How did you decide

Decision, chalk that one up to youthful experimentation, with help from an 80's mag called Biway, that a buddy found in his older sisters closet..and knowing girls would protect their virtue as long as possible.
 
I was 20, straight, standing face to face (almost, he was taller than me) with a 55 year old married masculine man in his house who put his hands on my shoulders and pushed firmly downwards; I went down on my knees and was staring straight at his fully erect cock. With his hands on the back of my head he gently face fucked me.

I didn't have the guts to take his cum in my mouth so I had him cum into my cupped hands, though a bit of it went on the carpet. I then went to the bathroom to wash my hands but I couldn't resist having a little lick of it first. It wasn't salty as I expected, it didn't really taste of anything.
 
Well for me it happened with the roommate I came home from a party frustrated at not finding a girl when I came out of the shower he was sitting on my bed rolling a joint. I was like dude you got to go I'm horny as fuck. He said let me take care of it I was like no it's cool I'm not gay he says it's not going to make you gay. Besides I've been wanting to do it since I first saw you. So I let him it was awesome. Guess I never looked back and married twice still bi...
 
hey...

Wondering how you decide/decided that you really want to try cock and its not a passing thing?

when I was waking up and those waves of deliciousness were washing over me and I was convulsing and quivering from the waist down as my brother was sucking my dick,
I KNEW I HAD TO FIND OUT HOW HE DID THAT TO ME AND HOW I COULD DO THIS TO OTHERS.
 
when I was waking up and those waves of deliciousness were washing over me and I was convulsing and quivering from the waist down as my brother was sucking my dick,
I KNEW I HAD TO FIND OUT HOW HE DID THAT TO ME AND HOW I COULD DO THIS TO OTHERS.
Yes! Once I found out I liked it I sucked as hard as I could and took his load and then I suddenly realized my body was taking over and I was about to cum too! All good since then!
 
I decided when i was taking my first dick up my arse and i was loving it and i came from just getting fucked.
 
Several guys sucked me off before I tried it myself. Curiosity drove me. I had to know why they enjoyed it so much. Now I know, and no regrets, except that I wish I'd sucked a lot more cock.

Fortunately more than once I found myself living in very gay friendly communities, while I was young, horny available and curious.

I wish more of the world was as accepting as these towns were.
 
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First time

I had gone to a gay spa for about a year where I would get
Someone to suck my cock. It was hot and a lot Of fun. One guy was sucking me and he would bring me to the edge and then ease off. I realized that he was the one in control and he seemed to enjoy it so much. So later that night in the maze a guy stuck his 7ā€ cock through a glory hole, I took him in my hand and begin to lick his dick. I was surprised at The taste of his cock so I slowly lowered My mouth over him and begin to suck him. Oh my gosh talk about sensory over load, his cock tasted so good and it felt so right. I knew what I liked so I just did that To him and he is moaning and saying, ā€œoh man that feels so good!ā€ He got even harder and I knew what was coming and got
Prepared. He started Spurting cum and I am sucking and swallowing as fast
As I could. He keep thanking me and I knew I was hocked on cock when I looked down and I had cum and didn’t even realize it at The time I was servicing him. I stayed right there and sucked three more guys at That Glory hole. Just trying to perfect my technic. So good.
 
Roughly speaking, for me it was a two-stage thing, first realizing it wasn't just a passing thing, and actually arranging for it to happen. I didn't decide it wasn't a passing thing, it was basically decided for me when a man groped me, fondling my cock through my pants and my reaction was to become extremely aroused, basically almost desperate for him too fuck me - it was just too intense to deny that I craved cock or to see it as a one-off. Even though we didn't have sex and it was a long time before I took my first cock, after that point it became a matter of when, not if.
 
Jr. high school gym showers

I got interested in cock in jr. high school showers in the 7th grade. It was a eye opener for me. All those big swing cocks all different sizes shapes colors it just turned me on.
 
I decided when i was taking my first dick up my arse and i was loving it and i came from just getting fucked.

