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After a night of reading stories I had some pretty sexy dreams. I don't remember anything specific, just images of sex. Woke up horny as hell and hearing my boyfriend leave to go on an erand.

Pretty quickly I started fingering myself. I got close to orgasm pretty quick when I got an idea. I'd been planning on letting the boyfriend have another go at anal sex. We'd done it once a few years ago and havn't really done it since but I know it's something he wanted to do. Somehow I just couldn't get over the initial pain... I couldn't figure out how I'd managed to do it that first time when every time after it just hurt too much, but I am determined to do it again. After all, I'd really enjoyed it myself.

I have a small dildo, about 4 inches and thin. So I let myself calm down, coming back from the edge of orgasm and grabbed the dildo. I lubed it up really well and slowly slid it up my ass. It hurt a little for a second but I made myself relax and just slid it up there, it was pretty small after all. After a few seconds it felt great and I remembered why I'd enjoyed it the one time we'd done it. I used my right hand to move the dildo, more back and forth and in circles than in and out while I used a vibe bullet on my clit. I imagined many things, my favorite of which was being fucked up the ass by my boyfriend with another mans cock in my mouth. I had three orgasms off it. At one point I even put down the vibe and had one just from the dildo. I never have orgasms without playing with my clit, it was great.
 
Fruit stabber. I'm a fruit stabber. This morning the garbage men were doing routine pickup of large bulky items, compressing refrigerators into the steel jaws of their truck. A line of cars could not pass and was honking to speed them at their work. I was leaning out the window to the waist to watch the goings on, wearing only a wife beater. A girl passed on the sidewalk and I hadn't been watching her approach, so I only saw her rear, in tight jeans and denim jacket. A latina by the ringlets and hoop earrings and all the meat packed into those clothes. I fixed my eye on her chassis as if to burn a hole. I wanted to drive a knifelike cock of sharp steel directly into the cleft, or failing that, a meat cock. Every element of my being was fixated on her swaying walk. Sweat appeared on my head. I almost fell out of the window, trying to keep her in view as she passed the chinaman's. There's nothing strange about this. We men do it every day.

A long time jacking this morning, but no release. I'm holding it for my own reasons. I was thinking about punishment methods; such as making someone crawl on hands and knees for a day. If they want to get up to use the sink or something, they have to crawl over and say "meow meow. may i stand on my hind legs to use the sink please?"
 
current fantasy:

I want you to make me cry, while we fuck. I want you to whisper things about me while you piston in and out of me, and we listen to sad music. Enjoy my pain and my tears, and the warmth of my pussy all at the same time.

Make me try to get away from you, make me try to have you slide out of me, and then hold me there, and whisper something hateful, to make the tears flow fresh.

I'm feeling self-hatred, and sorry for myself.

Make me revel in that. Spin us around in cum and hate, won't you love? Spin us around.
 
luxey313 said:
Tell me when that "some" actually get some ass.
How does that actually work?
Do you put forth a bit, but not obvious?
Do you look down, and stand against the wall like I do?

Sorry to jack, the jack.
Sit in the first or second row of class. As he talks, just look at him. Think of him stopping in front of you, opening his fly and pulling out his cock for you. Let yourself be totally turned on, so your nipples get hard. Wear something where that is visible. Cross and recross your legs. Ask a question and let your voice ask the real question. Go to his office hour. Talk about your paper, but imagine him fucking you on his desk. He'll feel you.

Edited to add: In reality, I'd wait until the course was over and the papers all marked, then go for it. But you can enjoy the tension all term, and it's great wank material. Mutual torture.
 
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_geisha_ said:
and sorry for myself.

Make me revel in that. Spin us around in cum and hate, won't you love? Spin us around.

You've got a natural poetic flow. Good use of repetition.
 
rosco rathbone said:
You've got a natural poetic flow. Good use of repetition.

wasn't thinking of that, but thanks. :shrug:
just thinking about rubbing it.
 
_geisha_ said:



sorry for getting defensive. you fluster me a lot.

I see that: getting defensive @ compliments. ;)

I'm a student of verbal flows and phraseologies. I have a tape-recorder for an ear. That's one reason I love litsters as varied as Tang God, Ass Eatta or Spermacetti. Many of the loggers are excellent writers and I enjoy their different styles.
 
well if you'd stop being so... ... something, i wouldn't be flustered. Or if I'd calm the fuck down, but taking responsibility is so out these days. placing blame is the new black.

i do like reading tang lol

thank you for the compliment, r.
 
