DaveDuff
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OOC:
This is a closed thread for Delicious Maiden and myself.
Readers invited to follow along.
Michael West
41 - 5'10' - 175lbs.
Light Brown Hair - Blue Eyes
Single, since his divorce a few years ago
Living alone in the Pacific Northwest, USA
IC:
I'd heard of this sort of thing, but would've never believed, even imagined for that matter, that it could or would ever happen to me.
I'd been somewhat of a loner all my life, had very few people I could consider friends, none that I would call close. I didn't let people in, kept myself and my feelings secluded. Maybe it was a fear of being hurt, or rejected, I never gave it too much thought, it was just how I had lived my life. I think it was that, along with her drinking problem, that led to my divorce four and a half years ago.
I can't remember for sure just how this journey started. I was on the internet alot these last few years, mostly playing online games; golf, cards, trivia..., just passing time more than anything else. I had ducked into the occasional chat room, not meaning to meet anyone, but just looking for some idle banter from time to time. I had found there were seemingly endless numbers of people out there, chatting, flirting, and playing, but I never seemed to find anything that appealed to me. I could easily count the casual conversations I'd had on one hand.
So, there I was, plodding along in my day to day life, no plans, no real desires. I had found myself having to write a paper, for a group class I was in. I hadn't written as much as a letter in years. I absolutely despised writing back in high school, but I wanted to do my best and had done an internet search for writing sites, hoping to get some ideas, or a refresher on some of the basics of semi-intelligent writing.
As it always seemed to happen to me, when using search engines, before I knew it I was lost in the depths of the internet. I had followed so many links, from this site to that, one link page to the next, with who knows how many clicks on the back button, it would be imposible to retrace the steps that got me to the site I had stumbled into.
It was a site where writers of all abilities posted their work, there were some pages with basic writing rules, styles, and ettiquitte, tons and tons of stories, and poems. It turns out that most of the content was erotic in nature, maybe thats why I hung around, reading some, but mostly just bouncing around the different pages, until I stumbled across a list of forums.
I had, in the past posted to some forums, getting help with some computer program, or the RC planes and cars I had enjoyed as a hobby, but here I found something completely different, something I'd never imagined existed, but seemed intriguing. There were stories written by many authors at once, in the form of forum posts. I began reading some of these, noticing the different writing styles and abilities of the people involved. The concept picqued my interest, so I made up a nickname, became a member, bookmarked the site, and found myself returning ever couple of days, following some of the stories I'd found interesting.
Some were hot, steamy nonstop sex scenes, and while quite erotic and stimulating, I found myself more attracted to the the ones with more complex storylines. I found myself drawn into the character building, the developing relationships and found it quite interesting at how the authors were able to react to unforseen twists in the plots, never exactly knowing where the story was heading next.
After a few visits, I got my courage up, and decided to try my hand at joining in on one. I got a feel for how they worked, posting one day, coming back and finding a response, then reacting to that, and posting again.
I was self concious about getting into anything to deep, or complex, as I felt my own writing skills as nonexistant. I was having fun posting doing my short posts in the simple story I had joined and reading the several I'd found myself following. Over the course of a few nights, I began to develop an idea for my own story. I worked out the basic details in my head, and when I felt I was ready to write up the background and set the opening scene, I started a new thread and posted it.
Much to my surprise, within an hour or so, I had a response, and within a day or two had 3 other people that were interested in joining in. Little did I know at the time, that one of these friendly people, a total stranger, would turn out to become more than just a writing partner.
Lucious Lady was her screen name, she seemed very polite in her 'out of character' comments she had made. She seemed to be a very good writer, I thought, after reading her initial posting. I was more than happy to have had her join in my little thread.
I can't even remember who PM'd who first, but I found us discussing the story that way, first through PM's on the site, then a bit later through one of the Instant Messanger programs that we both used. That option of communication allowed voice chat, so when times and circumstances permitted, we talked that way, cutting out the typing on at least one end at a time.
As time went on, Lizzie (Elizabeth Kent, I had learned was her real name), and I continued to talk about the storyline, but slowly, our talk expanded beyond that. We were talking about our pasts, our lives, things that interested us, just about anything and everything.
I found myself looking forward to out little chats...little is hardly the word for it, as they had sometimes expanded into hours on end conversations, taking me well into wee hours in the morning. Time just flew by whenever we found each other online, I was finding it harder, and harder to end our conversations.
The more we talk, the more we seem to know each other. More than just the things we've told each other too, I find it hard to explain, but it's as if we've known each other for much longer than we actually have.
It was a Friday morning, I had just wrapped up a short meeting at the parts center that I used as a quasi-office. My work allowed me alot of freedom. A truck full of spare parts, a pager, cellphone, and laptop for communications, and I was pretty much on my own. I attended the occasional meeting, but other than that, as long as I kept my customers happy, their machines running, and their networks up, I was pretty much free.
I glanced up at the clock on the wall. A few minutes after 10:05, I flipped open my laptop, and hooked up to the network, checking the call dispatch screen, to make sure nothing was pressing that I was unaware of. I had some parts coming in around noon, that I needed to install in a machine downtown, but seeing the call screen clear, I set about downloading my latest parts inventory, emails and technical bulletins. Everything was electronic at work these days, it did simpify things, but if your laptop went down...well it was back to the stone age it seemed.
I did a quick time conversion in my head... 10am here... that would be 6pm there... She'd be home by now, have had a chance to get settled and get online maybe if she didn't have something come up.
I clicked on the little yellow man icon on my start menu and singed in. The window popped up and there was her name; Luscious Lady-online. I minimized my work windows, allowing them to buzz away in the background. Before I had a chance to double click her name and send a 'Howdy, caught ya!' message, a message from her popped up on my screen...
