Help....

[fgarvb1]

HI, eversobeautful .

Oddly enough i have ran into both types of female who no matter how much they wanted to they could not have sex.

The first case was when i was a teenager as was the female. She was built so small that i could not enter her no matter what we did. Lube and foreplay was no help at all. After about three hours we gave up, And i suppose somewhere a couple of people more frustrated than us had to exist. Trust me at the time we felt their pain! I read in the newspaper some years ago that she was married. Good luck to her and him. (i'm not hung THAT well.)

The next woman i met that had problems was seventeen (legal so shut up you jackasses you weren't there) and i was twenty-five. I met her in a bar (I was getting divorced for the first time and went there with some lady friends i had known for years.) I had met her years before but didn't remember when i worked with older sister.
When she noticed me sitting at our table she dragged me out on the dance floor and if she had danced any closer i would have had to unbutton my clothes to let her out.
Not being a fool i ask were her man was (husband, boyfriend, date or whatever). The young gorilla looking fucker was shooting pool and looking mad enough to eat the pool stick, table and pool balls.
It wasn't long before he was ready for them to leave. I was coming back from the bar with a fresh beer. He went out the door in a huff as i neared the door on the way back to my table.

Lisa (Yes, this is how we met and why i'm being so long winded about this) walked up, kissed me while putting a peice of paper in my hand, looked me straight in the eye and said call me.

To be honest i did not know at this point she was only seventeen and did not find that out until...well later on. I did call her. At that time she was sharing a trailerhouse with a girlfriend of hers.

We went out and had a nice time. I would have guessed her age to have been about twenty or so because of the way she acted, because you sure can't go by looks down here in texas.

When we arrived back at my house she started coming on to me like one hot to trot female as soon as we walked in the door.

Being me (i'm not like that with the written word and on the BB as the ladies can tell you.) i had her down to her panties by the time we were into the livingroom good. At this point she was smoking!, I mean i could feel her heat from six inches away.

I was ready for one hell of a night of hot nasty sex.

When her panties hit the foor she freaked out. Here in east texas we call it being scared shitless. Her eyes got real big and she started shaking like a leaf in a wind storm.
She was so tensed up you would have to use a tranquilizer gun to give her a shot. Large tear drops started streaming down her cheeks.
I backed up a couple of steps and asked her what the hell did i do wrong and are you going to be all right?

Lisa said that she would be all right and to give her a minute.

I advised her that she might as well set on the couch and tell me about it because i wasn't having sex with anyone in her condition and brought her a coke from the fridge while she put her clothes back on. The story came out and unfloded like this.

Lisa had married a guy i went to school with. On their honeymoon in Galveston the first thing the asshole does is to throw her down on the bed and raped her. She left him as soon as she had the chance and had the marriage annulled. She had been a virgin.

Now she was afraid of men and horny as hell and in a serious inner turmoll. We talked long into the night about the matter and the outcome was that she was to move in with me until at such time as she could get over her problem.

We took the sex act very slow as much as she could handle each night. I taught her everything i knew about sex at that time, and that was a lot. She was only able to stay about three and a half weeks due to a bout with CF which frighten me out of my wits to the point that i called her mother ( i did not know what else to do) because lisa had already said the doctors in this town could not treat her because they did not know how.

man-o-man did i ever do a good job, never again was she afraid of sex. She accused me of turning her in to a sex monster!

This started a twenty year romance on and off between us that really ended for sure when she died.

eversobeautiful, i'm sorry if i hijacked your thread.

 

[eversobeautiful]

eversobeautiful, i'm sorry if i hijacked your thread.

I'm so sorry that she was sick and died. First, what is CS? And second, you didnt hijack the thread.

Jess

 

[fgarvb1]

Some people don't have to read what they type before they hit the sumit button. I am not one of them!

Sorry about that. Lisa had CF (Cystic Fibrosis)

http://www.cff.org/




Her tempature could shoot up to 105 deg.f or higher in minutes and one hour later be 98.6 deg.f., but at the time i did not know that.

For someone with CF and being born when she was she lived a long life. Her heart gave out on her.

She was the toughest human being i have ever met.

 

[eversobeautiful]

Sort of sounds like me...

I was born 3 months early...

Have had 11 major surgeries including 2 major back surgeries..

I was in the hospital for the first 6 months of my life...

I'm lucky I dont have heart etc problems but I have my share with seizures, bipolar and other things..

Sometimes I feel like I'm 90 and I'm only 19...

 

[freakygirl]

OMG!!!

I take.. lets see...

Bipolar is an illness btw...

I also have seizures...

I take 3 800mgs of Neutortin a day
4 100mgs of Neutorin a day
1 Celexa
1 Klonopin
1 Acifex
1 Viatmin

sometimes Vioxx... now the above is EVERY day no matter what...

you are taking 2800 mgs of Neurontin a day??? Is this for your seizures or for some sort of pain control (Neurontin is found to significantly reduce chronic neuropathic pain. My mother uses it as pain control) or is it beind used as a mood stabilizer to control your bipolar disorder?

Neurontin can reduce your sex drive.. and I am willing to bet with the combo of your molestation (memories) and your medications this is your problem.

