Isolated Blurt Thread

[fieryjen]

Ohh it only bothers me enough to blurt when someone just continues and continues. I have a thread on Playgrounders where I post most of them. This one was so special I blurted there and here... that's how annoyed I was.

Thank you.

Glad to hear it


"Secrets begin to unravel" - I was planning on using this for a description field. Is this gramatically correct? Does it make sense? I'm not sure about the word choice.

Sorry I wasn't sure where else to ask to get a quick answer. I'm so ready to submit this thing.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Glad to hear it


"Secrets begin to unravel" - I was planning on using this for a description field. Is this gramatically correct? Does it make sense? I'm not sure about the word choice.

Sorry I wasn't sure where else to ask to get a quick answer. I'm so ready to submit this thing.

It looks correct to me and it tells the reader following a series that some answers may start coming into focus. No need to apologize.

 

[fieryjen]

It looks correct to me and it tells the reader following a series that some answers may start coming into focus. No need to apologize.

Thanks very much.

Whew. Chapter 10 is on its way. I'm finally getting close to the end on this one.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Thanks very much.

Whew. Chapter 10 is on its way. I'm finally getting close to the end on this one.

You're welcome. That is always a good feeling.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I am sooooooo going to bed early tonight. *yawns*

 

[maggot420]

omfg Abs said 'YAY' OMFG. someone call an ambulance- quick there's not much time!

~~~

I wish i were more confident in my Hindi because i really really really need to vent very very angrily but i just cant do that in hindi.

~ You know what? i really really really WISH i could go in April, have fun, meet everyone and just never come back. i wouldnt be missed as anything more than the slave. I wish i could take that so heartfelt invitation. Quite frankly what i said to you in the car the other night was just the tip of the fucking iceberg.

I have a life that is BARELY lived on my own terms, and if we can consider my existance/ my purpose in this world as anything more than semi conciousness then the ONLY thing i am living for is the day i am fucking free of this bullshit. Away from you, my OWN life, MY TERMS.

Mujhe maloom hai ke main uss *unwanted* bachi thi, hoon aur hamesha hi hogi. Aap dono bahat jawan the jab main is duniya mein aye thi. Magar, ma aur baap ke kaam unki bachi ko pyaar dehne ke liyeh. Meri pyaar kahan hain?

I don't think you have a clue what it has always felt like for me to be me. I wont even go into my life at home as a child- i dont think i want to explain that. But to go through all my school career being bullied and not even being able to turn to you. Now, not really having another place to go if i just need to get away. Sure i can go there or there, but in my heart i know i wudnt be wanted there either- no matter for how long. So, with an absent family, laden promises that i cant accept from friends, a job i hate, university work i can't do and counselling just fucking me over more and more coz i cant take to it anymore. where does all that leave me?

I feel like it leaves me in a very lonely fucking state at the bottom of a well in some unknown place.

argh i am so fucking angry.

 

[fieryjen]

I am sooooooo going to bed early tonight. *yawns*

Probably a good idea. I should do the same. I need to get enough sleep to get through the day tomorrow.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Probably a good idea. I should do the same. I need to get enough sleep to get through the day tomorrow.

Yeah... Hub is home in an hour. Usually we stay up till midnight, but I don't think I'll make it an hour tonight. (And that is with caffeine.)

 

[fieryjen]

Yeah... Hub is home in an hour. Usually we stay up till midnight, but I don't think I'll make it an hour tonight. (And that is with caffeine.)

I've tried not to ingest any caffeine lately... I've been pretty successful so far. S and me are both a bit sick, so I especially enjoy curling up under the covers with him a bit earlier. He's still doing homework and related things, so I hope he gets done soon so we can go to bed.

I hate sleeping without him

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I've tried not to ingest any caffeine lately... I've been pretty successful so far. S and me are both a bit sick, so I especially enjoy curling up under the covers with him a bit earlier. He's still doing homework and related things, so I hope he gets done soon so we can go to bed.

I hate sleeping without him

I don't have it often either, not since my surgery. It is rare for me to have it. I had insomnia issues the first 3 mths. my hubby changed jobs and went to swing shifts. I still have issues some nights, but not like I used to.

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

I can't believe I just sat here and sang the whole National Anthem for an imaginary Hot Wheels Nascar race.

I think that's wonderful. It shows you are like Zade - not faking not being normal.

 

[fieryjen]

I don't have it often either, not since my surgery. It is rare for me to have it. I had insomnia issues the first 3 mths. my hubby changed jobs and went to swing shifts. I still have issues some nights, but not like I used to.

It's funny, it took me a long time to get used to sleeping with someone else next to me. I used to not be able to sleep through the nights. Now that I have gotten used to it, I don't like to sleep without him. I've never really had any major insomnia issues, thank heavens, but I just don't like the feeling and I get nightmares so easily... only when he's not there though.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