Same here - that was when I knew I wasn't just curious.

(Before that I'd tried 69 with a friend - that just sort of happened after we'd been looking at porn magazines and got so worked up. We were both quite embarrassed after, so nothing more happened. Maybe it was just a phase?)

But years later, I met my older sister's ex-boyfriend in town. We went to his flat to watch TV and there was this frozen moment of eye contact and then we were kissing. After about 10 minutes of snogging, something clicked and I just wanted to surrender to him. But it took a couple of hookups until we actually got there because I was too shy to say it.
 
I fantasised about it for years, but it's about the cock for me; I'm not attracted to men and not excited by the prospect of meeting them.

As I started to revel in my secret cumlust I started to buy and wear girl's panties to increase my excitement. I don't come from a 'liberated' background, and work in a fairly traditional male industrial environment, which made my interest even more appealing (the fear of being found out always increases a fetish).

A few years ago I decided to take the next step and found a gay couple on a free dating website. My first experience was sucking off both of them at once which was a very satisfying experience indeed!

If you want to take the next step but are having difficulties overcoming a mental block, try denying yourself orgasm til you've done it. Sexual frustration will help and you'll enjoy it so much more if you're aroused.

Life is too short to deny yourself this experience. Just be careful and discreet.
 
Penthouse Forum was the trigger

It was the 80's and everyone i knew was doing cock. I was hooking up with quite a few women but sometimes found myself in the early morn wired and very horny ending up pleasuring myself.
Then Forum and Penthouse Letters occasionally had mmf stories and I really liked them.
I was very afraid of being found out and the embarrassment that would surely follow so it stayed a strong often enjoyed fantasy.
I bought some mmf videos from porn shops and enjoyed them a lot. then the internet blew up and I was
spent a lot of time on various sites. Penthouse would usually only have 1 maybe 2 stories with m4m action but sites like Literotica had pages of them. I was into gay stories then too.
After many years of reading those stories I needed more but still afraid of being outed I started to write them to and found it was an exciting outlet.
From the beginning I feared being found out but felt no shame. I was never afraid to experiment with women and felt sex with men was just that, sex.
Finally around 2014 someone who read one of my stories contacted me and thinking they were real said something about my first time.
I told him I had not hooked up with another man and had he. He was a happy bisexual and one conversation led to another and I found myself standing on the street outside his apartment asking myself "would I suck this guys cock?" The answer was yes and 15 minutes later we were naked on his bed with his cock in my mouth. I loved it right from the start.
It was so silky smooth and felt so perfect and natural sliding through my lips and over my tongue. It was so new and exciting that I knew that would not be my last time sucking cock.
Now 2019 I am an old stoner looking for sex with men. I don't hook up with everyone I meet but it still comes down to that old question "would I suck this guys cock?"
When the answer is yes it is still exciting, gartifying and guiltless.
 
As things got boring in marriage I cruised C/L in hopes of finding some fun. Had a good email conversation with a guy who suggested we meet. We both drove to a parking lot where we talked, then I suggested we go for a stroll in a local park.

Once out of our cars at the park we walked about as far from the parking lot as we could get. He looked around to see if anybody was looking, then just pulled my shorts down while dropping to his knees! He did it so swiftly and smoothly that I couldn't object!

I'd like to say this was a long and drawn out affair but the reality was that he was very good at sucking cock. I didn't last long at all, maybe three minutes at the most. What an intense, satisfying orgasm deep in his mouth!

That was my reintroduction to men after many years hiatus, having played a bit as a boy.
 
I guess I have always been Bi, at least as long as I've been sexual. My first experiences were with my best friend, but it was an older guy who seduced me by showing me his amazing cock. I was hiking in the woods when I stumbled upon a guy old enough to be my dad stroking his cock. He waved it in my direction and motioned me to come closer. His cock was memorizing....it was so fat and hard. I remember the head was wet with his oozing arousal and as I came close I just dropped to my knees and took him in my mouth.....
 
