I want to make her watch me with another woman...maybe two.

[JeanGenet]

So I can't stop thinking about having an affair on my girlfriend. I very much attracted to her but I like to get a little kinky and I'm much more cerebral about sexuality.

We use to be a lot more experimental but I tried to leave her a few months ago and now it bothers her if I try to be creative and try new things because it makes her feel inadequate.

I admit, it's very sexually frustrating. Still, I don't plan on having an affair. I'm waiting for her to come back around but until then I was hoping to possible see/help write a story about it. I think it would be therapeutic and a huge turn on.

In the story I would go through the process of turning her into an obedient cuckquean and enjoy seeing me with other women.

The climax of the story would feature her (more confident in her fetish now) tying me down with bondage tape and forcing viagra upon me (i'm 27 but I'm sure it would help in maintaining an erection after orgasm) and letting her friends take turns riding me. I would be gagged with panties and unable to warn anyone when I came, much to her dismay.

Please let me know if anyone is interested in writing this or working with me to get this written. I can provide more details upon request (i.e. physical appearance, personality, etc) to make the story more realistic.

I don't post often so any advice is welcome!

Regards,
JeanGenet

 

[Rufus_the_Lame]

So I can't stop thinking about having an affair on my girlfriend. I very much attracted to her but I like to get a little kinky and I'm much more cerebral about sexuality.

We use to be a lot more experimental but I tried to leave her a few months ago and now it bothers her if I try to be creative and try new things because it makes her feel inadequate.

I admit, it's very sexually frustrating. Still, I don't plan on having an affair. I'm waiting for her to come back around but until then I was hoping to possible see/help write a story about it. I think it would be therapeutic and a huge turn on.

In the story I would go through the process of turning her into an obedient cuckquean and enjoy seeing me with other women.

The climax of the story would feature her (more confident in her fetish now) tying me down with bondage tape and forcing viagra upon me (i'm 27 but I'm sure it would help in maintaining an erection after orgasm) and letting her friends take turns riding me. I would be gagged with panties and unable to warn anyone when I came, much to her dismay.

Please let me know if anyone is interested in writing this or working with me to get this written. I can provide more details upon request (i.e. physical appearance, personality, etc) to make the story more realistic.

I don't post often so any advice is welcome!

Regards,
JeanGenet

I'm the worst writer in the world; I lack the discipline you see. However may I make a few observations.

I applaud you for your honesty and your desire not to hurt your girlfriend, finding other ways to channel your energies. I share your fantasy about having a girlfriend watch as I have sex with another woman, but I could never bring myself to do it in reality.

I notice in your fantasy that you turn your girlfriend into acuckquean but in the end it is her who is forcing you to have sex with other women. Have I misinterpreted this? or how in your mind do you see this transferal of power happening?

I wish you well in your relationship and in fulfilling your fantasies however you can.

 

[JeanGenet]

Rufus,

Thank you for your comment.
This fantasy originated with her actually. She asked me to watch cam-girls while she went down on me. Of course it escalated into discussions of fantasy's and even some light consideration, which, I would guess, is when she backed off of the thing as a whole.

We briefly separated and since then the idea of me with another woman has become taboo, though I suspect the fantasy is still shared by her. I believe that she still imagines this some of the time, at least, though she doesn't want me to consider taking her fetish to fruition.

Regards,
JeanGenet

 

[Rufus_the_Lame]

Rufus,

Thank you for your comment.
This fantasy originated with her actually. She asked me to watch cam-girls while she went down on me. Of course it escalated into discussions of fantasy's and even some light consideration, which, I would guess, is when she backed off of the thing as a whole.

We briefly separated and since then the idea of me with another woman has become taboo, though I suspect the fantasy is still shared by her. I believe that she still imagines this some of the time, at least, though she doesn't want me to consider taking her fetish to fruition.

Regards,
JeanGenet

I wish I could offer some sagely words of wisdom, but I'm afraid I have 0% experience of relationships. I hope that you and your girlfriend eventually find that safe space to share your fantasies again. Until that time I would love to read any stories you write on the subject, for purely therapeutic reasons of course.