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[Maria2394]

Yes, yes, people come and go one here all the time. We poets are a moody bunch of people, and usually its no big deal.

We have all been up and down about the Pc's and voting and we all know that people get weird at times. However..there comes a time when something as simple as a click can cause a person a sort of grief..in my case, its wondering...what did I do to anyone?

I dont play games, I dont lead people on, the men here know this, the women do too. I came here to make friends and there is a distinct someone who wants me gone, so I will oblige. I cant live every day wondering what I did, or why someone is such an ass and what I did, if anything, to cause it..

its just not fun for me anymore, so you guys have fun, I will probably peek in sometimes..

 

[Guest]

- neo

 

[Liar]

'a distinct someone' can go screw him or herself then. Please keep in touch, maria. It's easy to make enemies, it's hard to make friends. Don't let whoever that is win, by giving up the good connections that I know you have here too.


#L

 

[Angeline]

Sweety, you have as much right to be here as anyone and I, for one, know you add a great deal to this board both with your poems and your presence. If you want to go for yourself, I understand--been there, done that, but NO ONE should leave because they feel feel unwanted by someone else here. If that were true, few of us would have lasted here very long at all.

You know where to find me if you want to talk.

 

[WickedEve]

Maria, when you've been here long enough, it happens. It happens to us all. I've left a few times. I've been hurt here. We have great people in our little community, but like anywhere, we have some rednecks throwing beer bottles and insults out of the back of their speeding pickup. Well, that's more my town and not lit, but the same sort of thing. Go take a break and then come back when you're ready. Or just stay and we'll help you whip this varmint's ass. I went after a possum this past summer with a broom. I will whip varmint ass, Maria!

 

[echoes_s]

Maria, how many times have you told me not to run and hide, not to let nastiness push me down, that they are a select few and the people who do count are us who love you.
You are one of those many people who make Lit pleasant, enjoyable, and home with a garden, home cooking, hugs and warmth.
You blossom with love.
I wait for your return please...

 

[The_Fool]

Take a deep breath....take a vacation.....Give it a day, a week, maybe two. But don't go away and don't give up.

*scuffing toe*

Yes, I love you to....

Lots....


Foooool

 

[Maria2394]

Dear Friends

of course, you are all right. I cant tell echoes, (or anyone else), not to run and then turn tail myself. Its just easier sometimes, than dealing with the knowledge that there are cruel, petty people in this world. But what disturbs me more, is the fact that someone took a great deal of time and concerted effort to do what was done. To me, that screams out, I am a dangerously, disturbed person..

I hope that who ever it is can resolve their problems in the future without expending so much energy to make anyone else on this board unhappy

well, that being said, I DO appreciate you all so much!!! .thanks for the supportive posts and Pm's

and yes, you do make me feel loved, very much so, and you good people are the ones that count!!



maria

 

[echoes_s]

Dear Friends

of course, you are all right. I cant tell echoes, (or anyone else), not to run and then turn tail myself. Its just easier sometimes, than dealing with the knowledge that there are cruel, petty people in this world. But what disturbs me more, is the fact that someone took a great deal of time and concerted effort to do what was done. To me, that screams out, I am a dangerously, disturbed person..

I hope that who ever it is can resolve their problems in the future without expending so much energy to make anyone else on this board unhappy

well, that being said, I DO appreciate you all so much!!! .thanks for the supportive posts and Pm's

and yes, you do make me feel loved, very much so, and you good people are the ones that count!!



maria

I am sorry Maria, I didnt mean to imply you were running and hiding, but that I was at the time.
There are times when breaks are needed, especially if you feel someone is disturbed and dangerous. I would wish no harm come to you and didnt realize the situation completely.
My apologies, and I still love you.
I just can't imagine someone not liking you or going to this extent...but then not very much makes sense in the world.
Huge hugs

 

[WickedEve]

But what disturbs me more, is the fact that someone took a great deal of time and concerted effort to do what was done. To me, that screams out, I am a dangerously, disturbed person..

Maria, you should report this to literotica. Is this person anon or do you have an email addy or user name? I'm sure Laurel can suspend this person or send him/her a warning about harassing you. I didn't realize you were dealing with someone disturbed. That's scary.

 

[Linbido]

Maria, sad to see that you feel like that. You have given me so much couragement and courage and have always been nothing but straight shooting, friendly and supportive. Whatever it is that have caused this, it must be just a sore misunderstanding. If you really feel like leaving, if yuo are bored, need a break, whatever, then I'm not going to stand in the way. But please, don't let someone's wrong directed lashing be the reason.