I guess it you like, you like it. For me after eating pussy (which I still enjoy) sucking a penis was a change-a welcome change. I guess deep down I was Bi. I do have to say that I truly enjoy making love to my male lover. With our wive's okay, we have been partners for three years now. I love the taste of his cum. I also like it when he comes inside me, it is such a warm wonderful expression of our love when we have intercourse.) I also love easting him out. Yes, we bareback, that is how much we love eachother. My wife feels that is is good that I have such a good loving partner.
 
I was seduced by an older guy, into first sucking his cock and then him fucking me with it.

He was so good I had no idea what was going to happen, until it was sticking out of his trousers, in front of me.
 
it was time

I had thought about it, wrote about it and talked about it so much it was just the natural progression to do it. I loved it and never looked back.
 
hey...

For various reasons I've opted not to pursue sex with men, but yeah, as far as desire, there was never any decision involved. Since I first became sexually aware, my urges for pussy and cock were always equally strong.

I know what you mean... and even though I didn't pursue my urges with men, the situations always seemed to find me. Some times I took advantage of them--, sometimes I did not. But ever since I had become sexually aware, (at an age that violates the regs) I have had a drive for both cock and pussy.
 
I never did have the urge to "try cock". I was early on memorized by men who had a lot of body hair. I also so strongly wanted to feel a man's ass when I was a teen. I knew better as I figured I would get beaten up if I did so. Shamefully, I would pat women on the ass which was rude and down right wrong to do.

I didn't really have any male friends my age growing up, and adult men in my family either died or were absent and right down cruel. Part of the reason I didn't have many male friends is that I wore my hair long enough to cover a birth defect. Back in the 60's unless you were in a liberal city, any hair length more than a buzz cut was considered effeminate. I wasn't the butches thing on two legs, but I was one of the fastest runners, and I was strong too. However, it seems to me that male acceptance into being one of the gang is big on conformity. Looking back, I don't regret covering up my defect as I didn't want to be pitied. Because of the taunting because of my hair length, I became a stronger person.

When I did finally have m2m sex, I HATED it. Many of those guys would use my naivety to tell me I had to be a bottom, because only hung guys can top. Finally about two years into my m2m involvement, a man FINALLY let me top. For the first time in my life I saw how wonderful m2m sex could be. There is something out of this world about a man allowing you into his inner most being. I craved the orgasm, but even just as much I craved the moments I was inside. So I was never a sprinter racing to the finish line of orgasm. I was a marathon runner who enjoys each moment of the journey. I love so much about mounting a man who chooses to have ME inside him. That full body warmpth he is radiating, the touch of a muscled body and the textures of his skin, his smell in the nape of his neck, his facial expression while he is enjoying my penis inside him, his breathing, and those wonderful times when a man comes from just being fucked when his prostate contracts like being at the epicenter of an earth quake. I wish I could be that close to a man EVERY day, and I would never tire of it.

There were times after that where I still wanted to marry. Why? Because I wasn't finding men who were both sexually comparable, and wanted to settle down. Plus, I really did want a family, and I was not one of those gay guys who find the female body unattractive. I simply have such a much stronger gravitation towards hairy muscular bodies, and my real Achilles Heel is that I crave a mans love so much since I never had it growing up. (My wonderful grandpa died when I was young, and my dad was very mean to me during the 3 years I lived with him.) So anyway, when I found out that I was VERY infertile, the desire to get married pretty much evaporated. I couldn't imagine being married to a woman that I could not sire kids for her.

I found a man 16+ years ago who has truly loved ma as well as enjoyed when I was able to mount him. He didn't just talk the talk, but walked the walk. When I almost died last fall from West Nile, he was always by my side. (As much as I have always loved him, I never thought a man was capable of such devotion. He proved me so wrong.) There isn't a day I don't miss being inside him (I have ED), but the love keeps us bound regardless.

