I want to get this off my chest and this seems like the best place to do it.
I've always been interested in being intimate with another man.
When I was younger another male and I would walk around his house naked and lay next to each other and stroke. One time he layed against me and tried to press into me but i said no.
occassionally I'd watch porn with just men. I usually like to see a bear (not too muscular) and a more feminine man. I love the idea of being in the shower with another man and just kissing and grinding.
drying off and moving to the bed.
i want to feel what it's like to be in another man and feel him trust me enough to give control to me.
And i want to lay on my side and be held while he slides into me.
i don't want love.
but i am just tired of repressing that i have these fantasies. I've gone so far as to get some butt plugs that I've worked in while in the shower and they felt great.
i ended up throwing them out so the wife wouldn't see.
nurses, sissies, the only thing i can't really see myself is having a actual relationship. do i want something steady and discreet? yup. but for now it's a fantasy
I've always been interested in being intimate with another man.
When I was younger another male and I would walk around his house naked and lay next to each other and stroke. One time he layed against me and tried to press into me but i said no.
occassionally I'd watch porn with just men. I usually like to see a bear (not too muscular) and a more feminine man. I love the idea of being in the shower with another man and just kissing and grinding.
drying off and moving to the bed.
i want to feel what it's like to be in another man and feel him trust me enough to give control to me.
And i want to lay on my side and be held while he slides into me.
i don't want love.
but i am just tired of repressing that i have these fantasies. I've gone so far as to get some butt plugs that I've worked in while in the shower and they felt great.
i ended up throwing them out so the wife wouldn't see.
nurses, sissies, the only thing i can't really see myself is having a actual relationship. do i want something steady and discreet? yup. but for now it's a fantasy