I am so confused

[suckyourcum2005]

I am really getting confused about my thoughts and feelings. The bizarre thing is that I don't look at men, the sight of a man in general does nothing for me. However looking at cocks, balls and men fucking each other makes me raging hard. I have only sucked one cock in my life when i was a kid. I love dildos and toys up my ass. I fantasize all the time about sucking a cock down my throat or having one shove up my ass or even better several cocks at one time making me. Do others feel these mixed feelings?

 

[justchuckc]

I'm not sure I understand your confusion. I share your feelings of the male genitalia, and also enjoy the erotic sensual views of the female body. In general the sight of a good looking man does not turn my head as quickly as the sight of a beautiful woman. But remove their clothing and I am just as apt to gaze with excitement at the cock and balls as I am at the full breasts and vagina of the woman. I just call this being "well rounded" so at ease with the confusion and enjoy the views your thoughts and your lusts, you are perfectly normal in my world.

 

[RalTex]

I am also not attracted to men at all. I can give my opinion as to whether someone is handsome, but that is based on society's perception, and not something that comes from within me. I too fantasize about sucking a cock. My perfect scenario would be a gloryhole-type situation (not an actual gloryhole at some sleazy adult booth) where the cock would almost seem 'disembodied' from the person. Perhaps somebody covered with a sheet with the cock poking through a hole. I couldn't kiss, hug, etc. another man. They just do nothing for me as far as general attraction. I like to show on cam, playing with myself and talking to guys about this and that. I don't get off much on watching other guys on cam though.

 

[Jander1]

Your thoughts on men are interesting to me cause I feel the same way...mostly. I also very rarely think that a man is as buetiful as an attractive woman, though I almost exclusively jerk off to male porn and naked guys. One thing that I have found is that when I know a guy is gay or bi, the sexual attraction can make me hot as hell. In a normal everyday situation with straight guys I sometimes am repulsed at the though of sex with a man. This, however, I have found to be more of a product of how the man presents himself. Anyway, simply I think that I need a guy to be attracted to me before I start thinking about sex with him.

 

[human_male]

Yep, me too. I'm the same as all of youz. I think it's very common dude so don't worry about it. The only way it's a problem for me is that I may want to suck and get fucked but I'm not attracted to guys, so if I did it I'd probably regret it after. So I doubt I ever will. If I had a gf I certainly wouldn't.

Some people might tell you if you have these thoughts you're obviously gay and in denial. That's a load of shite.

 

[Ricwilly]

I don't think it's any wonder I get confused growing up in this culture. I'm taught that it's wrong to have these sexual feelings for the same sex, yet there they are, so I may find the idea of sex with a man repugnant and still want it at the same time. For myself I've gotten past a lot of that conditioning, it just took a while and now rather than random secretive encounters with other men, I think I could enjoy a real affectionate relationship. I just wish I could have gotten to this point earlier in life, but what the hell things go as they go. The ancient greeks didn't seem to have this kind of hang up, they could love men or women and didn't feel the need to label it, or so I have come to believe by what I've seen of their culture. It seems in some ways civilization is going backwards instead of forwards. Just my opinion.

 

[bi golly]

I understand the confusion.

I like women, and a pretty woman will always turn my head.

But when I think about sex, I think about sex with men and being submissive. I am not submissive with women. But I think about having a cock in my hand, taking it in my mouth and then having a man take my ass makes me hard in an instant.

I think about a guy taking me the way I like to take a woman, and I can think of nothing else. I like to take a woman by making out, going down on her, getting her off with my toungue, then fucking her in a couple of positions. I get off on thinking about a guy taking me in his mouth, then fucking me doggy style before turning me over and taking me face to face.

The idea of having a guy in my ass, fucking me, feeling his hard hot cock in my ass, makes me want to jerk off.

 

[badger9]

I understand the confusion.

I like women, and a pretty woman will always turn my head.