This very afternoon, we took a nap and I had a piss hardon. He was sound asleep, and I just rubbed up against his crack. I eventually couldn't do it any longer as I had to take a piss, but I thought of all the wonderful times he let me inside. I may not be physically able, but in my heart and in my head, I am always given him my loads inside his beautiful and very hairy behind. Fucking a hot man is truly the ultimate expression in this world; having that same man love you too is divine.

He just turned 60 the other day, and I hope we have many more years. The journey has its bumps, but its a journey well worth it.
 
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Wondering how you decide/decided that you really want to try cock and its not a passing thing?

I was in an MMF and as I was fucking her slipped out and the male friend we were with reached between our legs and grabbed my cock without any warning and put me back into her. I was a bit taken back but being inside her warmth again I didn't take time to complain. Unbeknownst to me though at the time, the seed had been planted!

After I fucked her hard, cumming deep in her hot vagina we went to take a shower. As she was washing my hair I felt a hand rub up against my cock. I thought nothing of it. Then the fingers of that hand wrapped around my cock just as I was rinsing the shampoo from my eyes. When I cleared the shampoo I looked down to find a friend for years with his hand on my cock. It surprised me that I was turned on as opposed to being pissed off. I leaned forward and took his cock into my hand, pulling him up and towards me. I began thrusting my cock into his as my hand wrapped around us both, holding our cock's together tight. All of a sudden he pulled away and left the shower. The woman in the shower with us had started rubbing her clit while she watched us and I turned to her, smiled, and went down on her lovely pussy for a bit. We then went to the bedroom where I fucked her again but I didn't suck him off that night. Yet as mentioned, that seed had been planted!

Another night not long after he and I were alone laying naked on the floor playing with each other feet to head. I laid back in ecstasy as he stroked me off and when I turned my head to the side his cock was laying there, hard as a rock, and just inches from my face. I could feel the heat radiating off his hot cock and onto my face. I could smell his musk and it drove me wild. But the focal point of the moment was his gorgeous cock staring at me like a glowing Eye of Sauron!

Staring him down the barrel almost hypnotized I could resist no longer. I leaned forward taking his delicious cock into my mouth, sucking hard on his cockhead as his penis slid into my mouth. At that he leaned forward looking at me and said, "Oh my, that's your mouth. It's so warm and wet and feels so good." I smiled at him with his prick in my mouth and started bobbing up and down with more vigor as I started tasting his precum which was now flooding my mouth. This caused me to get even more turned on and the desire to bring him even greater pleasure mounted. Just as he was about to cum he pulled away and came in his hand. :( That night he got away with it, but, not again. The next time I made sure one arm was firmly wrapped around him as the moment approached! He now knows that I love his cum and him cumming into my mouth so I no longer worry! ;)

If you're curious I'd say just do it! Life's too short to live with regrets and what if's! If you don't like it you know a bit more about yourself sexually, no harm, no foul. On the other hand, if you do enjoy the act, and chances are you will, you'll have to take that information and figure out how to incorporate it into your life/lifestyle.

Regardless, be well, have fun, and, be safe.
 
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Realization

I was fairly new at man to man sexy and had pretty much just
Let Guys suck me off at a gay spa I visited when in Houston. I always thought of cock sucked as some how subservient. This place had a bi level maze and I was on the lower level watching this guy give head to another guy. He would bring this fellow right up to cumming and then stop and pull down on his balls that he had his hand around. Then he would start over and after a couple of minutes bring the guy back up to the edge. First I realized how totally erotic all of this was but I also realized the power the cock sucker had over the other guy. Wow what an interesting realization. I decided to try it and the next guy who stuck his dick through the hole I started licking and sucking. Interesting enough I never had a negative thought about it. Loved the feel of his hard cock and spongy head and the scent of his man meat was such a turn on. I was able with my limited experience to bring him to the edge twice before he unloaded in my mouth. I never thought about not taking his load and swallowing. After all that was My reward for getting him off. Loved the taste and the total experience. While I enjoyed getting my cock sucked my visits became more of How many guys I could get Off and capture there loads. Live it and love it!
 
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