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Hester said:
was hoping for a quick pre-slumber release---the kind that's so quick there's not even time to self lubricate---but i got fixated on something i read earlier in the day so it ended up being long and sloppy.

woke up around 3, finger on the trigger, so i squeezed and fell back to sleep

busy morning---2&3 holes, a variety of equipage

Are you sure you don't have a penis?

That wasn't meant to be offensive, I just don't have the drive you people have. I would swear my genitals haven't existed the last 48 hours or so and prior to that I had to work so hard for an O it was exhausting and numbing.
 
naughtygirl69s said:
Are you sure you don't have a penis?

That wasn't meant to be offensive, I just don't have the drive you people have. I would swear my genitals haven't existed the last 48 hours or so and prior to that I had to work so hard for an O it was exhausting and numbing.
I go in phases. I might go through a couple of months where I hardly touch myself. Then I'll be doing it three times a day for a while. Lately, it's been three times a day or more. I'll take a break from work for a quick vibrator buzz, do it in the shower, do it before sleep more slowly, with fingers. But this is the longest I've ever gone without partner sex in my life. I'm taking a break, and I'm missing having someone to fuck me.
 
Hester said:
busy morning---2&3 holes, a variety of equipage

At this rate you are going to end up as the new flea, which is good because she dropped off the face of the earth w/o a trace and does not even return emails. :(


A sexual calm has settled over my household in the last 24 hours. Perversity is on my mind a lot, but from a theoretical standpoint.
 
naughtygirl69s said:
Are you sure you don't have a penis?

That wasn't meant to be offensive, I just don't have the drive you people have. I would swear my genitals haven't existed the last 48 hours or so and prior to that I had to work so hard for an O it was exhausting and numbing.
i wonder the same thing. i know i have a high testosterone level.

i've calmed down. in my mid-30s i'd easily go at it 5-6 hrs a day, and if i didn't i'd be half-mad by bedtime.
 
naughtygirl69s said:
Are you sure you don't have a penis?

That wasn't meant to be offensive, I just don't have the drive you people have. I would swear my genitals haven't existed the last 48 hours or so and prior to that I had to work so hard for an O it was exhausting and numbing.

Some times I really do think it comes down more to whether or not your brain can utilize the chemistry available to create the signals for pleasure.

I'm not sure what it is that processes pleasure, but I have it in abundance, so it's often what I attribute it to.

My brain just knows how to cook. Total idiot in other regards, but this is a specialty of the house.
 
Recidiva said:
Some times I really do think it comes down more to whether or not your brain can utilize the chemistry available to create the signals for pleasure.

I'm not sure what it is that processes pleasure, but I have it in abundance, so it's often what I attribute it to.

My brain just knows how to cook. Total idiot in other regards, but this is a specialty of the house.
i think it's hormonal

and i think the hormonal levels are hereditary. my whole family is oversexed.
 
Oliver Clozoff said:
i know. awful, isn't it. and i was never satisfied. i'm still hard to sate. maybe i'll be good for an hour after a long session but then the itching will just start up again, unless i am so worn i sleep, and then it's back once i wake.
 
Hester said:
i think it's hormonal

and i think the hormonal levels are hereditary. my whole family is oversexed.

At least in my case I earned the nickname "Terminator" once, so I've tried to tone it down, at least in presentation.

can't change what's actually going on in my body, but that's what masturbation is for!
 
Hester said:
i know. awful, isn't it. and i was never satisfied. i'm still hard to sate. maybe i'll be good for an hour after a long session but then the itching will just start up again, unless i am so worn i sleep, and then it's back once i wake.

Lawsy, woman, I'd have to keep my genitals under lock and key. :p
 
Recidiva said:
At least in my case I earned the nickname "Terminator" once, so I've tried to tone it down, at least in presentation.

can't change what's actually going on in my body, but that's what masturbation is for!
masturbation is not the same thing for me. i need to smell a man, taste him, to feel his weight on me, to have that exchange.

masturbation is the metaphoric finger in the dyke
 
Hester said:
masturbation is not the same thing for me. i need to smell a man, taste him, to feel his weight on me, to have that exchange.

masturbation is the metaphoric finger in the dyke

Well, it's been years since I've been without a man to attack, so I can't say I have it under control.

I do know that long-term I don't do well without someone to pounce.
 
i need to stop talking about this. it makes it worse.

over and out for a little while.
 
Hester said:
i need to stop talking about this. it makes it worse.

over and out for a little while.

LOL!

I do notice that I can't carry on conversations with people who consider "withholding sex" to be appropriate.

I think one woman recommended I try this on a partner if they weren't doing what I wanted.

Once my laughter died down I said "Honey, he knows that would hurt me more than it would hurt him."
 
Recidiva said:
LOL!

I do notice that I can't carry on conversations with people who consider "withholding sex" to be appropriate.

I think one woman recommended I try this on a partner if they weren't doing what I wanted.

Once my laughter died down I said "Honey, he knows that would hurt me more than it would hurt him."
i'd become homicidal

it's one thing if there's a drive incompatibility but i can't tell you the resentment i'd feel if it were intentionally withheld. it could easily kill a relationship for me.
 
Hester said:
i'd become homicidal

it's one thing if there's a drive incompatibility but i can't tell you the resentment i'd feel if it were intentionally withheld. it could easily kill a relationship for me.

Me too.

I can deal with a differing drive and compensate, but in my case this would be like refusing to let me eat or drink in my own home sorta thing.

Over.
 
bridgeburner said:
Well of course, that's the part that lasts.

It's not even satisfying to get there if there are weak or absent contractions. I feel chiseled if I snag the O but there's nothing else. It's like ringing a bell swaddled in a blanket --- no resonance, no sonorous echo dying down, just a dull, unsatisfying "clank" that seems hardly worth the effort.

-B
Yeah, exactly.

Hester said:
busy morning---2&3 holes, a variety of equipage
:eek: didn't know girls got airtight during masturbation.

Hester said:
i think it's hormonal

and i think the hormonal levels are hereditary. my whole family is oversexed.
Lots of bros and sisses?
 
Put me down for twice on April 16. I'll check the logbooks since then and get back to ya.
 
The jacking moratorium has been lifted with great hurrah's from the stakeholders.
 
Recidiva said:
Some times I really do think it comes down more to whether or not your brain can utilize the chemistry available to create the signals for pleasure.

I'm not sure what it is that processes pleasure, but I have it in abundance, so it's often what I attribute it to.

My brain just knows how to cook. Total idiot in other regards, but this is a specialty of the house.

I'm having a bout of depression as well, so I just made the connection and just realized that's probably what is happening, my brain chemistry is all whacked out at the moment.

Question is, HOW the fuck do I fix it, without medication?
 
Hester said:
i wonder the same thing. i know i have a high testosterone level.

i've calmed down. in my mid-30s i'd easily go at it 5-6 hrs a day, and if i didn't i'd be half-mad by bedtime.

how do you know that? other than the obvious sexual drive?

Is it abnormally high? LIke to do you have irregular menses and facial hair and stuff like that?
 
naughtygirl69s said:
I'm having a bout of depression as well, so I just made the connection and just realized that's probably what is happening, my brain chemistry is all whacked out at the moment.

Question is, HOW the fuck do I fix it, without medication?
Breaking isolation almost always helps.
 
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