Isolated Blurt Thread

[Blackie Malone]

It's night fall and the demons stir
they speak to me in tongues so sweet
and their lies begin to make wicked sense

I think of times when laughing was easy
and nothing seemed to matter
memories now past tense

now I dwell on anger
wallowing in shame
I've cut myself too deep

as I wait for the release I smile
for there are Angels in America
and their song lulls me to sleep.

 

[togitc]

It's night fall and the demons stir
they speak to me in tongues so sweet
and their lies begin to make wicked sense

I think of times when laughing was easy
and nothing seemed to matter
memories now past tense

now I dwell on anger
wallowing in shame
I've cut myself too deep

as I wait for the release I smile
for there are Angels in America
and their song lulls me to sleep.

Hear not the demons
the sweet lies are but ploys
Your being is their prize

Laughing is never easy
every moment matters
Memories are never more than that

Dwell not in this red hue
shame will darken your soul
and cuts are meant to heal


Feeling poetic?

 

[Blackie Malone]

Hear not the demons
the sweet lies are but ploys
Your being is their prize

Laughing is never easy
every moment matters
Memories are never more than that

Dwell not in this red hue
shame will darken your soul
and cuts are meant to heal


Feeling poetic?

I've heard their words so long
as familiar as my own voice
that two become as one

a smile is all I can muster
painted across the facade
watching seconds tick away as time becomes undone

Crimson is mortality
my soul is already black with sin
and flesh is only a temporary shell

Old eyes gaze upon
that which is new
from behind the private hell.

 

[thewantonscribe]

I want to be his his his!!

I was to feel free to be me -- whatever that may mean.

Calgon (meaning him) take me away!

In my mind I am always free to be anyone or anything I want to be!

 

[matriarch]

Upstairs' washing machine is trying to drill through my kitchen ceiling.

Interesting concept.

Could get messy, though.

I'll have to put AC-DC on the stereo......just so they don't feel left out.

 

[matriarch]

Oh joy.

The powers that be have just announced on the radio, that all the signs are that Britain is in for one of its coldest/harshest winters for a long time.

*trying not to look smug*.

So.
Be prepared, people.

 

[Guest]

Oh joy.

The powers that be have just announced on the radio, that all the signs are that Britain is in for one of its coldest/harshest winters for a long time.

*trying not to look smug*.

So.
Be prepared, people.

send some of that this way, will ya?
im wondering if ill even need a sweater this year. hell, send some rain instead. that would be most wonderful of you.

 

[matriarch]

send some of that this way, will ya?
im wondering if ill even need a sweater this year. hell, send some rain instead. that would be most wonderful of you.

Ya want some of the rain we've been getting for almost the last week??

I'll send you some snow when it arrives. In an icebox. Just so you don't forget what it looks and feels like.

So guess I don't need to bring a sweater or coat, or boots or socks, or any stuff like that??

(What am I talking about, I'm still in sandals and cotton pants and tops here. Long sleeves admittedly, but still cotton and not fleece.)

I asked the esteemed wife what the current temperatures were. Her response. HOT!! Just how you like it. So very helpful.

 

[logophile]

Awake again and missing her.
I was not prepared for everything that was unlocked in me last night.
I am split directly down the middle in my reaction.
Half wants to curl up in the comfort and security of her arms and let her hold me till I feel right again.
And half wants to run so fast from her and this love, just to protect myself from loving this hard.

 

[matriarch]

Awake again and missing her.
I was not prepared for everything that was unlocked in me last night.
I am split directly down the middle in my reaction.
Half wants to curl up in the comfort and security of her arms and let her hold me till I feel right again.
And half wants to run so fast from her and this love, just to protect myself from loving this hard.

Scary and wonderful all at the same time.
I know EXACTLY what you mean.

I couldn't walk away from it, even if I wanted to.

Revel in it, in the fact that not everyone is privileged to experience a love such as this in their entire lives. Enjoy the privilege.

 

[logophile]

Scary and wonderful all at the same time.
I know EXACTLY what you mean.

I couldn't walk away from it, even if I wanted to.

Revel in it, in the fact that not everyone is privileged to experience a love such as this in their entire lives. Enjoy the privilege.

But!
It's so scary.
Everyday the possibility of a life without her becomes a little more unimaginable.
Even when she's a pill, even when she's a stone cold bitch, I just want to be there.
Be part of her.

And then...
And then...
When she loves me like she did last night.
Holy fuck.
There aren't words for the openness and the vulnerability, and the potential for pain is so so so great.

I'm scared to death.

 

[McKenna]

Bacon and eggs and toast. That's what I'm craving this morning. Too bad I don't have time to make it.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I'm having bacon, eggs and toast for breakfast.

 

[logophile]

I'm having bacon, eggs and toast for breakfast.

Are you sharing?
Cause, like McK, I'm almost desperate for bacon, eggs and toast.

 

[McKenna]

I'm having bacon, eggs and toast for breakfast.

Grrrrrrrr.



*pout*



I'm having coffee for breakfast. And maybe a fig newton in the car. Feel sorry for me.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Grrrrrrrr.



*pout*



I'm having coffee for breakfast. And maybe a fig newton in the car. Feel sorry for me.

I'll think about it.............wait............wait..............nope.

 

[logophile]

Grrrrrrrr.



*pout*



I'm having coffee for breakfast. And maybe a fig newton in the car. Feel sorry for me.

I'll feel sorry for both of us, McK, since Abs isn't sharing.
Hmph.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I'll feel sorry for both of us, McK, since Abs isn't sharing.
Hmph.

I love bacon....mmmmmmmm....and scrambled eggs with lots of cheese...can't you just smell it now?

 

[logophile]

I love bacon....mmmmmmmm....and scrambled eggs with lots of cheese...can't you just smell it now?

I can't understand a word you're saying...

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I can't understand a word you're saying...

I should chew first, then talk..............I'm ditching the toast for a croissant.

 

[RebeccaLeah]

Fucking hell.....It's morning.

At least the light is starting to show this time.
The lack of it was kinda pissing me off at 4.......and 5........not so much by 6.

 

[logophile]

I should chew first, then talk..............I'm ditching the toast for a croissant.

Mumbler.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Mumbler.

Jealous.

 

[logophile]

Jealous.

I'm sorry.
Were you talking to me?

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I'm sorry.
Were you talking to me?

No.....the other bitch, McKenna.