Goodbye Lance GT

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I'll let the words of W. Auden speak for me.

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking, with a nice, juicy bone.
Silence the piano and with muffled drum,
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let the airplanes circle, moaning overheard,
Scribbling in the sky the message, He is Dead.
Put white bows round the necks of public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black, cotton gloves.
He was my north, my south, my east, my west,
My working week, and my Sunday rest.
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song,
I thought that love would last forever, I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now, put out everyone one,
Pack up the moon, dismantle the sun.
Pour away oceans and sweep up the woods,
For nothing now, can ever come to any good.


I'll miss you Lance, you were a great man. You stood tall and proud through all your life here. Your love and kindness to others let them know you cared. You were always confident in who you were and never faltered from it. You gave to others and asked nothing for yourself, enjoying the happiness that you brought to them.

You were an individual, a maverick, never afraid to push the limits and go the distance. You stood alone in a sea of humanity and were easily recognized from them. It was the respect, the trust, the love you showed others that made you who you were.

Rest dear Lance, you deserve your peace. You've given your best, your dearest, your all. You'll never be forgotten, your legacy will live on. Your words have captured hearts and held them, forever to be remembered for their depth of meaning. Your efforts to bring happiness are not in vain.

I'll miss you dear friend, it has been an honour and priviledge to be you. On this the day of your birth, I lay you to rest and grant you peace. May the pains and hurt your life had become, be gone now and leave you knowing what a joyous life can be.
 
I'll let the words of W. Auden speak for me.

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking, with a nice, juicy bone.
Silence the piano and with muffled drum,
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let the airplanes circle, moaning overheard,
Scribbling in the sky the message, He is Dead.
Put white bows round the necks of public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black, cotton gloves.
He was my north, my south, my east, my west,
My working week, and my Sunday rest.
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song,
I thought that love would last forever, I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now, put out everyone one,
Pack up the moon, dismantle the sun.
Pour away oceans and sweep up the woods,
For nothing now, can ever come to any good.


I'll miss you Lance, you were a great man. You stood tall and proud through all your life here. Your love and kindness to others let them know you cared. You were always confident in who you were and never faltered from it. You gave to others and asked nothing for yourself, enjoying the happiness that you brought to them.

You were an individual, a maverick, never afraid to push the limits and go the distance. You stood alone in a sea of humanity and were easily recognized from them. It was the respect, the trust, the love you showed others that made you who you were.

Rest dear Lance, you deserve your peace. You've given your best, your dearest, your all. You'll never be forgotten, your legacy will live on. Your words have captured hearts and held them, forever to be remembered for their depth of meaning. Your efforts to bring happiness are not in vain.

I'll miss you dear friend, it has been an honour and priviledge to be you. On this the day of your birth, I lay you to rest and grant you peace. May the pains and hurt your life had become, be gone now and leave you knowing what a joyous life can be.

Lance-whats going on ? -please don't leave:(
 
Lance,

you don't know me from anyone...but the few posts we've shared and the inscriptions in your signature show you're a man of value, integraty and worth...it's clear, by the other posts, you bring something to peoples lives here and we all enjoy your company. Please continue to share with us...


Theo
 
To those of you I know truly care about me, Lance GT, I came here in 2006, as someone who needed an outlet, a place to lose myself from what RL had become. I found that in writing. I never understood the power of words, until I wrote my first story. I saw what came out of me, my feelings for everything just flowed. I saw what I repressed in myself, held back and no way to deal with it. That's what Literotica was to me.

I hung out in forums and discussed writing with other authors and soon found a circle of friends. I also found there were those whose disliked me, for whatever their reasons were. One thing I knew from back then, was that who I was in RL, also had to be able to be the person I was in my AV persona.

I drew upon all that I was as a RL person and put it into the "person" you know as Lance. Yes, Lance was a real person, you could meet and get to know. No matter who you were, all it took was a smile and a hello and I would befriend you. When I cared about you personally, and took an interest in you as a real person, I took you into my heart as a real person and you knew in your heart, the measure of the man you met.

I've grown more than fond of many of you, men and women. There truly are some very genuine and beautiful souls that flourish among you. In the same instance, there are also many who aren't. As Lance I would stand against you and take anything you threw at me. Nothing you said about me affected me. In RL, I hurt. Why? Why attack me? Why slight and mock me, ridicule me in front of others?

I've proven my innocence of all accusations against me. I've never said anything to anyone, they didn't truly deserve being told. You hate that I have so much attention from the Ladies in here? Are you guys that moronic to actually believe any of the wild sex I write with women is anything but fun writing? Do you not stop to think that maybe we've been PM'ing each other and this is just an outlet to do the exact same thing I came to Literotica to do? A way to express the inner person that longs to come out of them.

I respect each and every woman in Literotica. And each and every one knows it. As much as I would love to say a great many things to some of them as Lance, the real person who types for him, has far more compassion and love for people to do that. Guys, you know which ones I'm talking to, learn one thing, these are real women, with real lives, real emotions and come here to enjoy a bit of escapism from RL. This is not, I repeat NOT, a pick-up bar.

