Isolated Blurt Thread

[Fallenfromgrace]

Ohhh yummy massages and grapes.

*looks around* I stubbed my toe the other day... and fell here... *Points to hand* and ohhh my neck, I slept on it wrong. . .

I will call the doc tomorrow. I don't mess with my health since this is something that one of my sisters and mother both dealt with during the age I am now.

Milker

Good , keep me updated missy

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Milker

Good , keep me updated missy

I shall.

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

I shall.

good

off to bed with me now...*sigh* i feel le sleepy

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

good

off to bed with me now...*sigh* i feel le sleepy

Night.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

OMG. . .I can't believe you just did that to me. I am laying here now barely awake, but can't go back to sleep, because I am stunned. You saw me in pain all day. . .you saw me take to pain killers. You saw me exhausted. You mentioned me looking tired. You watched me fall to the bed and collapse. Yet. . . OMG. . .you pull off the covers, tell me you need me and fuck me. While I'm barely conscious? You whisper you need me. You love me. . . *laugh* You come as I lay there, not quite believing the depth of your insensitivity. . .I shouldn't be surprised though. . .should I? I shouldn't be stunned, hurt, angry, or upset. I should be used to it. Shouldn't I? I shouldn't cry or feel like a vessel. I should be used to it. . . I'm not though. You still manage to surprise me. But now. . .I am awake, trying not to feel empty. While you lay beside me sleeping. I am hurting now more than I was from the pain that made me take those pills. . .Thanks.

 

[slyc_willie]

OMG. . .I can't believe you just did that to me. I am laying here now barely awake, but can't go back to sleep, because I am stunned. You saw me in pain all day. . .you saw me take to pain killers. You saw me exhausted. You mentioned me looking tired. You watched me fall to the bed and collapse. Yet. . . OMG. . .you pull off the covers, tell me you need me and fuck me. While I'm barely conscious? You whisper you need me. You love me. . . *laugh* You come as I lay there, not quite believing the depth of your insensitivity. . .I shouldn't be surprised though. . .should I? I shouldn't be stunned, hurt, angry, or upset. I should be used to it. Shouldn't I? I shouldn't cry or feel like a vessel. I should be used to it. . . I'm not though. You still manage to surprise me. But now. . .I am awake, trying not to feel empty. While you lay beside me sleeping. I am hurting now more than I was from the pain that made me take those pills. . .Thanks.

Hugs for you, baby . . . you deserve much better

You deserve respect.

 

[ibhard]

Red

 

[jushorny]

OMG. . .I can't believe you just did that to me. I am laying here now barely awake, but can't go back to sleep, because I am stunned. You saw me in pain all day. . .you saw me take to pain killers. You saw me exhausted. You mentioned me looking tired. You watched me fall to the bed and collapse. Yet. . . OMG. . .you pull off the covers, tell me you need me and fuck me. While I'm barely conscious? You whisper you need me. You love me. . . *laugh* You come as I lay there, not quite believing the depth of your insensitivity. . .I shouldn't be surprised though. . .should I? I shouldn't be stunned, hurt, angry, or upset. I should be used to it. Shouldn't I? I shouldn't cry or feel like a vessel. I should be used to it. . . I'm not though. You still manage to surprise me. But now. . .I am awake, trying not to feel empty. While you lay beside me sleeping. I am hurting now more than I was from the pain that made me take those pills. . .Thanks.

I'm hear to hold and listen Red

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

Red, *kiss*

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Thanks all of you.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

She’s shaking in frustration
Her fingers barely touch the keys
to form the words she needs
to set her spirit free

Her body was his vessel
His come the seed he spilled
And though he knew her pain
He still refused to heel.

She lies in disbelief and anger
Unable to go to sleep
as the tears flow faster
down her rosy cheeks.

Her jaw is tightly clenched
Her heart is in a vise
Wondering why she thought
He ever would play nice.

Eventually she breathes
takes in the sex filled room
and closes off her body
in her mind she fumes

One day he’ll look and find her
in the arms of another soul
one who makes her wither
one who makes her whole

Only then will he suffer
He’ll bleed for all its worth
And she’ll walk away
Her life finally rebirth.

 

[joeys-game]

She’s shaking in frustration
Her fingers barely touch the keys
to form the words she needs
to set her spirit free

Her body was his vessel
His come the seed he spilled
And though he knew her pain
He still refused to heel.

She lies in disbelief and anger
Unable to go to sleep
as the tears flow faster
down her rosy cheeks.

Her jaw is tightly clenched
Her heart is in a vise
Wondering why she thought
He ever would play nice.

Eventually she breathes
takes in the sex filled room
and closes off her body
in her mind she fumes

One day he’ll look and find her
in the arms of another soul
one who makes her wither
one who makes her whole

Only then will he suffer
He’ll bleed for all its worth
And she’ll walk away
Her life finally rebirth.

 

[pop_54]

OMG. . .I can't believe you just did that to me. I am laying here now barely awake, but can't go back to sleep, because I am stunned. You saw me in pain all day. . .you saw me take to pain killers. You saw me exhausted. You mentioned me looking tired. You watched me fall to the bed and collapse. Yet. . . OMG. . .you pull off the covers, tell me you need me and fuck me. While I'm barely conscious? You whisper you need me. You love me. . . *laugh* You come as I lay there, not quite believing the depth of your insensitivity. . .I shouldn't be surprised though. . .should I? I shouldn't be stunned, hurt, angry, or upset. I should be used to it. Shouldn't I? I shouldn't cry or feel like a vessel. I should be used to it. . . I'm not though. You still manage to surprise me. But now. . .I am awake, trying not to feel empty. While you lay beside me sleeping. I am hurting now more than I was from the pain that made me take those pills. . .Thanks.

