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I really hate mother's day.

:rose: It's a difficult one for me too.




Blurt: Way too much damn stuff to do. Wish a magic fairy would deal with it so I can write and play with DD. Instead, make a list and attack it one thing at a time until I'm too tired to go on. *sigh*
 
:rose: It's a difficult one for me too.




Blurt: Way too much damn stuff to do. Wish a magic fairy would deal with it so I can write and play with DD. Instead, make a list and attack it one thing at a time until I'm too tired to go on. *sigh*

I am not a fairy and I love playing with breasts of any size, not just Double D's. And if I attack you until you are too tired to go on, well, then I will just have to continue taking advantage of you!
 
I am not a fairy and I love playing with breasts of any size, not just Double D's. And if I attack you until you are too tired to go on, well, then I will just have to continue taking advantage of you!

:D You just brightened my day considerably.
 
He's a wise, well traveled being. He's over 13 years old, as long and distinguished a life as any dog can expect. We know this, we know he won't be with us as many more years as we wish for. If he gets to go on the canoe trip with us next month, it will surely be his last. But I'm not ready to say goodbye to him yet. We should be, and we are, thankful he's healthy for his age and suffers no illness or infirm - he's simply old. We spoil him with special attention, treats, and acupressure massage. It's too hot for him today, and so he sleeps, in the bedroom with the air conditioning vents all the way open and the fan pointed right at him. And we all know one morning, he will simply not wake up.

Something I wrote about my big man back in July.

He might have had the beginning of cancer back then, but we didn't know it. I'm glad we didn't know until the end. He was so stoic, he never showed any pain. He just got weak, and we thought it was old age. If we had known it was cancer, maybe we would have made him go through painful surgeries, and he wouldn't have enjoyed his life anymore. We would have started mourning his death while he was still alive, and we wouldn't have been able to appreciate our time with him.

That's the greatest things dogs can teach us, is to live in the moment.

We loved him so much, and I'm so thankful he didn't suffer. I'm so thankful his whole family was with him when he left this world and he wasn't alone. I'm grateful I got to say a mantra over him and commend his spirit to the universe.

Namaste, my beautiful friend. I know you will come back to us.
 
My gaming computer is in the shop today, getting fixed so it will connect to the internet again. Can't wait.

I saw Scott Pilgrim Versus the World the other day. It depressed the hell out of me.
 
Something I wrote about my big man back in July.

He might have had the beginning of cancer back then, but we didn't know it. I'm glad we didn't know until the end. He was so stoic, he never showed any pain. He just got weak, and we thought it was old age. If we had known it was cancer, maybe we would have made him go through painful surgeries, and he wouldn't have enjoyed his life anymore. We would have started mourning his death while he was still alive, and we wouldn't have been able to appreciate our time with him.

That's the greatest things dogs can teach us, is to live in the moment.

We loved him so much, and I'm so thankful he didn't suffer. I'm so thankful his whole family was with him when he left this world and he wasn't alone. I'm grateful I got to say a mantra over him and commend his spirit to the universe.

Namaste, my beautiful friend. I know you will come back to us.

:rose: That was beautiful. Sending warm thoughts your way, you beautiful soul.



I don't care. I'm a self important attention whore that loves to hear myself talk :D

I adore that kind of honesty! :D


Blurt: I'm gonna have fresh veggies this summer! Woo hoo for container gardening!
 
I had a dream this morning that I was auditioning for a band, but every drummer I have met that was (significantly) better than I am was also there. there were a couple of professionals too...
 
Is everything I thought I knew wrong? Is that why I find everything so different? Than where is the real stuff at?
 
Ah, the south.

I stopped to smell the roses on my run today.* A middle-aged woman leaned out of her car window and yelled, "you's go on and git some clothes on, girl. You ain't dressed like no lady."

:confused:


*Really. This isn't a metaphor for anything.
 
Oh hey, since my gaming computer is working again I don't have to borrow my parent's computer when I am home, so I can have avatars, signatures, and images turned on again :D
 
I couldn't feel more alone than I do awake as the sun rises with images of her haunting me. Images I wish I didn't have, tears I wish I didn't know about, pain that I know I couldn't take away. Maybe if I rant against the rising sun it might have sympathy and take a little of the anger with it. Or maybe today it will rain and wash the tear stains away and cool my tortured body so I can finally sleep. Perhaps I am meant to be up to watch the sky change colours and reminding me that life goes on no matter the pain and hurt that we feel on any given day.
 
I couldn't feel more alone than I do awake as the sun rises with images of her haunting me. Images I wish I didn't have, tears I wish I didn't know about, pain that I know I couldn't take away. Maybe if I rant against the rising sun it might have sympathy and take a little of the anger with it. Or maybe today it will rain and wash the tear stains away and cool my tortured body so I can finally sleep. Perhaps I am meant to be up to watch the sky change colours and reminding me that life goes on no matter the pain and hurt that we feel on any given day.
:rose: My best thoughts to you, lovely.
 
I can see it now. I won't be able to relax today until I get home from the gym. (if then even :rolleyes: )
 
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