I am fat bitch and I *love* it

[Silverluna]

Ok the gloves are off...
Usually I am a pretty calm well mannered person...but this just chinces it....
It's one thing to have you're peers telling you that you are overweight...or that you're being a bit moody....but when it's you're Best Friend...and Family....and in not the most eliquently stated manner....its a bit harsh....>.<

So no more little miz Silverluna the shy meek lil virgn...oh fuck no....

 

[Black_Bird]

Hey sexy... so you are actually going to try posting more here, huh? That's good.

 

[Silverluna]

......*the masque of self composure melts away exposing her inner wretchedness*

I dunno yet...*actually cries*

 

[scrymettet]

actually cries*

Don't cry, baby.

licking the tears dry

It's an overweight hound who tells you

 

[Silverluna]

Damnit....I'm sick of this....can't I just be psychotic without people trying to tell me it will be ok!?
It won't...20 plus years of this....is evidence enough....

 

[scrymettet]

....can't I just be psychotic without people trying to tell me it will be ok!?

I am just telling you not to cry. Solve nothing. Anger works better.

 

[anneski]

I am just telling you not to cry. Solve nothing. Anger works better.

Yes, yes it does! Dam that anger, let it build, sharpen and hone it, focus it, and when you're ready.... let it out and smite the fuckers!!

I'm fat, if people don't like it, they can sod off. A lot of them are just jealous anyhow, cos at least I'm pretty and my car kicks their car's ass all over the place

 

[Black_Bird]

......*the masque of self composure melts away exposing her inner wretchedness*

I dunno yet...*actually cries*

*Sigh* Sweetie... What can I say? You've got to be yourself. I'd really like it if you *were* on these boards a little more... It really hurts me to know how you feel inside, but sometimes you've got to stand up and *truly* be proud of who you are.

When you get a chance, look up my "I Am Sex" thread, and you'll see what I mean.

You are a sweet loving individual - *that* is more important then your wieght.

 

[Silverluna]

BB,
If I knew what myself really was like...If I knew how to be what I should be...then I would...but I don't.

These threads are not a plea for attention...nor are they cries for action....just a feeble attempt to try and expose what lies inside my frazzled mind....



Ever be unable to quit appologizing for existing? Or always worried you are hurting someone....you forget about yourself...

 

[Black_Bird]

Ever be unable to quit appologizing for existing? Or always worried you are hurting someone....you forget about yourself...

Yes. Yes. Done both things. I used to think I was *never* worth anything better then what I had, and I was always apologizing for my very existance. And, yes, I was constantly worried about intruding on other people's lives and being unwelcomed. Why? Because I thought I was too damn wierd for *anybody* to *ever* care about me. And then I went to college and I met the greatest group of people - these people showed me that I *wasn't* as wierd as I first thought myself to be and that I *was* worth the time to get to know. They also tried to show me how damn sexy I was... and I still don't believe it, but I'm learning.

"Me? Good looking? No... never... And that cute blond that just sat in my lap, playing with my hair? She can't be serious about wanting to go out... No... never..."

But it was the fucking truth. She *did* want to do more with me, be more with me - and we did, for a time.

If I am worth it, so are you god damn it!

 

[Silverluna]

*blush* .....I am tempted to say: Well BB that was you...I'm me...and no one is intrested.

 

[Andreina]

*giving silverluna a big hug and staying cautiously away from her* so if i'm nice to you will you be nice to me? *hopeful eyes*

Halo