indigogaia
Virgin
- Joined
- Jun 14, 2011
- Posts
- 17
I started publishing stories here about 13 years ago with a good 11 year gap between submissions. I find my stories naively innocent and cringy when I reread them but I feel that’s a more of a sign of someone not secure in their own creative process and in sexual expression. It’s interesting that it’s pretty obvious (to me) through the evolution of my stories that I have shed some, not all, of my acquired societal led shame about expressing or, more accurately, living my sexuality and ideas.
As someone who often chooses unhealthy or misaligned partners, I have found that stories allow me to fill that need without engaging in real life, damaging toxic relationships. I commented on another thread that my writing is often compulsory, definitely triggered by something as I can go years and years without writing a word. I am wondering if the expression and publication of the story is simultaneously allowing me to put out into the universe, the exact energy and reciprocity that I desire from a partner.
I am not quite sure of my purpose for this thread, other than I am not a prolific writer by any means. I don’t consider myself an author. I am just a breeder of the stories until they need to be released. But I do know that going back to look at everything I’ve written, each one of those stories in its time has helped me grow and articulate my needs and desires.
I am thankful for this safe space and audience while I use writing to learn who I am and pursue my interests. I’ve published 6 stories here. Including my very first published story here, after which I promptly lost my login information and could never revisit. https://www.literotica.com/s/all-because-of-a-napkin
Feedback welcome or even discussion on what writing/reading does for you and how it helps you grow in all areas.
Thanks for making it this far.
As someone who often chooses unhealthy or misaligned partners, I have found that stories allow me to fill that need without engaging in real life, damaging toxic relationships. I commented on another thread that my writing is often compulsory, definitely triggered by something as I can go years and years without writing a word. I am wondering if the expression and publication of the story is simultaneously allowing me to put out into the universe, the exact energy and reciprocity that I desire from a partner.
I am not quite sure of my purpose for this thread, other than I am not a prolific writer by any means. I don’t consider myself an author. I am just a breeder of the stories until they need to be released. But I do know that going back to look at everything I’ve written, each one of those stories in its time has helped me grow and articulate my needs and desires.
I am thankful for this safe space and audience while I use writing to learn who I am and pursue my interests. I’ve published 6 stories here. Including my very first published story here, after which I promptly lost my login information and could never revisit. https://www.literotica.com/s/all-because-of-a-napkin
Feedback welcome or even discussion on what writing/reading does for you and how it helps you grow in all areas.
Thanks for making it this far.
