I'm so fucked up.

[mckai777]

God damn, I hate psychotropics. I wish these fucking doctors would just figure out what the fucking fuckity fuckfuckfuck they are doing.

I've been on Abilify for over three years, and I'm still not sure what the hell the correct dosage is. It's taken years of my life, during which my drug-induced, erratic behaviors have cost me money, health, and self-respect.

For the love of Christ (if you believe in that sort of thing), pray for me.

 

[_Lynn_]

God damn, I hate psychotropics. I wish these fucking doctors would just figure out what the fucking fuckity fuckfuckfuck they are doing.

I've been on Abilify for over three years, and I'm still not sure what the hell the correct dosage is. It's taken years of my life, during which my drug-induced, erratic behaviors have cost me money, health, and self-respect.

For the love of Christ (if you believe in that sort of thing), pray for me.

I will. I can relate very well.

 

[Stella_Omega]

My best wishes to you!
I've watched some wonderful people hurt themselves and their families and friends. Some damn day they'll get this stuff figured out.

 

[mckai777]

Thanks, Lynn.

Some damn day they'll get this stuff figured out.

One can only hope.

 

[rgraham666]

*HUGS* for you, mckai.

Don't give up. The game isn't over until you say it's over.

 

[Wildcard Ky]

Good thoughts and best wishes for you.

I like Robs advice. It's not over until you say it is.

 

[impressive]

God damn, I hate psychotropics. I wish these fucking doctors would just figure out what the fucking fuckity fuckfuckfuck they are doing.

I've been on Abilify for over three years, and I'm still not sure what the hell the correct dosage is. It's taken years of my life, during which my drug-induced, erratic behaviors have cost me money, health, and self-respect.

For the love of Christ (if you believe in that sort of thing), pray for me.

Abilify is a wicked drug. The dosage line between walking zombie and time bomb is a moving target.

 

[mckai777]

Thanks, Rob and Wild, for your kind words.

Abilify is a wicked drug. The dosage line between walking zombie and time bomb is a moving target.

Oh jeez. It's like being repeatedly punched in the face at every turn, and by your own thoughts and emotions. It's like the enemy is inside of you.

Needless to say, it sucks.

 

[Jenny_Jackson]

Been there, McKai... I know what you are saying

 

[mckai777]

Been there, McKai... I know what you are saying

Your empathy is appreciated, you psycho bitch.

 

[English Lady]

*tight hugs*

I'll remember you in my prayers, love.

 

[vampiredust]

*hugs*

hang in there, keep on fighting

 

[maggot420]

 

[jpat118]

God Bless you honey. Good luck. dont' give up.

 

[mckai777]

I'll try not to. Thanks again to everyone who contributed to this thread.

 

[S-Des]

God damn, I hate psychotropics. I wish these fucking doctors would just figure out what the fucking fuckity fuckfuckfuck they are doing.

I've been on Abilify for over three years, and I'm still not sure what the hell the correct dosage is. It's taken years of my life, during which my drug-induced, erratic behaviors have cost me money, health, and self-respect.

For the love of Christ (if you believe in that sort of thing), pray for me.

Will do. I am very grateful that I never had to deal with that kind of thing. It must be incredibly difficult and frustrating (but kudos on your imaginative use of 'fuck' ) . It's good to see you fighting and not losing your sense of humor, just keep it up. We're behind you (and ignore my reputation, I'm just there to offer help ).

 

[_Lynn_]

I'll try not to. Thanks again to everyone who contributed to this thread.

I understand how difficult it can be. The days where we want to say the hell with it all. But I also have discovered a strength to fight I didn't know I had. Part of that comes from talking to others.....asking others......just like you did here.......You are strong. You will win.

 

[mckai777]

Will do. I am very grateful that I never had to deal with that kind of thing. It must be incredibly difficult and frustrating (but kudos on your imaginative use of 'fuck' ) . It's good to see you fighting and not losing your sense of humor, just keep it up. We're behind you (and ignore my reputation, I'm just there to offer help ).

I've found humor to be exceedingly useful as a last resort against insanity.

 

[Sienna]

God damn, I hate psychotropics. I wish these fucking doctors would just figure out what the fucking fuckity fuckfuckfuck they are doing.

I've been on Abilify for over three years, and I'm still not sure what the hell the correct dosage is. It's taken years of my life, during which my drug-induced, erratic behaviors have cost me money, health, and self-respect.

For the love of Christ (if you believe in that sort of thing), pray for me.

Hi

I noticed you thread mckai777... and I'll pray for you...

Bless...

 

[mckai777]

I noticed you thread mckai777... and I'll pray for you...

Bless...

Thanks, darling.

 

[Jubal_Harshaw]

God damn, I hate psychotropics. I wish these fucking doctors would just figure out what the fucking fuckity fuckfuckfuck they are doing.

I've been on Abilify for over three years, and I'm still not sure what the hell the correct dosage is. It's taken years of my life, during which my drug-induced, erratic behaviors have cost me money, health, and self-respect.

For the love of Christ (if you believe in that sort of thing), pray for me.

Correct dosage: 0 pills per day.

 

[buxxxom]

 

[Sienna]

Thanks, darling.

You're welcome