It's Disgusting...

[Silverluna]

It's almost 6:30pm...and he's already drunk....night after night after night....
What's worse is his insistance in "family bonding" .....Jesus on a pojostick!!! He reaks, everything I say I have to repeat in sllllooooowwww mmmoootttiiiooonnn....(he thinks I talk to fast) , and I have to repeat repeat repeat myself.....I can't take this for very much longer....my brother's lucky..he gets to go out with his friends....I would but my friends never seem to want me around...or maybe they just don't call? I won't even be able to think about moving out until this fall when I might get to move into the apparments @ UHCL....

I am sorry to be whinny....I just see you guys (most of you) as either kind people or maybe even a friend who I can blather out my frustrations that have me on the verge of tears...

 

[metal_minx]

It's almost 6:30pm...and he's already drunk....night after night after night....
What's worse is his insistance in "family bonding" .....Jesus on a pojostick!!! He reaks, everything I say I have to repeat in sllllooooowwww mmmoootttiiiooonnn....(he thinks I talk to fast) , and I have to repeat repeat repeat myself.....I can't take this for very much longer....my brother's lucky..he gets to go out with his friends....I would but my friends never seem to want me around...or maybe they just don't call? I won't even be able to think about moving out until this fall when I might get to move into the apparments @ UHCL....

I am sorry to be whinny....I just see you guys (most of you) as either kind people or maybe even a friend who I can blather out my frustrations that have me on the verge of tears...

where you at? i'll come get you and we can cruise for cute gay guys to reject us

 

[KillerMuffin]

You are almost there. It's hard to deal with, but hang in there cause you're almost out.

 

[Silverluna]

Re: Re: It's Disgusting...

where you at? i'll come get you and we can cruise for cute gay guys to reject us

Thanks but i can get rejected on my own...and it always seems to be a flamming homo....my gaydar is fried

 

[Silverluna]

You are almost there. It's hard to deal with, but hang in there cause you're almost out.

I hope so...but he'll always know just how to kick me when i am down....

 

[Dillinger]

KM is right... you're in the home stretch.

 

[glamorilla]

Re: Re: Re: It's Disgusting...

Thanks but i can get rejected on my own...and it always seems to be a flamming homo....my gaydar is fried

Sorry!




(KM is right...if you want out and it's going to take a few months i suggest start saving NOW!)

 

[KillerMuffin]

Maybe you could go do the hang at the library/museum/Denny's thing during the evening?

I used to go for an evening walk and just hang out in a small patch of trees near my house for as long as I could. I brought something to eat, drink, bug repellant, and books.

 

[Silverluna]

Re: Re: Re: Re: It's Disgusting...

Sorry!




(KM is right...if you want out and it's going to take a few months i suggest start saving NOW!)

Oh yeah right.....you're not sorry you like to tease us mixed up girls!!!

 

[Silverluna]

Maybe you could go do the hang at the library/museum/Denny's thing during the evening?

I used to go for an evening walk and just hang out in a small patch of trees near my house for as long as I could. I brought something to eat, drink, bug repellant, and books.

maybe...but how'd i ask for leave? how would I get them to let me go? I'm not free here.... (my pc is usually my best escape...)

 

[Cheyenne]

maybe...but how'd i ask for leave? how would I get them to let me go? I'm not free here.... (my pc is usually my best escape...)

How about saying it is Spring and you are starting a new health program that includes walking for exercise? Don't people go walking in your neighborhood?

 

[islandman]

KM's right. Go out, visit the museum, go rock-climbing, something. And if you learn something along the way..........so be it.

Get out, maintain your sanity. The fall (and a whole new world) is just around the corner.

 

[Silverluna]

today was ok....spent the better part of the afternoon/evening away from home....luckly my brother kidnapped me and dragged me out....
My folks encourage socializing but how can we? If I had a mate to bring home....how do i explain my not so perfect life? dad masks his problem so well...but only until you know him....when they leave he picks them apart like a starving vulture infront of a field of dead cows....
So we hate to bring people home to visit. When asked by dad why i dont have a "teeny bopper slumber party" since we moved down here....i dont really know how to answer that .....
I'm no fool....I won't kick over the ant nest on this one...

 

[Sillyman]

I'd say pick your dad's flaws out one by one. Satisfying thought, although not really realistic advice.

I'm sorry Silver, if there was anything I could tell you to do, I'd do it. Hang tough. You might want to look into organizing an intervention for him if possible, if you think that's warranted.

 

[Dillinger]

Just keep your eye on when you can leave, and focus on getting to that goal.

 

[Raina]

I feel for you sweetie. Hang in there!

 

[April]

I know nothing of your situation, but I do know drunk fathers. Just hunker down and wait it out. Good luck.

If I'm way off base, sorry.