Isolated Blurt Thread

[carsonshepherd]

Yes, and if I could get my dog fixed I'd be happy.

 

[Guest]

 

[Guest]

goddammit I'm anxious to know how vella's doing.....

yous da bestest... i wish i knew.
seemed to go fine but you know how it is...you never quite know the impression youre making. i was told that if i was selected, i would be getting a letter in the mail.

please... let me get that letter... a letter offering me that job...yesterday.

 

[yui]

yous da bestest... i wish i knew.
seemed to go fine but you know how it is...you never quite know the impression youre making. i was told that if i was selected, i would be getting a letter in the mail.

please... let me get that letter... a letter offering me that job...yesterday.

Luck, vella!

Waiting is so demoralizing…just take a deep breath and give it to the universe. Good things come to good people like you...it's a yin yang thang.

 

[Celtic Princess]

How much money do you spend on a dog before it's finally too much?

When you've come to a point that it's either the dog or food for you, then you will know.

 

[carsonshepherd]

When you've come to a point that it's either the dog or food for you, then you will know.

*lick lick*

 

[Celtic Princess]

*lick lick*

awww


http://i2.peapod.com/c/8C/8CQDJ.jpg

 

[carsonshepherd]

*chomp*

 

[yui]

*chomp*

Stop eating the Princess, Carson! Or, erm, stop...don't stop...stop...don't...

 

[carsonshepherd]

On a sadder note, I'm out of beer.

But, I'm trying to stop drinking anyway, so that may not be a bad thing.

 

[Celtic Princess]

Hey! Watch the fingers! Jeeze.

 

[rikaaim]

Fuck it all! Damn it all! Shit, I don't care just get rid of it all. I'll go back to my little hole and hide. I'm tired of this shit. Fucking bastards. I don't know what you expect of me. Just got the fuck away and leave me alone for a change. You know I'd be happy, that's why you stay. I'm tired of your shit. I'll build my damn walls back up. That would work, for a while. Hell, a while of peace is better than nothing. What the fuck do you want anyway? You just show the fuck up whenever you want and think you can toy with me. You've toyed with me for too damn long. I know all your tricks. Yet your pain is still real. I don't care what anyone thinks. I'm fucking pissed off at you. I'll just sit here and type all God damend night. I know what kinda trouble I'll get in. She'll see. I'm not studying so I'll fail yet ANOTHER Japanese test. So what. You wanna stay up and play, let's play. You won't get my dreams again you sneaky bastards. Why am I writing this? Because you're still here. If I'm talking, then you're not. So there.

I don't know what the fuck I want. I want my family back. I want my life back. I want my friends. I want my best friend to be closer than five hours away. I want to be with my best friend like we both want to be. Love genuine, but not romantic. That's what that is. Sisterly/brotherly love. Who fuck. That's nice.

I'm so tired. I want to sleep, but I have so much to do. This isn't helping. I wish it would. I wish someone could just lift it all up and let me be. I'm so close, why can't you just get it in your head that you lost. You lost me. Now go away. Why do I post the ramblings of a madman in public? Because I don't care what they think. This is just you and me. So fuck off.

 

[rikaaim]

I have to go now. You don't have what I want. You don't have validation. You have empty promises and false pity. I have people who need me and I need them. I wish my eyes weren't so fucked up right now. I might be able to see through the black streaks and floaters. So long all.

A dream broken.
A dream lived.
A dream still being formed.

When the stars shine bright,
when do they burn?

When does the sun that shows the path
increase its blazing heat to crash and burn?

When the grass glows softly in a pale dewy light,
I shall find the splinters in my deepend wounds.

The infection is there.

The word is despair.

The cuts bleed and fester.

The scabs are false hope.

The hope has been murdered.

Stolen by this place call reality.
A place often neglected by its dreams.

Why must a dream be a vision of pain?
Why must desire be a word of sorrow?

Why must I continously talk out my ass and spew nothing but bullshit?

A glimmer of brightness peaking through the swampy murks.

I thought it would last.

How could it last?

It's a day to day thing.
It has to go.

It should go really.

Bring on the next day.

What does it hold?

I don't know. I'm too tired to care.

I'm tired of caring.

So long again, for whatever it's worth.

I know not many care. I don't expect them too.

My stories shall be here. If I ever get them done. At least unfinished the dream still lives. If I ever get it done, then that too shall be squished into a bloody pulp. Do to me what you will, but my stories don't deserve it. Above all else they are the purest part of me. My freedom of will and creativity. My spirit released. My heart and soul free. Cage me if you will, but leave them be. At least in my head they still live. Till you take that too you greedy bastard.


I'm so sorry guys. Good bye for now.

 

[yui]

Isolated blurt

I just don't understand. I hate feeling this way. What did I do?

 

[rikaaim]

I just don't understand. I hate feeling this way. What did I do?

You okay Yui? You wanna talk about something? If so, just PM me. I'll be around for a little bit.

I won't do much posting for a long while. I may lurk for a bit and chime in when I see someone that may need some help or if I need help myself.

 

[Guest]

it occured to me

in a blinding flash
(something like lightning)
and then went away
just as quickly...

lucidity is a fickle bitch.

 

[ElizabethWest]

Fuck me!

 

[Guest]

Fuck me!

if you insist!

 

[ElizabethWest]

if you insist!

Thanks, Vella. That was an edit. I posted something else by mistake, I thought I was in PM. Very personal message. Hope no one noticed.

When will you know about your job?

 

[Guest]

Thanks, Vella. That was an edit. I posted something else by mistake, I thought I was in PM. Very personal message. Hope no one noticed.

When will you know about your job?

cant be soon enough!
what and fuck me isnt personal? *snicker*

 

[ElizabethWest]

cant be soon enough!
what and fuck me isnt personal? *snicker*

Not when I called a regular by their real name and asked worse questions than that fuck me line!

 

[carsonshepherd]

don't worry about it!

 

[ElizabethWest]

don't worry about it!

thanks

 

[Guest]

its cold
no... its foockin cold
supposed to snow,


what do they know those polyester prone paisley wearin pontificators!?
i fart in your general direction!

"..and the wind doth blow from a north easterly direction..."​

get up! wind

 

[Celtic Princess]

Pet Peeves:



Men whistling. I've noticed women don't usually do this.

Jingling change in your pockets.



I have more but these seem to bother me more than usual.