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I was defeated by the heat again last night. I'm also thinking there's perhaps a hole in the orgone layer over my abode. I'm hoping it replenishes itself while I'm away. At the very least the vagaries of travel and the libidinous inhibitions that entails will ensure that I'm revved up when I return.

I'm 36 years old. Why do I still find it almost impossibly shameful to jack when in my parents' home? I didn't have this problem when I was a kid. Now it's like visiting anyone else --- I have paranoid suspicions that I'll be heard or caught out or otherwise exposed.
 
bridgeburner said:
I was defeated by the heat again last night. I'm also thinking there's perhaps a hole in the orgone layer over my abode. I'm hoping it replenishes itself while I'm away. At the very least the vagaries of travel and the libidinous inhibitions that entails will ensure that I'm revved up when I return.

I'm 36 years old. Why do I still find it almost impossibly shameful to jack when in my parents' home? I didn't have this problem when I was a kid. Now it's like visiting anyone else --- I have paranoid suspicions that I'll be heard or caught out or otherwise exposed.
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You can't tell me you wouldn't like to have hot , dirty, hair pulling, pillow biting sex in your childhood bedroom though...
 
spacekowboy420 said:
You can't tell me you wouldn't like to have hot , dirty, hair pulling, pillow biting sex in your childhood bedroom though...
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There aren't many places I wouldn't like to have hot, dirty, hair pulling, pillow biting sex and I didn't grow up in this house, but sex in my mother's house would kind of creep me out. I had sex once in my parent's bed (this is mom and step-father) when they were out of town and all I really remember about the whole experience is wondering whether it would look suspicious if they came home and noticed I'd washed the sheets. To this day I fear that we left a condom visible in the bathroom trashcan.
 
bridgeburner said:
There aren't many places I wouldn't like to have hot, dirty, hair pulling, pillow biting sex and I didn't grow up in this house, but sex in my mother's house would kind of creep me out. I had sex once in my parent's bed (this is mom and step-father) when they were out of town and all I really remember about the whole experience is wondering whether it would look suspicious if they came home and noticed I'd washed the sheets. To this day I fear that we left a condom visible in the bathroom trashcan.
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I never had sex in my parents bed. Hell i never had sex in my parents house. I was a late bloomer. My best friend however i learned years later had sex in every room in my house. Bastard.

The pillow biting part was so you wouldn't be heard, theres no need for that if you're not near your parents. Scream away i say .. Scream away.
 
spacekowboy420 said:
I never had sex in my parents bed. Hell i never had sex in my parents house. I was a late bloomer. My best friend however i learned years later had sex in every room in my house. Bastard.

The pillow biting part was so you wouldn't be heard, theres no need for that if you're not near your parents. Scream away i say .. Scream away.
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hahaha, well, I didn't have sex in my parents house/bed until I was 26 years old. I was house-sitting. It made me feel about 15 and not in a good way. My brother apparently had sex in every room of the house and a couple of times with college friends of mine who came down to visit. That was trippy. I sang at the wedding of one of those friends and to this day I don't think she knows that I know she seduced my little brother. (he was 22 so not so little, but he'll be my baby brother when he's 80)

It got to where he'd ask me when I had another friend coming to visit. Yeesh.
 
bridgeburner said:
hahaha, well, I didn't have sex in my parents house/bed until I was 26 years old. I was house-sitting. It made me feel about 15 and not in a good way. My brother apparently had sex in every room of the house and a couple of times with college friends of mine who came down to visit. That was trippy. I sang at the wedding of one of those friends and to this day I don't think she knows that I know she seduced my little brother. (he was 22 so not so little, but he'll be my baby brother when he's 80)

It got to where he'd ask me when I had another friend coming to visit. Yeesh.
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Damnit. why couldn't I have had a big sister with hot college friends. All i had was a brother and the only girls he brought around were the ones he was banging. Selfish fucker.
 
spacekowboy420 said:
You can't tell me you wouldn't like to have hot , dirty, hair pulling, pillow biting sex in your childhood bedroom though...
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My mind slips seamlessly into gear, traveling back to that small bedroom, the pink cotton bedspread with the two blue stripes running up the sides, the blonde double bed taking up most of the available floor space left from the oversized blonde dresser with mirror.

Memory and desire mesh. My hand is, for the second time today, sliding under the elastic of my panties. I am still wet and aroused from just cumming, still tingling and now urgently needing to do it again.

My jilling seems to have thematic coherence today. The incestuous overtones in the movie, "The Flower of Evil" having started me down the path to what was the best and most satisfying "O" in many weeks. Now thoughts of rough sex in my girlish, childhood bedroom have me on edge again.
 
pinkladyzz11 said:
My mind slips seamlessly into gear, traveling back to that small bedroom, the pink cotton bedspread with the two blue stripes running up the sides, the blonde double bed taking up most of the available floor space left from the oversized blonde dresser with mirror.

Memory and desire mesh. My hand is, for the second time today, sliding under the elastic of my panties. I am still wet and aroused from just cumming, still tingling and now urgently needing to do it again.

My jilling seems to have thematic coherence today. The incestuous overtones in the movie, "The Flower of Evil" having started me down the path to what was the best and most satisfying "O" in many weeks. Now thoughts of rough sex in my girlish, childhood bedroom have me on edge again.
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Hmm I think I'm having a bit of a stir at that image myself...
 
So I wanked today. After reading some lit stories i needed more so I retired to my bedroom , turned on some porn and had at myself. The orgasm was good , but what i really needed was some interaction. I'm becoming bored with masturbation for the sake of masturbation. Maintenance jacks are becoming my nemesis.
 
tortoise said:
That's hawt.

Are there glasses? Please tell me there are glasses?
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yes, there are glasses.

cobalt blue granny glasses to be specific.
 
spacekowboy420 said:
You forget, I've seen a facsimile of your backside. it's top notch.
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but not the real thing (nor even a photo of the real thing), so you never know. ha!
 
Hester said:
but not the real thing (nor even a photo of the real thing), so you never know. ha!
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what timing I just sat down.


And you're right, you could be full of it. However, I don't see you as being that person.

Which works out as a plus for me because i'm a perv and i like to let my imagination run rampant.
 
every few months i go through a couple of days, maybe a week when i feel like i should have a man in my life. funny part is, when i get like that it seems to totally kill my sex drive. i think it's some weird hormonal thing and thankfully it passes quickly. kind of like bad gas after too much mexican food. i'm coming out of one of these now. until today, i barely jacked 2x/week the last week plus. but i made up for it today. so much, in fact, it was one of those days i became convinced i should never live out my fantasies because they are too fucked up.
 
I've said it before and I'll say it again: there's not a damn thing wrong with fucked up fantasies. Let the twisted wee buggers roam free.

I, for one, am glad to see you back in jacking form. It restores balance to my mental cosmos, somehow, like a splash of lime juice livens up a ripe cantaloupe. A world without Hesterjacks is like a world without cool breezes.
 
tortoise said:
I've said it before and I'll say it again: there's not a damn thing wrong with fucked up fantasies. Let the twisted wee buggers roam free.

I, for one, am glad to see you back in jacking form. It restores balance to my mental cosmos, somehow, like a splash of lime juice livens up a ripe cantaloupe. A world without Hesterjacks is like a world without cool breezes.
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i won't argue with you about the fucked up fantasies, but i will say i disagree. they really bother me sometimes.

i worry about myself when i don't jack, i worry when i do. i think i worry too much.
 
Haven't been jacking much lately. I've been in sort of a funk and it's sapped my libido.
 
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