Tonight some time between 9:34 and 1am I will take hold of my slimy black cock and stroke it.

I will stroke my black dick as I think of the wonders of the female asses of lit, … and ice cream.

I will then pm some females for ass pics and stoke my now more slimy cock with anticipation…
and eat some ice cream licking it like a taste butthole. ;)
 
rosco rathbone said:
I'm picturing you beating up a sparring partner then hopping over the ropes and approaching some guy on the stationary bike-no, rolling on the floor on one of those big gay colored balls they use in exercise class- and asking him out. No wonder he was skeert!

Ha, actually wasn't in a gym environment. I'm a solo woman. I workout at home and outside. It was this landscaper that kept eyeing me up every day on my run. He'd look at me like I was a juicy steak. I'm a fan of the working man and callused hands.
 
This afternoon,while my wife was gone. Using a large butt plug on myself. Not done yet.....got to wait till shes asleep! he he
 
Olivia_Yearns said:
Sit in the first or second row of class. As he talks, just look at him. Think of him stopping in front of you, opening his fly and pulling out his cock for you. Let yourself be totally turned on, so your nipples get hard. Wear something where that is visible. Cross and recross your legs. Ask a question and let your voice ask the real question. Go to his office hour. Talk about your paper, but imagine him fucking you on his desk. He'll feel you.

Edited to add: In reality, I'd wait until the course was over and the papers all marked, then go for it. But you can enjoy the tension all term, and it's great wank material. Mutual torture.
I am too shy for that shit.
Hot, but too shy.
I will just suffer in wonder and 'what if'.
:shrug:
 
luxey313 said:
I am too shy for that shit.
Hot, but too shy.
I will just suffer in wonder and 'what if'.
:shrug:

You are shy? That's interesting. When I first noticed your posts, it was right after you went to visit a certain tall, dark, and handsome man whom we both know from this board. I thought that took a lot of guts to do.
 
no touchy for about about 4 days here......but can I make it a week?
 
Beco said:
4 days here......

5ive here and going strong. Vitality rebounding. This morning was not easy though. I jacked it hard for about half an hour and almost lost it multiple times. Is it weird that I have sexual fantasies about supervising women in the performance of their quotidien tasks?
 
stirbird said:
You are shy? That's interesting. When I first noticed your posts, it was right after you went to visit a certain tall, dark, and handsome man whom we both know from this board. I thought that took a lot of guts to do.
I am in certain aspects of life and my personality.
 
luxey313 said:
I am too shy for that shit.
Hot, but too shy.
I will just suffer in wonder and 'what if'.
:shrug:
I love that you're shy. I am too. And the stronger the desire, the more shy I feel - and awkward. Even now. All it is, though, is thinking the thought "I want you to touch me". And letting that thought animate your body. Ok, no more hijack.
 
rosco rathbone said:
5ive here and going strong. Vitality rebounding. This morning was not easy though. I jacked it hard for about half an hour and almost lost it multiple times. Is it weird that I have sexual fantasies about supervising women in the performance of their quotidien tasks?
Is it odd that I, a total romantic, get off to the thought of being 'trained'?
 
Olivia_Yearns said:
I love that you're shy. I am too. And the stronger the desire, the more shy I feel - and awkward.
Then I get more shy about it, and go inside.
 
rosco rathbone said:
Fruit stabber. I'm a fruit stabber. This morning the garbage men were doing routine pickup of large bulky items, compressing refrigerators into the steel jaws of their truck. A line of cars could not pass and was honking to speed them at their work. I was leaning out the window to the waist to watch the goings on, wearing only a wife beater. A girl passed on the sidewalk and I hadn't been watching her approach, so I only saw her rear, in tight jeans and denim jacket. A latina by the ringlets and hoop earrings and all the meat packed into those clothes. I fixed my eye on her chassis as if to burn a hole. I wanted to drive a knifelike cock of sharp steel directly into the cleft, or failing that, a meat cock. Every element of my being was fixated on her swaying walk. Sweat appeared on my head. I almost fell out of the window, trying to keep her in view as she passed the chinaman's. There's nothing strange about this. We men do it every day.

A long time jacking this morning, but no release. I'm holding it for my own reasons. I was thinking about punishment methods; such as making someone crawl on hands and knees for a day. If they want to get up to use the sink or something, they have to crawl over and say "meow meow. may i stand on my hind legs to use the sink please?"


OH

MY

FUCKING

GOD
 
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