It's funny, it took me a long time to get used to sleeping with someone else next to me. I used to not be able to sleep through the nights. Now that I have gotten used to it, I don't like to sleep without him. I've never really had any major insomnia issues, thank heavens, but I just don't like the feeling and I get nightmares so easily... only when he's not there though.

I had nightmares every night during the months I was pregnant with my daughters, and only one the entire time I was pregnant with my son. I rarely if ever have them now.

My insomnia got so bad I was missing 36 hours of sleep and suffering from Hallucinations and losing blocks of conversations I had with folks.

 

[fieryjen]

I had nightmares every night during the months I was pregnant with my daughters, and only one the entire time I was pregnant with my son. I rarely if ever have them now.

My insomnia got so bad I was missing 36 hours of sleep and suffering from Hallucinations and losing blocks of conversations I had with folks.

Oh, wow. Luckily I've never had it that bad. That must suck so badly!

I think I might sleep better because I'm afraid of darkness (sadly ) so my mind freaks itself out every night... but he's large and muscular and so protective that it calms me automatically when he's next to me. It's really nice, actually.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Oh, wow. Luckily I've never had it that bad. That must suck so badly!

I think I might sleep better because I'm afraid of darkness (sadly ) so my mind freaks itself out every night... but he's large and muscular and so protective that it calms me automatically when he's next to me. It's really nice, actually.

I don't have all that anymore. . . thank goodness. I HATE the dark. *shudders* I can't stand walking outside in the dark.

 

[Trombonus]

I'm terrified of dogs, even little tiny ones if they're barking at me. I cringe and even jump out of my skin sometimes when the neighbors dogs start barking.

Being afraid of the dark is nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone's afraid of something.

I also fear clowns and the color pink. *shudders*

 

[fieryjen]

I don't have all that anymore. . . thank goodness. I HATE the dark. *shudders* I can't stand walking outside in the dark.

Me either.

Me and my best friend used to have a deal.. she'd walk me home if it was dark out, and I'd go and kill any stray spiders for her... both of course without making fun of each other. She was freaked out by them just as much as I was freaked out by darkness.

 

[fieryjen]

I'm terrified of dogs, even little tiny ones if they're barking at me. I cringe and even jump out of my skin sometimes when the neighbors dogs start barking.

Being afraid of the dark is nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone's afraid of something.

I also fear clowns and the color pink. *shudders*

Pink? Aw. I have such pretty pink panties. Now I won't ever be able to wear them for you

 

[Trombonus]

Pink? Aw. I have such pretty pink panties. Now I won't ever be able to wear them for you

There are always exceptions, and that is almost assuredly one of them.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I'm terrified of dogs, even little tiny ones if they're barking at me. I cringe and even jump out of my skin sometimes when the neighbors dogs start barking.

Being afraid of the dark is nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone's afraid of something.

I also fear clowns and the color pink. *shudders*

I don't fear clowns, but I don't like them. lol.

Dogs .... barking ones that are large do frighten me. Little ones I just laugh at.

You're right, there is nothing to be ashamed of in being afraid. *hugs*

 

[Misty_Morning]

I'm terrified of dogs, even little tiny ones if they're barking at me. I cringe and even jump out of my skin sometimes when the neighbors dogs start barking.

Being afraid of the dark is nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone's afraid of something.

I also fear clowns and the color pink. *shudders*

Dogs don't really scare me even though I was bitten very badly on the belly when I was about three.

Now what scares me are bulls. I was out shrooming one night in this cow pasture. A friend had dropped me off and we were gonna redevous at a certain time and place. All was going well till this bull chased my ass for about a quarter mile in the fucking dark. I finally came to a really tall fense and hit that thing half way up, flipped over the top and landed on my feet, without losing the sack o shrooms. After that I've been a bit skiddish when it comes to walking around cow pastures, especially late at night. Geez, and to think at one time all I was worried about was a farmer and his shotgun.

 

[fieryjen]

I think I need some help on the plot for this damn story I'm trying to finish (no, not the Hiding Game). I just don't have any good ideas for the resolution, and I really want to finish writing it. Argh.

*beats head on wall*

 

[fieryjen]

Dogs don't really scare me even though I was bitten very badly on the belly when I was about three.

Now what scares me are bulls. I was out shrooming one night in this cow pasture. A friend had dropped me off and we were gonna redevous at a certain time and place. All was going well till this bull chased my ass for about a quarter mile in the fucking dark. I finally came to a really tall fense and hit that thing half way up, flipped over the top and landed on my feet, without losing the sack o shrooms. After that I've been a bit skiddish when it comes to walking around cow pastures, especially late at night. Geez, and to think at one time all I was worried about was a farmer and his shotgun.

That does sound quite scary.

And here they go cow-tipping at night

 

[OhMissScarlett]

I think that's wonderful. It shows you are like Zade - not faking not being normal.

LOL. That's a great compliment. Though I couldn't fake it if I tried anyway.

 

[The_Darkness]

The sexiest thing I've seen all week:

A Chinese girl with a British Accent.