Isolated Blurt Thread

[ABSTRUSE]

You know what? I've come to the conclusion it doesn't matter what you say, they aren't listening anyhow.

 

[carsonshepherd]

You know what? I've come to the conclusion it doesn't matter what you say, they aren't listening anyhow.

Life is so much more peaceful when you realize you're just pissing in the wind, and stopping feels so good.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Life is so much more peaceful when you realize you're just pissing in the wind, and stopping feels so good.

Ain't that the truth. I wish I could stop giving a shit too, but I realize I'm more human than I profess to be and may actually have feelings.

 

[Belegon]

You know what? I've come to the conclusion it doesn't matter what you say, they aren't listening anyhow.

I listen to you...usually

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I listen to you...usually

You do? You can hear me??? holy shit.

 

[carsonshepherd]

Feelings are a pain. Turn up the radio reeally loud to some good "fuck you" music and let it go. Can you change them? no. but you can be happy to have this moment tobe above ground.

 

[Belegon]

You do? You can hear me??? holy shit.

I thought you were going to bed?



hear, take my hand and I'll show you where it is....

 

[McKenna]

isolated blurt

I refuse to hold my breath anymore.


It's up to you, eh. Let go of whatever it is that's holding you back and just ... breathe.


Life's too short to waste it. You of all people should know that.

 

[Belegon]

Feelings are a pain. Turn up the radio reeally loud to some good "fuck you" music and let it go. Can you change them? no. but you can be happy to have this moment tobe above ground.

I hear that...

I need a night of dancing...bouncing and sweating in a basement club, losing 5 pounds of water weight, the beat infecting your soul...

then walking out into a cool evening...feeling alive as the chill hits your face...

edit: of course , I also feel alive when I see that av of Mck's...

 

[carsonshepherd]

I hear that...

I need a night of dancing...bouncing and sweating in a basement club, losing 5 pounds of water weight, the beat infecting your soul...

then walking out into a cool evening...feeling alive as the chill hits your face...

edit: of course , I also feel alive when I see that av of Mck's...

but the alcohol numbs your skin and you really feel nothing as you stumble along and think deep thoughts, you touch the sky in your physical revelation, your shortness of breath and all your secrets...

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I thought you were going to bed?



hear, take my hand and I'll show you where it is....

I'm supposed to be taking a new pill to do that but i'm stubborn....oh...PIG.

 

[carsonshepherd]

you are not alone.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

you are not alone.

You too huh?

 

[maggot420]

I was supposed to take a new pill and so I did. I liked it so much i took another
Sometimes they arent as bad as you think they are.
of course, sometimes they are worse.
maybe im just a whore for a good buzz.

 

[carsonshepherd]

You too huh?

Yeah, running out of booze really sucks.

 

[Rhys]

want some cake?

Only if you are the icing.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I was supposed to take a new pill and so I did. I liked it so much i took another
Sometimes they arent as bad as you think they are.
of course, sometimes they are worse.
maybe im just a whore for a good buzz.

Whore. Hey...do you like foreign films? There's a great one called..."Talk to her" I highly recommend it.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Yeah, running out of booze really sucks.

I know, that's why I smoke more and eat candy.

 

[carsonshepherd]

Only if you are the icing.

only if you lick it off

 

[togitc]

I never say the things I want to say. The words left unspoken are pushing you away. Yet I don't say these things to keep you.

You told me to tell you, so I did. I won't forget that look on your face. I have never been ashamed of myself until that moment.

I saw fear in your eyes, you were afraid of me. Everyone else can be afraid, everyone else can call me crazy, I don't care about them.

You should never have to see me like that. You should never have to see the real me. So here I stand, holding this facade and praying that it doesn't break. Praying that maybe if I don't say the words they will go away.

It hurts to love. To be so open. You know the buttons to push, the pains and fears. You can destroy me without a thought and here I stand.

I know I'm not exactly the most sane person in the world, but I'm not as crazy as they think.

It helps when they don't know me. I can slip by them, I can get away from the crowd. You are my anchor, you are my peace.

Enough deep thoughts and depressed ramblings. I need sleep.

 

[joeys-game]

only if you lick it off

well he does need the sugar!

 

[maggot420]

Whore. Hey...do you like foreign films? There's a great one called..."Talk to her" I highly recommend it.

i love foreign films. thanks for the tip.
if you like them you should look for 'Girl on a Bridge'
its french and stars johnny depps' wife.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

i love foreign films. thanks for the tip.
if you like them you should look for 'Girl on a Bridge'
its french and stars johnny depps' wife.

I can relate to that....I'll wear a beret.

Must sleep now, ciao bella.

Carson

 

[carsonshepherd]

Did I mention, I'm out of beer?

 

[joeys-game]

Did I mention, I'm out of beer?

I got lots...