I'm Brandon, a married white male who's very embarrassed to admit I need to become a very horny homosexual lover. The problem is that I have no experience, I don't even know how to start enjoying man-sex no matter how much I think I want it. A gay neighbor has teased me that I'd be a supercute and popular 'bottom' if I was to join up at their nightclub scene but I'm not into that world. Ideally, a roleplay email partner might be an older 60+ gentleman who knows how to feminize, train, teach and instruct me. Someone who's strict enough with instructions but we are both normal horny men, perhaps straight to any outside world's knowledge. No painful or unsanitary kinks, no 'S&M' bondage things but at the same time I do need a strict 'Doctors orders' type of gent. My email is brandonsinstructions@proton.me and I'm also open to other kinds of email-roleplay if you have any creative, mental-turn on types of ideas. thanks everyone.