For pyls; What is the worst thing you have ever done
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Miss Trickery
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Miss Diva said:
I insulted one of his family members. I had to stand outside in the cold rain - night... in my undies. Yeah, it was really wrong of me to do that.
Fidgets a moment, yes it's true I have a nasty scorpio jealous streak, and one night on alt I got pissed at a sub who kept coming onto my Mistress and told her as she was about to leave chat not to let the door hit her ass on the way out 
Mistress was highly displeased, Pinned my toes, tongue, and banished me for a day. It was very rude and not in keeping with how a lady should act.
Mistress was highly displeased, Pinned my toes, tongue, and banished me for a day. It was very rude and not in keeping with how a lady should act.
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graceanne said:
Its not lies, I am perfect!!
What more could he want, A small, shy well-behaved, innocent slave who does his every bidding, exactly as he wants it done.
And if you pm him or tell him about these posts I am going to sit in front of you and eat cookies until I am sick!
SO THERE!!
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shy slave said:Its not lies, I am perfect!!
What more could he want, A small, shy well-behaved, innocent slave who does his every bidding, exactly as he wants it done.
And if you pm him or tell him about these posts I am going to sit in front of you and eat cookies until I am sick!
SO THERE!!
I'm already sick, so I DON'T CARE!
nyah nyah nyah!
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i can only guess that He'll agree (if we are speaking of something done to Him, and my assuming anything 'on His part' is not my place in our relationship), and will clarify from the start, anything i have done wrong, or could do wrong is not just done to Him, it affects & is 'done' to both of us. The worst thing *i* think i have done:Miss Diva said:
About a year ago, prior to our marriage, prior to residing together, about three months into our D/s just turned M/s relationship, during a time when i was able to spend only four days each week staying with Him, and the other three due to employment obligations being spent away ... & during which time we spent about four hours each evening 'communicating', planning, and looking forward to another four days spent together each week ...... one of those evening chats found me very close to being dismissed.
While chatting together on a private instant messenger program, a misunderstanding between the two of us caused a bit of tension and snottiness/sassiness which resulted in Him needing to correct my poor behavior. i'd had a stressful day at work, and was in a rare and defiant mood.
Having not dropped my defiant mood and then having mouthing off a bit, i was directed to log off, and go to bed. Rather than concider myself lucky for His going easy on me, and sending me to bed with the explaination that we'd deal with my display of disrespect in the morning, and because i wanted to settle the issue right THEN, i refused to go to bed. i remember my exact words were, "No. i'm not going to bed yet.". There was a long lull of silence in communication, during which time neither of us typed a word.
After about 3-5 minutes, His words appeared on my screen, telling me that i should make other plans for the weekend in place of the plan we had of my spending the Friday-Sunday with Him. And then, told me once again to go to bed. He knew that that would affect me deeply, but i doubt He expected that His announcement of my not being welcome, nor allowed to see Him that weekend would cause me to dig an even deeper hole. i again refused to go to bed.
He then reminded me of my agreement regarding the terms of my submitting as His slave, and asked if i was certain that if disobeying Him outright was the path i wanted to take. Again, i typed back a reply telling Him that i was not willing to go to bed. At that point, He asked if i understood what that meant, and told me that my doing so, in affect, could only be regarded as my failure to live up to my end of our agreement. i was reminded that it was agreed when we met that the basis of our relationship would always be D/s or M/s or nothing at all. Again i was asked, if i truely 'wanted to go there'.
i finally came to my senses, appologized in the best way i know how, and pleaded for forgiveness. i was immediately told again to go to bed. i logged off as fast as i could, and spent a long restless night tossing and turning and not getting much rest at all. The issue was discussed, and resolved the next morning. i felt badly about it, and was depressed for days.
i was forgiven & was allowed to spend the weekend with Him. As soon as i arrived, hugs and kisses and "i missed yous" were exchanged. Then i was told to kneel and was reminded that i had better not ever disobey Him again, and that He loves me. i was told to stand, remove my clothing, and to then kneel in the center of the bed and wait for Him. He left the room and didn't return for quite a while. During that time spent kneeling & waiting, i was looking forward to Him returning to 'play' with me.
When He returned, He cuffed both of my wrists together, my arms high above my head, and attached the cuffs to a large hook in the ceiling above the center of His bed. A spreader bar was used to keep my ankles far apart. i heard Him rummaging through His closet, and then heard the jingle of metal.
He stood behind me, and began to speak. He reminded me of the conversation between the two of us detailing the agreements, expectations, and details of our relationship regarding the possibilities of disobedience which would result in a need for punishment. my heart sunk, i began to feel a bit nauseated, and i literally began to break out in a cold sweat just at about the same time as i felt my thighs begin to shake in nervousness. i realized that He was ready to punish me and i felt genuine fear for the first time in our relationship.
His braided leather belt was in His hands, folded in half. i wanted to plead, and beg Him not to punish me with that belt. my better sense told me not to, for fear that it might result in making the punishment longer, and harder. i do not recall how many lashes my ass received with that belt that night. i don't know how long the punishment session went on for. It seemed to last forever, and i had no idea when He would decide to stop.
i have not, and never will 'purposely' choose to disobey, again. The disappointment in myself for having done so that time, was probably quite comparable and equal to the disappointment that i had also caused Him to feel toward me. i have learned a greater respect for my Master, and our relationship since then. He has decided that that braided leather belt is His punishment of choice for me when warranted. Other than this method of punishment, He has used ignoring me at times as well. i can't decide which of these two methods of punishment is the worse. Words do no justice in conveying just how much i strongly dislike either.
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sinn0cent1 said:
As others have said, it is something to consider and think about Sin. Thank you for sharing your personal story.
shy slave said:
LOL. Not sure how old this thread is but I found it amusing anyways. The worst things i do is I can get rather feisty and resistant sometimes.. But only sometimes. But you can as Shauntanis.. he enjoys having to manhandle me anyways. So I dont know if that would be considered 'bad'...
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