...though, lately, it's been consuming my fantasy life as I come to grips with who I really am. I've wondered what it would feel like to be fully seduced by a man, to melt in his arms and swoon as his mouth claims mine and sucks out my soul. Just to cuddle with a man spooning me, feeling his arms around me, his hands running through my chest hair and pinching my nipples...to feel needed and desired, just for a couple of hours...is that even possible today, especially for those of us of a certain age?