inlovewithyourghost
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I think, perhaps, I might be losing control... I don't know what my brain thinks of that, cause it shut off a few hours ago. But the rest of me doesn't seem to mind.
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Control is not all it's made out to be.inlovewithyourghost said:I think, perhaps, I might be losing control... I don't know what my brain thinks of that, cause it shut off a few hours ago. But the rest of me doesn't seem to mind.

And if it turns out that I can't handle the consequences of letting my feelings go unchecked?Nirvanadragones said:Control is not all it's made out to be.
Think no more. Feel![]()
Nirvanadragones said:Think no more. Feel
Then you sit with those feelings too and carry the beauty of what you did have, what you did feel. You feel blessed for the precious time, moment, and gifts from the universe that you were given.inlovewithyourghost said:And if it turns out that I can't handle the consequences of letting my feelings go unchecked?
Reason keeps us captive. Feeling is freedom.Fallenfromgrace said:and if feeling is all but a prison?
Belegon said:I can't say I always embrace my own emotions...but I'm getting better at it..
Nirvanadragones said:Reason keeps us captive. Feeling is freedom.
Belegon said:1)you will be able to handle it
2)prison is a very poor metaphor...a prison would be if you were restricting something, not allowing it to take it's course...
Fallenfromgrace said:Depends on in what manner you feel.
Reason can be liberating- perhaps more literally than figuritively.
What if you've given a good proportion of your energies to feeling and let the reason fall by the wayside constantly?
Nirvanadragones said:I fight the constant battle of feel vs. think. I've made peace with sometimes going with . . . " I think I feel . . . " Why is it never . . . " I feel I think" ?
As with everything the balance between head and heart is what is important. If I choose to be true to myself, then what I feel is more important to me in keeping to that self-promise.

Fallenfromgrace said:The prison of emotion for some may be a restriction of rational thought. not neccesarily self imposed. If self imposed then perhaps not self maintained.
Fallenfromgrace said:Some unlike others are not in the right time or place in their lives to be able to be as true to themselves as they like.
~~ Goodnight![]()

sleepless in south africa?Nirvanadragones said:There is this saying: Do what you can for who you can, with what you have, and where you are.
I say, that includes Self - especially Self.
Nite nite, Sweet. Fresh dreams![]()

I'm watching the endless ripples that pebbles make when you throw them into a pond . . . or, alternatively known as " playing with fire".femininity said:sleepless in south africa?![]()
its like nearly 5 am there babe![]()
insomnia got you again?
sending kisses![]()
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Nirvanadragones said:There is this saying: Do what you can for who you can, with what you have, and where you are.
I say, that includes Self - especially Self.
Nite nite, Sweet. Fresh dreams![]()

sounds tranquil and dangerous at the same timeNirvanadragones said:I'm watching the endless ripples that pebbles make when you throw them into a pond . . . or, alternatively known as " playing with fire".
Sending kisses back, Sweet![]()
What's her name?!

madFallenfromgrace said:Thank you for your thoughts Belegon, i find a measure of truth and sincereityin your words.
Interesting, i've not heard that before, and it makes much sense.
My thoughts in genera can appear conflicting i know, its just me muddling through and working myself out.
You pinched my endearing nickname!i call people 'sweet' ! (but of course i'll allow you dear Vana- i'd never be able to refuse
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Sweet dreams to you too hun, when you finally embrace sleep, or it claims you.![]()
~ goodnight also to what seems like an insomniac (or just plain mad) scot![]()
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I miss you, toofemininity said:sounds tranquil and dangerous at the same timeWhat's her name?!
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I'm eating chocolate with frankie on me lap![]()
i miss you you know![]()