Oh, just perfect. While I wrote this Maria came back with better news. This world is moving too fast for me.

lots of hugs to everyone
(and if whoever-you-who-have-a-beef-with-maria are comes here, I'll hug you nice too, you seem to need it)

-Lin

 

[Maria2394]

I am sorry Maria, I didnt mean to imply you were running and hiding, but that I was at the time.
There are times when breaks are needed, especially if you feel someone is disturbed and dangerous. I would wish no harm come to you and didnt realize the situation completely.
My apologies, and I still love you.
I just can't imagine someone not liking you or going to this extent...but then not very much makes sense in the world.
Huge hugs

dear echoes

you didnt imply anything!! I was planning on running and hiding...I have lived through my share of stress, just like I know everyone here has, but I have decided that in my life I have to avoid it as much as I can or I feel miserable all the time...and if that means running and hiding, I'm basically all for it

as for what I said about being disturbed, dangerous..what I mean is, than most normal people, react in certain situations, for whatever reason, and let it go quickly, but some others focus on anger for long periods of time which is unhealthy.

Someone took the time to go down my authors page and inject their two cents on otherwise well rated poems. It wasnt just one, or two, or even 5, it was 12 poems. That takes a lot of hostility and to me, exhibits some scary behavior patterns, but then, what do I know....

I aint going nowhere, it wil take a lot more than that to run me off...okay? big hugs and be on th e look for some wild kinky varmit whipping poems in the near future,

love ya'll too

maria

 

[WickedEve]

lots of hugs to everyone
(and if whoever-you-who-have-a-beef-with-maria are comes here, I'll hug you nice too, you seem to need it)

-Lin

You're too nice. I offered to whip the varmint's ass. Okay, I'll whip and you can hug. Between the two of us, I'm sure we'll cover all the bases.

 

[WickedEve]

I aint going nowhere, it wil take a lot more than that to run me off...okay? big hugs and be on th e look for some wild kinky varmit whipping poems in the near future,

Good idea and we can dedicate them to your troll. Remember, when a troll throws lemons at you, make lemonade, pee in it, and serve it with ice to the troll. (Yes, ice. We southern gals are polite, aren't we Maria?)

 

[Liar]

You're too nice. I offered to whip the varmint's ass. Okay, I'll whip and you can hug. Between the two of us, I'm sure we'll cover all the bases.

Hey, I'm up for that. Who do I have to troll to get that treatment?

#L

 

[WickedEve]

Hey, I'm up for that. Who do I have to troll to get that treatment?

#L

Ah, Liar has a whip and hug fetish. See what kind of good your thread has done, Maria. Liar was finally able to come out of the fetish closet.

 

[Liar]

Someone took the time to go down my authors page and inject their two cents on otherwise well rated poems. It wasnt just one, or two, or even 5, it was 12 poems. That takes a lot of hostility and to me, exhibits some scary behavior patterns, but then, what do I know.

Happened to me not long ago too. 14 poems had been slapped with a 1, knocking the H out of 2 of them. It stung a little, but take it for what it is. Small minded juvenilia from a jealous and insecure little person.

#L

 

[Liar]

Ah, Liar has a whip and hug fetish. See what kind of good your thread has done, Maria. Liar was finally able to come out of the fetish closet.

Nope. I have a Lin and Eve fetish. You can do whatever you want with me.

#L

 

[WickedEve]

Nope. I have a Lin and Eve fetish. You can do whatever you want with me.

#L

I'll be right back! I have to run to the store and get some lard and cement mix and some wire. I'm so excited!

 

[Liar]

Ok, let me rephrase that...

 

[Linbido]

I'll be right back! I have to run to the store and get some lard and cement mix and some wire. I'm so excited!

See what you'd miss, Maria?

 

[echoes_s]

lol guys, you even had me cracking up today...

now about this whip thing....naw, nevermind

 

[WickedEve]

Ok, let me rephrase that...

I called the local farmers market and the guy wanted to know if that would be 18 feet of chicken or barbed. I'm thinking...

 

[Guest]

All 5ives

*Plays Sally Field's "You really like me" speech for background sound* See Maria, for every poem 'oned', you have pals here at the poetry board who support ya with all fives.


5's & H's,
- neo

 

[Maria2394]

OMG!!

yeah, Lin, I would be missing a lot!! and I'm glad Liar could come out of the fetsich closet..and did someone mention chicken?? yummm

and whips and wire>? dont forget the blindfold and a green Furbie to say..."yuuummmm" every time he hears a smack


thanks you guys, you are all so kind and so weird and so damned FUNNY!!!