I Miss My Master <sigh>

[desertslave]

Once again, I'm back in PA caring for my Mom. (She's doing very well, considering how she was 2 months ago.) I'm struggling to make myself something of a routine while I'm doing this back & forth thing. I cruise along fine and suddenly the bottom drops out from under me. I'm homesick and Master-sick.

It's rather funny, considering we started out LDR with little to no prospect of ever meeting, then Serendipity stepped in and nudged us together. We spent nearly three years apart, a handful of months "dating" in the same area, and then he decided to move in with me (Serendipity was busy, again, bless Her).

January will mark 11 years that we've lived together. Being apart this way just reinforces how much I need him and how good he is to me. It also reminds me just how much LDR's completely suck! I miss falling asleep with him, snuggled up against him. I miss our random conversations in the middle of the day (he's retired and I dally/work from home). I miss his quick gropes as he passes by me and his kisses. I miss our playtimes a LOT, of course, but I miss his companionship almost as much.

I guess I'm whining, but this is sort of an open love-letter too. I go home on Saturday, I know this isn't the end of the world and I'll be back in his loving arms soon. Absence definitely makes the heart grow fonder.

 

[JustaSCOUNDREL]

Thank you slave, I miss you too. All of the little things the conversations and comments and even getting up to look at a picture you have on your lap top.

Even with your trips back there, today is way better than the old LDR we had for so long. Miss Serendipity or Kismet, which ever you prefer, did very well by us in the long run.

Missing you like crazy.

Mike

 

[Avril24]

you both seem like you love each other so much and it's so great to see that LDR's do last sometimes

 

[box13]

...I miss his quick gropes as he passes by me and his kisses....

*sigh*

That's a very nice thing to say about someone. Envious.

 

[Primalex]

Is this a Cafe thread?

 

[Sweetdaisymae]

Glad to hear you Mum is doing better.
Distance sucks, especially in times of emotional stress.
I feel for you. *big hugs*

 

[desertslave]

Glad to hear you Mum is doing better.
Distance sucks, especially in times of emotional stress.
I feel for you. *big hugs*

The good news is that, for now, she's actually improving. We all know that time isn't on her side, but her surgeon worked a short-term miracle. Even HE seemed impressed by how well Mom looks right now.

I've never, ever cared for the LDR thing, but I tolerated it because it was sooo much better than the alternative at the time. I'd sort of like to think that maybe we do offer a little hope to those in an LDR moving towards more. It truly IS possible.

The best things worth having are seldom easy in the getting.

 

[Sweetdaisymae]

Hurray for awesome surgeons!!

The last few months for Master and I has been hard, from when his Dad got the initial diagnosis in Sept, to when he passed away 2 weeks ago.
I feel your pain.

 

[thepoeticmaster2121]

Wow eleven years congrats as some one who just got married slash entered his perfect BDSM relationship with his new wife, I can only hope that me and my wife have that much time together.