Help me

[robertreams]

I do not get it. I am looking for input for a character I am writing in a story. I know my own feelings from many years ago, but would like others to share. What I am seeking is info from men who detested tehmselves because they were or thoght they were gay. I cannot be the only person who ever felt this way, cummon guys, I know it is hard for you to express feelings, but try.

Also, I frequently felt myself more excited because of those negative feelings, maybe as sort of a forbidden fruit thng. if you guys have had these feelings, how did you overcome/deal with them?

 

[joelafayette]

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