But when I think about sex, I think about sex with men and being submissive. I am not submissive with women. But I think about having a cock in my hand, taking it in my mouth and then having a man take my ass makes me hard in an instant.

I think about a guy taking me the way I like to take a woman, and I can think of nothing else. I like to take a woman by making out, going down on her, getting her off with my toungue, then fucking her in a couple of positions. I get off on thinking about a guy taking me in his mouth, then fucking me doggy style before turning me over and taking me face to face.

The idea of having a guy in my ass, fucking me, feeling his hard hot cock in my ass, makes me want to jerk off.

Well said, bi golly. Everything you wrote here applies to me as well.

 

[silkybiblue]

me too

you have put my inner deamons to print. i have fantasized about sucking cock for so long i secretly consider myself bisexual but i have never taken THE step. i have only told one person (not my wife who is very closeminded about issues sexual) of my fantasy and she (ex girlfriend who coined the silky part of name) thinks i should just do it but fear of getting caught cheating on wife, disease, etc always stops me. the feeling is overwhelming and i fantasize constantly about giving head, anal sex, and being a slave. i have no outward attraction to men and a hot woman turns my head, bikinis are a wonderful thing, but the thought of being naked with a man, stripping in front of him, sucking his cock, letting him fuck me, all get me hard in a second - like i am right now.
what do i do to resolve this, to suck or not to suck that is my question.

 

[human_male]

you have put my inner deamons to print. i have fantasized about sucking cock for so long i secretly consider myself bisexual but i have never taken THE step. i have only told one person (not my wife who is very closeminded about issues sexual) of my fantasy and she (ex girlfriend who coined the silky part of name) thinks i should just do it but fear of getting caught cheating on wife, disease, etc always stops me. the feeling is overwhelming and i fantasize constantly about giving head, anal sex, and being a slave. i have no outward attraction to men and a hot woman turns my head, bikinis are a wonderful thing, but the thought of being naked with a man, stripping in front of him, sucking his cock, letting him fuck me, all get me hard in a second - like i am right now.
what do i do to resolve this, to suck or not to suck that is my question.

I wouldn't if I were married or in a relationship. Just rent some videos.

 

[Sycamore]

Just thought I would offer my thoughts on the subject.

A sweeping statement I know, but I now think that all guys are turned on by the sight of cock it is just the case of whether or not they admit it.

All 'normal' porn films, i.e. male and female, contain plenty of blow job footage which usually finish with the guy coming over her face (lovely!). Those films are made for men and the 'star' in the blowjob scene is the cock. That is what we want to look at although if you were to ask most guys first of all "Does an erect cock turn you on?"most would probably say no. I know it is a simple analogy but I just cant see an argument against it.

I have also noticed that when 'straight' guys write about porn and there is another guy in the scene they almost always refer to the other guy having a larger/huge cock. It is as if you are allowed to be impressed by the sight of a large erect cock but not turned on by it.

I am, as such, a straight guy who in the last couple of years has discovered an interest in wearing lingerie (more than just an interest it drives me wild....lol). This has led to me looking at sites and being attracted to things I did not expect. I was a bit confused at first but quickly overcame that. I still love women just as much but now there are other things that also turn me on. The fact that it still feels a little bit wrong adds to the sense of excitement.

I hope this helps.

Now off to look at those trans/shemale pics. Just to admire the lingerie, of course!

S.

 

[bi_asian_guy]

*****

 

[MrHank2000]

ditto

I have been reading the stories here for a few years but just a few days ago discovered the boards. How lucky for me I found this thread of "brothers".
I recently found myself watching CD/Tranny cams and getting incredibly turned on by cocks framed by stockings. And thoughts of sucking a cock really got me hard. I am not sure if I could be with just a man. But in a MMF situation I think I would have no trouble getting between a man and his wife.
I also have the non-adveturous wife problem so acting on these fantasies will be tough.
I guess we're a pretty normal group of guys.
I do like those shemale pics tho.