Learn to know each and every woman, as the individual person she is and above all, please, respect them. For that matter, learn to respect yourselves and you'll start to understand. Being single and alone will change as well.

To all my darling Ladies, my "Harem" as you've been lovingly called by some, I do adore each and every one of you. It has been my priviledge and honour to have met each and every one and shared some truly lovely times together. I'm so happy knowing my crazy threads of guys made you happy. It was just my way of saying thank you to all of you, in hopes one of them appealled to you.

To those who enjoy quiet reading, I'm glad my Bedtime Stories became your late night companion. I hope you all learn the power of your words, the ones from your heart. As my Mother, God rest her, always said to me, "If you feel it, share it". I add that to my own motto of the truth of your heart, and your words will have the power, without boasting that you do.

Alpha Dog? Very few of you men have what it takes to be a true Alpha. The ones that do, you know and understand what I mean. It takes the inner strength of a solid character to be an Alpha. There is no need to compete with other guys over women. Women know an Alpha when they see one. Don't pretend anymore, learn to be one.

My Guys, you know who you are too. Wasn't too hard to get to like one another once the pretenses were dropped and we just had fun. Don't compete, learn from one another. Share the knowledge, so that every man can improve his lot in life. Why should any man be left behind? Truly learn to bond as brothers and gentlemen, try to openly share a love for your fellow man, as I have with my friend and brother FrdRcnJohn. Respect begats respect. John, I will miss you Brother. Ryan, I love you, what a wonderful man you really are. Ty:kiss: Many of you I give my thanks for getting to know one another with me.

Lance is a "person" who requires a strong man. I am failing in that capacity. I don't have it in me to give Lance what he truly deserves from me. I weak and frail of body. I've been battling against a life-time of pain and anguish in my personal life, that I've never completely shared. When I read the Pity Party invitations by some of you, I want to smack you silly and tell you to shut up and start enjoying life and quit bitching about your petty lives. You have no idea what real misery is.

I have to leave and just be me. I have to concentrate on getting better, having an actual life again. I have won a battle in a war and the taste of victory is sweet, but I know there are many battles to fight yet.

So I must bid adieu to my dear and loyal friend Lance, in saving who I am in RL. When the battles are over, I will return to Lit. one day, but that will be in a long ways to come. Lance is truly gone and may he rest in peace.

One thing did kinda hurt me a bit today. It was my birthday and no one cared to wish me a happy one. As they say, "Oh well, such is life"
It's all by me now. I wish each and every one a long and happy life. May love find a place in each of your hearts and grow and be shared with everyone. It truly is the most powerful force of energy in the universe, use it wisely.
 
A (late) birthday wish for you sweets. Take care of yourself. I will miss you. :rose:
 
Thanks for always being a stand-up guy, Lance. It has always been a pleasure posting with you. Good luck, Amigo. Vaya Con Dios... And I hope to see you back here sooner than you think.
 
Hello Lance,
I never got a chance to know you like some of the others who posted their goodbye's. My bad, you seem like a great guy to have a beer with. If you are ever in Southern Cal I'll buy the first round.

Adios

JP

PS- Happy Birthday
 
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Being one of the few men here I have come to know somewhat and respect, I have to say a little at least.

Thank you for being here and and participating. You have brightened my troubled existence on more than one occasion. I hope i have done the same for you.

I am smiling as I see you leave, because as I see all that you taken the time to write to us, I am glad for you. It is a meaningful and well thought out post.

My friend? Go in peace. Be well. Don't look back. Real life has so much more to offer than here.

If I see your scrawny ass here again I am sooooooooooo going to spank you. And you'll love it. Slut.

:D
 
Lance, never got to post with you, or got to know you at all, but I've read your stuff and some of your posts. You sounded like an alright guy to me and would have enjoyed posting with you.

I wish you well in your RL struggles Lance, sounds like you have your plate full of problems. Take each one as they come and they'll be over before you know it.

If you do decide to come back, I hope I have the pleasure of meeting you. All the best.

RJ
 
Lance, thank you for coming back and explaining. A belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!!!

Seeing you online and your posts have always lifted my spirit, and I thank you.

I am so very sad to see you go, for selfish reasons... but I am so very glad that you are concentrating on YOU!

Bless you and be well as you begin this chapter in your life of taking care of the most important person in your life... YOU!

I send healing thoughts and well wishes of peace and love to you, your family and those you hold very dear to your heart...
 
Sir Lance

I am not real sure what is going on here . You my freind and Brother is thought well of each and every day that I take a breath. You are the example that all men should follow. Honesty , Respect and Openess a True Gentleman in my book. I wish only the best for you
I would like to hear from you when you have the chance to do so
I am starting my work week thursday on nights and will be checking in My Freind and Brother
I write this with a lump in my throat and sadness in my heart
 
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