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Lady Godavino

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Hi there everybody.

Some of you may have seen my intro thread in the amatuer pic. forum, and if you havn't yet, I welcome you to it.

I have some mild bondage pics in there - somewhere in the middle. They were kind of hard to do (by myself), but I would love some feedback none the less.

I've always been a rather submissive person. It's been fairly easy to get partners to spank me, something that I really enjoy while they are f*cking me doggy style. However, I have troubles getting them to go beyond that. I'm shy by nature so it's hard for me to be explicitly direct with what I want. Maybe it's because I dont' know exactly what I want. I have a LOT of fantasies, but don't know how far I want to take them yet. Allright, I know that I want them, just don't know how I'll react when it happens.

I guess I'm wondering if anyone has got some suggestions, or has had this same sort of thing.


...btw I'm 18 & this is my third day posting


Maybe I'll share what I do know that I like. I love to be spanked like I said, I love threesomes with two men and myself b/c being under two men's control is just so much better then one, and it's more constricting I find.

I'm really uncomfortable being in the girl-on-top position - it's a hard feeling to describe..but I don't like it. Does anyone else feel like this?

Fantisies...

I have a strong student/teacher fantasy where I get taught 'extra lessons' after class.

I have another fantasy to be a mans personal sex servant.

a more recent one is that my bf (he's a football player/firefigher -big mother f*cker) introduces me to his team....and I wind up being the chang room mascot for them...being forced to help relax them before the games and at intermissions....


I also have thoughts of where my lover bounds me to something...bed in a hotel, tree outside...whatever strikes me at the time, and then leaves for someone else to find me and ravage me....

oh..another would be a cop taking me on the side of the road...maybe using his baton to make me stop speeding....

,..................

One thing that I am too scared to ask a lover for is to talk really dirty to me. Sometimes I can't get off when i'm with him unless I start imagining to myself that he's calling me a slut, a whore, a bitch...ect.. Sometimes I imagine there are other men in the room egging him on to fuck me harder, spank me harder...that sort of thing...

I don't want to ask is that normal...'cause I don't really like that word...but do you have any comments on it?

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Well, I think that's all I have to rant about for now.... Thanks for listening.
 
Welcome to lit, Lady Godavino.

You may want to start by reading the library thread at the top of this page. There is a lot of information there.

I hope you find what you seek.


Helena :rose:
 
Lady Godavino said:


I'm really uncomfortable being in the girl-on-top position - it's a hard feeling to describe..but I don't like it. Does anyone else feel like this?

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Fantisies...

I have a strong student/teacher fantasy where I get taught 'extra lessons' after class.

as for the first part, yes, i really really REALLY don't like being on top. it's just not as much fun, not as pleasurable, not my idea of a party.

as for the second part, i had this fantasy so badly that i went ahead and started dating my english teacher! no joke, we're in a wonderful relationship to this day and having OODLES of fun with it! it was after i was out of His class, and it started last august (which is what brought me to this board with a question of "how do i introduce bdsm into this relationship?") He has since fufilled every possible fantasy i had about Him, including spanking me in His office! OH that was FUN! and while it's gone beyond a schoolgirl's daydreams and into a real relationship, that novelty of calling Him "Professor Johnson" or "Sir" never dies! any advice i'd have - if you have a teacher in mind, wait till AFTER you're out of the class to hit on them.
 
Welcome to the BDSM boards

Do not feel alone.
Many come here with nothing more then the desire

Here we share infomation and experences
We have plenty of advice available <grin>

Read what is here and ask the questions you do nto find answer for
 
Gosh, that could've been a checklist for myself! "Fantasize about that one...yep. How about this one? Yep. Oh yeah, this one too!" :D

Nice to meet you, Lady Godavino. Thanks for starting with such an open self-description; giving back to the community is highly recommended. (Plus they were just hot ideas!) You'll find many here who share those fantasies and hopefully in time you'll be able to find the courage in you to bring them out. Enjoy your stay!
 
Welcome to the the Board LadyGodavino :) I can't say enough great things about our library thread. You'll find so much wonderful info in there....hours of reading that will let you know that you are not ALONE in your fantasies; that there are lots of us out here like you :) For me, that's one of the nice things about coming here, having a sense of community.
So, read on, and welcome :)

~Anelize
 
Hi Lady Godavino

I think your fantasises are great. Particularly the team mascot, the hotel
and the cop ones.

Your talking dirty preferences are also excellent. When you meet the right
man you're going to make him very very happy.:D
 
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