What can one say... I feel for you darling is about all

 

[impressive]

OMG. . .I can't believe you just did that to me. I am laying here now barely awake, but can't go back to sleep, because I am stunned. You saw me in pain all day. . .you saw me take to pain killers. You saw me exhausted. You mentioned me looking tired. You watched me fall to the bed and collapse. Yet. . . OMG. . .you pull off the covers, tell me you need me and fuck me. While I'm barely conscious? You whisper you need me. You love me. . . *laugh* You come as I lay there, not quite believing the depth of your insensitivity. . .I shouldn't be surprised though. . .should I? I shouldn't be stunned, hurt, angry, or upset. I should be used to it. Shouldn't I? I shouldn't cry or feel like a vessel. I should be used to it. . . I'm not though. You still manage to surprise me. But now. . .I am awake, trying not to feel empty. While you lay beside me sleeping. I am hurting now more than I was from the pain that made me take those pills. . .Thanks.

Um ... Just say 'no' next time, Red. If you were too drugged to give your consent, then it's sexual assault.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

 

[feeeriek]

for Red

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Um ... Just say 'no' next time, Red. If you were too drugged to give your consent, then it's sexual assault.

You know. . . I've been thinking of this post since I read it.

I had the same thought last night, but I had my wits about me so last night it wasn't assault. I was stunned by what happened. In my head I just couldn't believe he was doing it.

He slipped out and I thought. . .If I roll over, this can be over quickly and I can go back to sleep. I asked him if he wanted me to, so he could come. He said he already came and he wanted me too. (of course this made me roll my eyes in disbelief, which no, he didn't see me do that)

He then moved back to his side of the bed and said. . . I didn't do good.

I didn't do good.

Again, I was just dumbfounded, hurt, angry, shocked... stunned.

Telling him no . . . yes it is an option. I have to decide if the pain of last night was worth it over the pain of the words he'll spew if I don't give in. Making it seem it is my fault.

 

[rgraham666]

You know. . . I've been thinking of this post since I read it.

I had the same thought last night, but I had my wits about me so last night it wasn't assault. I was stunned by what happened. In my head I just couldn't believe he was doing it.

He slipped out and I thought. . .If I roll over, this can be over quickly and I can go back to sleep. I asked him if he wanted me to, so he could come. He said he already came and he wanted me too. (of course this made me roll my eyes in disbelief, which no, he didn't see me do that)

He then moved back to his side of the bed and said. . . I didn't do good.

I didn't do good.

Again, I was just dumbfounded, hurt, angry, shocked... stunned.

Telling him no . . . yes it is an option. I have to decide if the pain of last night was worth it over the pain of the words he'll spew if I don't give in. Making it seem it is my fault.

On behalf of my gender, I apologize, Red. *HUGS*

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

On behalf of my gender, I apologize, Red. *HUGS*

 

[Nirvanadragones]

Why is it so much easier to be painfully aware of what we lack within ourselves, than it is to acknowledge our own goodness?

 

[rgraham666]

Why is it so much easier to be painfully aware of what we lack within ourselves, than it is to acknowledge our own goodness?

Haven't the slightest. *HUGS*

 

[impressive]

You know. . . I've been thinking of this post since I read it.

I had the same thought last night, but I had my wits about me so last night it wasn't assault. I was stunned by what happened. In my head I just couldn't believe he was doing it.

He slipped out and I thought. . .If I roll over, this can be over quickly and I can go back to sleep. I asked him if he wanted me to, so he could come. He said he already came and he wanted me too. (of course this made me roll my eyes in disbelief, which no, he didn't see me do that)

He then moved back to his side of the bed and said. . . I didn't do good.

I didn't do good.

Again, I was just dumbfounded, hurt, angry, shocked... stunned.

Telling him no . . . yes it is an option. I have to decide if the pain of last night was worth it over the pain of the words he'll spew if I don't give in. Making it seem it is my fault.

Choices.

Do what's best for you -- what makes you feel best about yourself -- what makes you feel the strongest & most empowered -- what preserves or enhances your self-respect.

That, or kill the insensitive bastard. (I'll help you hide his body.)

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Choices.

Do what's best for you -- what makes you feel best about yourself -- what makes you feel the strongest & most empowered -- what preserves or enhances your self-respect.

That, or kill the insensitive bastard. (I'll help you hide his body.)

*hugs* Thanks. *hugs*

 

[Skip1934a]

Why is it so much easier to be painfully aware of what we lack within ourselves, than it is to acknowledge our own goodness?

Methinks the lady is a bit over the top in introspection. And a bit too critical of herself. You're a lovely soul. Believe it.

 

[Vermilion]

Red... you shouldn't have to tolerate that. Nobody should ever be made to feel less than. Not ever. Don't accept it - you are worth so much more. We all know it and we only see you through the words you type.
Please please think about which is the worst option in your current situation and know that I'll support you with whatever you do... God that sounds arrogant of me. I know you don't know me well, but please trust that I'm willing to help if I can.
xxx
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