sexycaz22
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*sighs*
I hope this is the right thread to be put in the BDSM cafe.
Today, I am feeling so disoriented.
I want to do some housework, to keep my flat clean for a Dom, to feel useful, to please a Dom. I want to feel happy, that I have done something else for SOMEONE else.
Currently, let us say, that my flat is "messy" and I feel like why should I clean the flat up, when I have nobody to please, to have nobody to come home to a clean flat, nobody to appreciate the little tasks I would have done for that person.
I mean, I know I could keep the flat clean for MYSELF, but I feel unbothered about MYSELF, there is a submissive inside me crying out for a Dom to come to "spank" me into shape, to get MY ass off and get the flat cleaning.
I wonder if any of you felt like this at one time in your life?
Any bit of advice?
With thanks,
Caz
I hope this is the right thread to be put in the BDSM cafe.
Today, I am feeling so disoriented.
I want to do some housework, to keep my flat clean for a Dom, to feel useful, to please a Dom. I want to feel happy, that I have done something else for SOMEONE else.
Currently, let us say, that my flat is "messy" and I feel like why should I clean the flat up, when I have nobody to please, to have nobody to come home to a clean flat, nobody to appreciate the little tasks I would have done for that person.
I mean, I know I could keep the flat clean for MYSELF, but I feel unbothered about MYSELF, there is a submissive inside me crying out for a Dom to come to "spank" me into shape, to get MY ass off and get the flat cleaning.
I wonder if any of you felt like this at one time in your life?
Any bit of advice?
With thanks,
Caz