This is a closed thread for Delicious Maiden and myself.
Readers invited to follow along.
Michael West
41 - 5'10' - 175lbs.
Light Brown Hair - Blue Eyes
Single, since his divorce a few years ago
Living alone in the Pacific Northwest, USA
IC:
I'd heard of this sort of thing, but would've never believed, even imagined for that matter, that it could or would ever happen to me.
I'd been somewhat of a loner all my life, had very few people I could consider friends, none that I would call close. I didn't let people in, kept myself and my feelings secluded. Maybe it was a fear of being hurt, or rejected, I never gave it too much thought, it was just how I had lived my life. I think it was that, along with her drinking problem, that led to my divorce four and a half years ago.
I can't remember for sure just how this journey started. I was on the internet alot these last few years, mostly playing online games; golf, cards, trivia..., just passing time more than anything else. I had ducked into the occasional chat room, not meaning to meet anyone, but just looking for some idle banter from time to time. I had found there were seemingly endless numbers of people out there, chatting, flirting, and playing, but I never seemed to find anything that appealed to me. I could easily count the casual conversations I'd had on one hand.
So, there I was, plodding along in my day to day life, no plans, no real desires. I had found myself having to write a paper, for a group class I was in. I hadn't written as much as a letter in years. I absolutely despised writing back in high school, but I wanted to do my best and had done an internet search for writing sites, hoping to get some ideas, or a refresher on some of the basics of semi-intelligent writing.
As it always seemed to happen to me, when using search engines, before I knew it I was lost in the depths of the internet. I had followed so many links, from this site to that, one link page to the next, with who knows how many clicks on the back button, it would be imposible to retrace the steps that got me to the site I had stumbled into.
It was a site where writers of all abilities posted their work, there were some pages with basic writing rules, styles, and ettiquitte, tons and tons of stories, and poems. It turns out that most of the content was erotic in nature, maybe thats why I hung around, reading some, but mostly just bouncing around the different pages, until I stumbled across a list of forums.
I had, in the past posted to some forums, getting help with some computer program, or the RC planes and cars I had enjoyed as a hobby, but here I found something completely different, something I'd never imagined existed, but seemed intriguing. There were stories written by many authors at once, in the form of forum posts. I began reading some of these, noticing the different writing styles and abilities of the people involved. The concept picqued my interest, so I made up a nickname, became a member, bookmarked the site, and found myself returning ever couple of days, following some of the stories I'd found interesting.
Some were hot, steamy nonstop sex scenes, and while quite erotic and stimulating, I found myself more attracted to the the ones with more complex storylines. I found myself drawn into the character building, the developing relationships and found it quite interesting at how the authors were able to react to unforseen twists in the plots, never exactly knowing where the story was heading next.
After a few visits, I got my courage up, and decided to try my hand at joining in on one. I got a feel for how they worked, posting one day, coming back and finding a response, then reacting to that, and posting again.
I was self concious about getting into anything to deep, or complex, as I felt my own writing skills as nonexistant. I was having fun posting doing my short posts in the simple story I had joined and reading the several I'd found myself following. Over the course of a few nights, I began to develop an idea for my own story. I worked out the basic details in my head, and when I felt I was ready to write up the background and set the opening scene, I started a new thread and posted it.
Much to my surprise, within an hour or so, I had a response, and within a day or two had 3 other people that were interested in joining in. Little did I know at the time, that one of these friendly people, a total stranger, would turn out to become more than just a writing partner.
Lucious Lady was her screen name, she seemed very polite in her 'out of character' comments she had made. She seemed to be a very good writer, I thought, after reading her initial posting. I was more than happy to have had her join in my little thread.
I can't even remember who PM'd who first, but I found us discussing the story that way, first through PM's on the site, then a bit later through one of the Instant Messanger programs that we both used. That option of communication allowed voice chat, so when times and circumstances permitted, we talked that way, cutting out the typing on at least one end at a time.
As time went on, Lizzie (Elizabeth Kent, I had learned was her real name), and I continued to talk about the storyline, but slowly, our talk expanded beyond that. We were talking about our pasts, our lives, things that interested us, just about anything and everything.
I found myself looking forward to out little chats...little is hardly the word for it, as they had sometimes expanded into hours on end conversations, taking me well into wee hours in the morning. Time just flew by whenever we found each other online, I was finding it harder, and harder to end our conversations.
The more we talk, the more we seem to know each other. More than just the things we've told each other too, I find it hard to explain, but it's as if we've known each other for much longer than we actually have.
It was a Friday morning, I had just wrapped up a short meeting at the parts center that I used as a quasi-office. My work allowed me alot of freedom. A truck full of spare parts, a pager, cellphone, and laptop for communications, and I was pretty much on my own. I attended the occasional meeting, but other than that, as long as I kept my customers happy, their machines running, and their networks up, I was pretty much free.
I glanced up at the clock on the wall. A few minutes after 10:05, I flipped open my laptop, and hooked up to the network, checking the call dispatch screen, to make sure nothing was pressing that I was unaware of. I had some parts coming in around noon, that I needed to install in a machine downtown, but seeing the call screen clear, I set about downloading my latest parts inventory, emails and technical bulletins. Everything was electronic at work these days, it did simpify things, but if your laptop went down...well it was back to the stone age it seemed.
I did a quick time conversion in my head... 10am here... that would be 6pm there... She'd be home by now, have had a chance to get settled and get online maybe if she didn't have something come up.
I clicked on the little yellow man icon on my start menu and singed in. The window popped up and there was her name; Luscious Lady-online. I minimized my work windows, allowing them to buzz away in the background. Before I had a chance to double click her name and send a 'Howdy, caught ya!' message, a message from her popped up on my screen...
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