Jacking-Off Log

[Recidiva]

My psycho, the rapist, was a World War Two, "greatest generation" guy, but so liberal in his opinions and vibrations that I was shocked one day when apropos of some point in our discourse, he told me "my wife gets her politics via vaginal osmosis."

LOL! Well, I not only believe in the energy of people, but I'm a connoisseur. If there ever was a psychic vampire, I am she. Fortunately my husband doesn't mind and seems to have plenty of energy for me. Whatever he's made of, that's what I need.

Whenever he's not physically around I'm a basket case and deteriorate pretty quickly.

 

[Recidiva]

Nope but I agree with the other things that you said about masturbating. For me, it doesn't really curb the apetite but I tend to use masturbation more for stress release...LoL...

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Well, yeah, sometimes he's not home, which sucks. Then again sometimes even if he's tired I can just wake him up to watch

I like his breathing.

 

[Leverage]

Well, yeah, sometimes he's not home, which sucks. Then again sometimes even if he's tired I can just wake him up to watch

I like his breathing.

I know what you mean, my wife and I work different shifts and then with my biz, sometimes it seems as if we are two trains passing in the night...LoL...

one

 

[Recidiva]

I know what you mean, my wife and I work different shifts and then with my biz, sometimes it seems as if we are two trains passing in the night...LoL...

one

Fortunately we share a joy with doing sexual stuff with helpless folks and making them more helpless.

Match made in whatever plane of existence is available.

 

[Leverage]

Fortunately we share a joy with doing sexual stuff with helpless folks and making them more helpless.

Match made in whatever plane of existence is available.

Yeah, when we have the time we like to dress up and role-play...I think that she has every outfit, wig, uniform, etc. from the local sex shop...LoL...

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[tortoise]

LOL! Well, I not only believe in the energy of people, but I'm a connoisseur. If there ever was a psychic vampire, I am she. Fortunately my husband doesn't mind and seems to have plenty of energy for me. Whatever he's made of, that's what I need.

Every you type about him, it makes me smile. I'd love to be a fly on the wall for your interactions (no, not those kind of interactions… although, now that you mention it… Heh.).

Sounds much more like symbiosis than vampirism, though.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Whenever he's not physically around I'm a basket case and deteriorate pretty quickly.

Curiously romantic.

Match made in whatever plane of existence is available.

hehehe

 

[Recidiva]

Every you type about him, it makes me smile. I'd love to be a fly on the wall for your interactions (no, not those kind of interactions… although, now that you mention it… Heh.).

Sounds much more like symbiosis than vampirism, though.

I've got to die first is all I know. I keep telling him this and he won't agree. Bastard.

Hopefully it's symbiosis. I've explained this conversation to him and he won't confirm it's symbiosis. He only says "You have the oddest conversations with people. You're bleeding me dry. Not that I'm complaining."

 

[tortoise]

Ergo, it's a therapeutic bloodletting. Symbiosis!

 

[Recidiva]

Curiously romantic.

I'm a romantic fool. Sure, it's savage and vampiric, but that's the way I like it!

 

[Recidiva]

Ergo, it's a therapeutic bloodletting. Symbiosis!

This is what I tell myself. Not that I'd stop otherwise...at least I don't think so.

Is it possible to consciously suck the identity out of people, or does that just sorta happen on its own?

 

[tortoise]

Some cross-assimilation is perfectly natural, I think, especially if you have… heightened empathy levels.

 

[Recidiva]

Some cross-assimilation is perfectly natural, I think, especially if you have… heightened empathy levels.

Yeah, it takes a tough, unreadable son of a bitch to have me guessing for years.

Otherwise I'm thinking people's thoughts before they do in a few months. His are the opposite of mine, so I can't really get near 'em. It's like a vacation.

 

[tortoise]

Inscrutability can be fun, if you recognize and accept it, and as long it can be surmounted by communication.

Too often, I end up butting my head against it over and over until I'm a bloody mess. I have this intrinsic but asinine need to "understand" everything. Feh.

What's so funny about peace, love and understanding?

 

[Recidiva]

Inscrutability can be fun, if you recognize and accept it, and as long it can be surmounted by communication.

Too often, I end up butting my head against it over and over until I'm a bloody mess. I have this intrinsic but asinine need to "understand" everything. Feh.

What's so funny about peace, love and understanding?

Well...I've come to realize I can't understand this person, there are many things I simply have to take on faith. All I know is even if I can't understand where he is, he's always there.

He's my gyroscopic anchor.

 

[tortoise]

That's a very healthy attitude, one I wish I could adopt. Eh, all things are possible with time. I am not a finished product. Or a Finnish product.

See, you've induced more smiling. Okay, you can't see, but take my word for it.

Have a delicious night!

 

[rosco rathbone]

A balance between mystery and communication is key.

 

[rosco rathbone]

He's my gyroscopic anchor.

gynoscopic anchor

 

[stirbird]

Why does that gnome look Jewish?

 

[rosco rathbone]

Why does that gnome look Jewish?

gnomes=jews

 

[Recidiva]

A balance between mystery and communication is key.

gynoscopic anchor

That's my guy!

Anyway, whatever Yin and Yang is possible, I think I've got it.

I understand what tortoise was saying about needing to figure people out. But then I've figured them out and I'm bored. Not pretty. That's not a characteristic I'm proud of, but it's a bit of an equation to my life. Fascinated by someone...then not so much.

Now I'm just eternally fascinated.

 

[Recidiva]

gnomes=jews

Or in Terry Pratchett's universe, small Scots.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Now I'm just eternally fascinated.

I think this directly contradicts another post you made about this issue, a couple of days ago, but that's ok. Consider yourself sussed.

 

[Recidiva]

I think this directly contradicts another post you made about this issue, a couple of days ago, but that's ok. Consider yourself sussed.

Which post? Do you remember? Maybe I was sleep posting

 

[rosco rathbone]

Which post? Do you remember? Maybe I was sleep posting

I don't remember. This same issue was being discussed. The importance of mystery and obliqueness in a relationship. You said something like "that's not for me!" and I remember reading it and going yeah right