Celexa-Is for depression.. very likely this is causing some problems.. it also causes lack of sex drive. (Most anti-depressants do). It can also make you anxious, agitated, sleepy, unable to sleep.. lots of side effects are associated with anti depressants. (I can't find one that I am able to take)

Klonopin-contains magnesium..(warning: PLEASE check with your dr on this... But I was told my mom COULD NOT HAVE magnesium while taking her Neurontin.. they interact with one another)---This is also an anti seizure medication. Why are you on these and so much Neurontin?

Listed below are the side effects of this medication:

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  1. Neurologic: Abnormal eye movements, aphonia, choreiform movements, coma, diplopia, dysarthria, dysdiadochokinesis, "glassy-eyed" appearance, headache, hemiparesis, hypotonia, nystagmus, respiratory depression, slurred speech, tremor, vertigo.
  
  2. Psychiatric: Confusion, depression, amnesia, hallucinations, hysteria, increased libido, insomnia, psychosis, suicidal attempt (the behavior effects are more likely to occur in patients with a history of psychiatric disturbances).
  
  3. Respiratory: Chest congestion, rhinorrhea, shortness of breath, hypersecretion in upper respiratory passages.
  
  4. Cardiovascular: Palpitations.
  
  5. Dermatologic: Hair loss, hirsutism, skin rash, ankle and facial edema.
  
  6. Gastrointestinal: Anorexia, coated tongue, constipation, diarrhea, dry mouth, encopresis, gastritis, hepatomegaly, increased appetite, nausea, sore gums.
  
  7. Genitourinary: Dysuria, enuresis, nocturia, urinary retention.
  
  8. Musculoskeletal: Muscle weakness, pains.
  
  9. Miscellaneous: Dehydration, general deterioration, fever, lymphadenopathy, weight loss or gain.
  
  10. Hematopoietic: Anemia, leukopenia, thrombocytopenia, eosinophilia.
  
  11. Hepatic: Transient elevations of serum transaminases and alkaline phosphatase.

Klonopin can cause an increase in lobito.. but the other medications could counteract them


Acifex (Aciphex is the proper spelling)- Is a heartburn medication. Used when you have Gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD). I don't know if this can cause sexual side effects or not. Anything is possible with medications that alter your body.


Vioxx-What are you using vioxx for? Pain managment? If you have GERD you shouldn't be taking vioxx.. because it can cause more problems. It is another drug that shouldn't be taken with magnesium based medications (See warning above in Klonopin section). I don't remember any information (nor can I find any where it can cause sexual side effects). Vioxx can also cause heartburn.

I'm interested in knowing why you are on so many medications.. and why the high doses of Neurontin. It's seems some of the medications are working against one another.

Sorry this is so long and it really doesn't address your original question. I think MOST of your problem is psychological (from the molestation) but some of it is also from your medications.

If you have any questions feel free to PM me.. I can give you links or information on the medications so you can do your own research on them.

 

[eversobeautiful]

you are taking 2800 mgs of Neurontin a day??? Is this for your seizures or for some sort of pain control (Neurontin is found to significantly reduce chronic neuropathic pain. My mother uses it as pain control) or is it beind used as a mood stabilizer to control your bipolar disorder?
-- I take that much, yep... It is for my seizures... I've tried EVERY other kind of seizure med but had BAD reactions and still had seizures. I had to get up to this much before I stopped having seizures... I ALSO take it for the bipolar which is seriously bad.

Celexa - Is for depression.. very likely this is causing some problems.. it also causes lack of sex drive. (Most anti-depressants do). It can also make you anxious, agitated, sleepy, unable to sleep.. lots of side effects are associated with anti depressants. (I can't find one that I am able to take)
-- Yep, take it for the bipolar as well...


Klonopin-contains magnesium..(warning: PLEASE check with your dr on this... But I was told my mom COULD NOT HAVE magnesium while taking her Neurontin.. they interact with one another)-- This is also an anti seizure medication. Why are you on these and so much Neurontin?
-- I take THIS for panic and anxiety attacks.. it all balances me believe it or not or I'm not having seizures or ready to kill myself (okay, so thats a little drastic but...)


Acifex (Aciphex is the proper spelling)- Is a heartburn medication. Used when you have Gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD). I don't know if this can cause sexual side effects or not. Anything is possible with medications that alter your body.
-- I knew it didnt spell it right but... I have a very BAD case of GERD... wasnt born with my esphogis (sp) right... Normal people's are this [---------] wide.. mine is this [--] wide if that...


Vioxx-What are you using vioxx for? Pain managment? If you have GERD you shouldn't be taking vioxx.. because it can cause more problems. It is another drug that shouldn't be taken with magnesium based medications (See warning above in Klonopin section). I don't remember any information (nor can I find any where it can cause sexual side effects). Vioxx can also cause heartburn.
-- Migranes because nothing else works...

I cant take birth control with all of them... Lord, I'm getting motion sickness pills for when I go away and I have to make sure they dont interact with anything else... My first seizure was because I took Wellbutrin... wasnt BECAUSE of it really -- I was epilepic even though I didnt know it but that made the first one come on...

Edited/Added:

Because of taking all this I am regularly tired, lack of appetite, lack of energy...