfortunately, she never will.
 
No hands below the waist tonight. As much as I like torment, I can't deal with the frustration tonight.

Does anybody besides me ever masturbate to just a word or a phrase? Like, say, "subjugation." That's such a nice, basic sort of word.

Or how about "cock slut?" Such a nice phrase! It kind of rolls off the tongue like a tootsie pop.

Then there's always Authority...although that one is a bit abstract. I can get into "submit to authority" a bit easier.

Bimbo? Dolly? Gynoid? Programmed. Erotic Mind Control. Brainwashing. Conditioning. Kind of fetishie, I suppose, for most crowds.

"Total Control." I see that one on a hot flashing sign.

Squart. Curtsy. On Bended Knee. Lowered Gaze. Assume the Position. Wiggle That Ass! Crawl. Meow. You can leave your hat on.

Slap! Black. Eye. Rape. Hunt. Prey. Hurt.

Prooooooooooobe.

Then there are the long ones for when you are in an intellectual mood: degradation. objectification. asphixation. penetration. humiliation. obedience. possession. lactation. sensory deprivation. ownership. burnedatthestake.

Ownership! That reminds me: Chattal Slavery. Servant. Master. Abuse. Misuse. Servitude. Harem. Pow.. Pow... Power.

Trap. Ensnare. Seduce. Enthrall. Incubus. Succubus. Vampire. Enforced Chastity? Well, maybe for some.

Steel. Iron. Chains. Shackles. Brand. Agony. Scream. Fun! Anus. Piss. Lick. It. Up.

Enough! (cuff) :)
One reason you and I have always gotten along, Birdie, is that we both appreciate the sexual power of words.

Did you know that the word "subjugate" and the word "yoga" both come frmo the same Sanskrit root?

The original word means "yoke". To subjugate is to "bring under the yoke of power or dominion, to conquer by force and compel to submit to the goverment of another, to make submissive or subject, to master, to bring or hold under strict control or into a subordinate position".
 
Not ever to just a word or phrase, but I do get the soundbite loop going pretty often and when it's a really good jack I'll find myself muttering the phrase over and over while I make squinchy-face.

I'm kind of like Sally (the one Harry met) in that my jack-fodder doesn't really change all that much. I mean, yeah, there might be a different setting or lead-in or whatever, but it's pretty much always just a variation on the same old theme --- gang-rape with lots of gleeful chortling and taunting of the female. I see everything from the POV of the doers rather than the chick. Poor thing, she's nothing more than an object and a tool for me as well as the grunts I set on her.

This means that when I gasp and mumble my O-mantra it's often something like "squirty squirty squirty" or "stab it in her pussy" or some other such ridiculous drivel.

Fortunately I'm not in the business of selling fantasy material and have only to please myself. ;->

My jacking fodder is so damn repetitive.

beat ass with belt. pull out penis. come in mouth.

over and over and over. never gets old.
 
Wow, I've never masturbated to a single word or phrase, but words do have the power to set my pussy off. Lately it's Brutalization. I had a lover tell me recently in mid conversation that he was going to brutalize me, and I almost came on the spot. Now I keep playing with that word in my mind. Brutalization. Brutalize. I want to be Brutalized. It really gets me going.

Sounds brutal. Did I say brutal? Oops, brutal about that!
 
My apartment is too cold for jacking. Currently I can see my breath in the air --- heat was off all day while I was at work. When I do crawl into bed at night I'm so overwhelmed by the cozy warmth that I regress to pre-jacking age and just snuggle in like a babe.

disgusting.
 
There are many times where it feels like I may never enjoy sex again.
There are times where I don't enjoy my jacks and think that sex isn't worth the effort of dating, but I have to say I always enjoy the idea of sex.

My apartment is too cold for jacking. Currently I can see my breath in the air --- heat was off all day while I was at work. When I do crawl into bed at night I'm so overwhelmed by the cozy warmth that I regress to pre-jacking age and just snuggle in like a babe.

disgusting.

That's the best time for a transgressive jack. When you mix up childhood memories in it.
 
Not ever to just a word or phrase, but I do get the soundbite loop going pretty often and when it's a really good jack I'll find myself muttering the phrase over and over while I make squinchy-face.

I'm kind of like Sally (the one Harry met) in that my jack-fodder doesn't really change all that much. I mean, yeah, there might be a different setting or lead-in or whatever, but it's pretty much always just a variation on the same old theme --- gang-rape with lots of gleeful chortling and taunting of the female. I see everything from the POV of the doers rather than the chick. Poor thing, she's nothing more than an object and a tool for me as well as the grunts I set on her.

This means that when I gasp and mumble my O-mantra it's often something like "squirty squirty squirty" or "stab it in her pussy" or some other such ridiculous drivel.

Fortunately I'm not in the business of selling fantasy material and have only to please myself. ;->

"Squirty Squirty Squirty" YES! I can totally relate to that, Hear that. The "ridiculous drivel" is often the hotttest. And that phrase is perfect for that fantasy. If you were selling, BB, I'd be one of your furtive five buyers.

When I was nine or so, I went over the the neighbor kid's house and she played us some records, I think they belonged to an older sibling. This was in a time when "things" were a lot looser than they are today, not buttoned down at all (ahem, that's a warning some non-PC stuff is coming), and the lyrics of this one song rivited my preteen mind, causing my pulse to hammer. And of course, I still remember them to this day, although on one level it's pure ridiculous drivel: "You're NAS-ty! You're only 13 and you're NAS-ty!" And the boys will tickle your BOT-tom! Because you're NAS-ty!"
 
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