Fuck this

[Svedish_Chef]

Sober

There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every breath I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called "must we"
just before the son has come.
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever.
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.

Trust me.

Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but what's past and done.

Trust me.

I want what I want.

 

[Svedish_Chef]

BLOW UP THE OUTSIDE WORLD




Nothing seems to kill me no matter how hard I try
Nothing is closing my eyes
Nothing can beat me down for your pain or delight
And nothing seems to break me
No matter how hard I fall nothing can break me at all
Not one for giving up though not invincible I know

I've givin' everything I need
I'd give you everything I own
I'd give in if it could at least be ours alone
I've given everything I could
To blow it to hell and gone
Burrow down in and
Blow up the outside world

Someone tried to tell me something
Don't let the world bring you down
Nothing will do me in before I do myself
So save it for your own and the ones you can help

Want to make it understood
Wanting though I never would
Trying though I know it's wrong
Blowing it to hell and gone
Wishing though I never could
Blow up the outside world

 

[Svedish_Chef]

REARVIEWMIRROR

I took a drive today. Time to emancipate. I guess it was the beatings made me wise. But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize. I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down. Hand on my face, pushed to the ground. Enmity gaged, united by fear. Forced to endure what I could not forgive...

I seem to look away. Wounds in the mirror waved. It wasn't my surface most defiled. Head at your feet, fool to your crown. Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gaged, united by fear. Tried to endure what I could not forgive. Saw things..%.... Clearer..%.. Once you, were in my... rearviewmirror...I gather speed from you fucking with me. Once and for all I'm far away. I hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...hey...

Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you..%... Rearviewmirror. Saw things so much clearer Once you...oh yeah...

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Say

learn to say the same thing
let us hold fast to saying the same thing
hope all is well, with you
I wish the best, for you
when no-one is around love will always love you

learn to say the same thing
what defeats people, is a double confession
one time they will confess one thing,
and the next time they will confess, something else
you talk to them they will say
learn to say the same thing
let us hold fast to saying the same thing

never give up, no never give up
if you're looking for something easy you might as well give it up
never give up, no never give up
if you're looking for something easy you might as well give it up

one time they will confess one thing,
and the next they will confess the next
you talk to them they will say
learn to say the same thing
let us hold fast to saying the same thing

 

[MechaBlade]

The first one is by tool and I am listening to it right now.

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Like Spinning Plates


While you make pretty speeches,
I'm being cut to shreds.
You feed me to the lions,
a delicate balance

When this just feels like spinning plates.
I'm living in cloud cuckoo land.
And this just feels like spinning plates
Our bodies floating down the muddy river.

 

[Svedish_Chef]

crucify



Every finger in the room
is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my COURAGE
would choose to sell out now.

I've been looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what GOD needs
One more victim

Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my HEART is sick of being
in chains

Got a kick for a dog
beggin' for LOVE
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says will you ever learn
You're just an empty cage girl
if you kill the bird

I've been looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough GUILT to start
My own religion

Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my HEART is sick of being in chains

Please be
Save me
I CRY

Looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Where are those angels
When you need them

Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my HEART is sick of being
in chains

Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Everyday

Never going back again
Crucify myself
Again You know
Never going back again to
Crucify myself
Everyday

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Pyramid Song



i jumped in the river and what did I see?
black-eyed angels swimming with me
a moon full of stars and astral cars
all the figures i used to see
all my lovers were there with me
all my past and futures
and we all went to heaven in a little row boat

there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt

i jumped in the river
black-eyed angels swimming with me
a moon full of stars and astral cars
all the figures i used to see
all my lovers were there with me
all my past and futures
and we all went to heaven in a little row boat

there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt