For any gay guy who used to be attracted to women at least somewhat

[Homosexual]

I knew it. there was nothing there for me. i looked at the picture of the naked girl and down between her legs was a vaccum, a void, if it wasn't ugly it sure as hell wasn't much to look at. I knew i needed cock. i knew i was gay. i knew that i was surpressing, albeit not very well, my homosexuality. I was so totally gay, so completely homosexual, and yet i would look at girls, sometimes anyway. Mostly i looked at guys but yet for some reason i held to an almost vacated notion that I wanted to be with naked girls, that girls turned me on. I figured that despite all of my gay fantasies and experiences I was probably more bisexual in classification than homosexual. Wrong! For over the years I realized the only turning-on that the thought of naked women had on me, in particular the thought of pussy, was directly the result of how uninterested I actually was in pussy. Hairy,wet pussy - eeeww, I cringe even writing this - was such a turn-off that it was a turn on; a phenomenon I explored in fantasy many times. Nowadays I barely get excited looking at icky cunt no matter how gay it reveals me to be. Nowadays, I fixate on cock almost the whole time that I'm masturbating. Ugly pussy never makes it pass the early stages of arousal. It only serves to put me in a certain mood. After all, it is cock that I crave exclusively.

 

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I knew it. there was nothing there for me. i looked at the picture of the naked girl and down between her legs was a vaccum, a void, if it wasn't ugly it sure as hell wasn't much to look at. I knew i needed cock. i knew i was gay. i knew that i was surpressing, albeit not very well, my homosexuality. I was so totally gay, so completely homosexual, and yet i would look at girls, sometimes anyway. Mostly i looked at guys but yet for some reason i held to an almost vacated notion that I wanted to be with naked girls, that girls turned me on. I figured that despite all of my gay fantasies and experiences I was probably more bisexual in classification than homosexual. Wrong! For over the years I realized the only turning-on that the thought of naked women had on me, in particular the thought of pussy, was directly the result of how uninterested I actually was in pussy. Hairy,wet pussy - eeeww, I cringe even writing this - was such a turn-off that it was a turn on; a phenomenon I explored in fantasy many times. Nowadays I barely get excited looking at icky cunt no matter how gay it reveals me to be. Nowadays, I fixate on cock almost the whole time that I'm masturbating. Ugly pussy never makes it pass the early stages of arousal. It only serves to put me in a certain mood. After all, it is cock that I crave exclusively.

That is such a strange comment. I don't consider human body parts ugly.

Personally, I wish men had vaginas. Imagine getting a big hairy brute pregnant. I never understood the gay male craving for cock. Sure it is impressive to see a cock shoot. It smells ok. However, I never liked the taste. I also never cared for some guy trying to bang with his cock. Cock is my least favorite part of a guy. I love to fuck hairy guys in the ass, but if it was a tight vagina that was impregnatable, I would be even more turned on.