Maybe I'm already gay?

[Stacy_TG]

My feminine side is very strong in me...

Same here, girl, same here. <3

 

[ck_san]

I had the same thoughts for a very long time. For me, while I was watching and imagining I was the girl sucking the cock, I was not attracted to the guy the cock was attached to. I found the girl to be hot as hell, and how sexy she looked sucking cock, and how it looked like she enjoyed doing it. I wanted to know what she was feeling while doing it. How does that cock feel and taste like in her mouth? As a guy knowing how amazing it feels to get head, how does she feel knowing in that moment she's creating so much pleasure for her partner? And then I sucked my first cock.

While it was only for a few short moments, I really enjoyed doing it. How it felt in my mouth, when his head pulsed briefly and I got a taste of his precum. I wanted so badly to keep going, but due to timing I couldn't. I was able to block out the fact the cock I was sucking was attached to a guy. Instead, it was me with a cock, and I wanted to please that cock the best I could, despite not having much time to be with it.

When I left his hotel room, I stepped right back into my life as it was before. Nothing changed for me, other than now I knew what a cock felt and tasted like. I sucked a cock, and I enjoyed doing it. While I can't wait to meet him again when he's in town next (looking like end of next week), my preference is still women. I don't see that ever changing, regardless of whatever label society pushes on me now.

I did that. Got on hormones for awhile. Didn't terribly enjoy it. Tried dating men and women as a woman which was fun but not something I wanted to really do forever. De transitioned, the dated women.

Though the memories of being feminine, hairless, and having a guy control my orgasm before he pounded my ass and mouth all night were great. Incredibly hot but I didn't want him around me. I still fantasized about women more then men. Women were perfect. Men had a dick and balls.

I figured I was straight with a vivid imagination and an boarderline addiction to sex. There was some shame in my experiences but I went full tilt with a top daddy dom who enjoyed my shame as a kink so it worked out in a way and wasn't bad. It's incredibly isolating though.

 

[KinkStevens]

Every time I jerk off to photos of men's dicks, and at the same time to photos of girls.. but I don't think about the girl sucking on me or me fucking her pussy... only the fact that I suck this dick and rather imagine myself in this girl's place....

Lusting for cock while having an aversion to pussy is gay.

 

[FeelingLikeMyself]

Lusting for cock while having an aversion to pussy is gay.

What about getting pounded in the ass while face down worshipping pussy and you're enjoying both cause they're the two most favorite things to do in the world.

While dressed as a sexy nun.

From Warhammer.

 

[KinkStevens]

What about getting pounded in the ass while face down worshipping pussy and you're enjoying both cause they're the two most favorite things to do in the world.

While dressed as a sexy nun.

From Warhammer.

Yeah thats not gay at all

 

[FeelingLikeMyself]

Yeah thats not gay at all

Cool. I was thinking all the hormones and anal sex was going to be a slam dunk yes.

'Ya live and 'ya learn.

 

[Funguy63]

I, too, enjoyed the old catalogs. I am not attracted to men, but to the cock. I so badly want to give in to an Alpha, and be used for a man's pleasure

 

[OlderBtm4U]

Yeah thats not gay at all

Maybe, but it sounds perfect

 

[Chefbgrif]

Every time I jerk off to photos of men's dicks, and at the same time to photos of girls.. but I don't think about the girl sucking on me or me fucking her pussy... only the fact that I suck this dick and rather imagine myself in this girl's place....

That’s where I see myself. I want to please a man and devour every drop of cum he has to give me.

 

[ericalauren]

Lusting for cock while having an aversion to pussy is gay.

That’s not necessarily true.

 

[Santos90A]

Every time I jerk off to photos of men's dicks, and at the same time to photos of girls.. but I don't think about the girl sucking on me or me fucking her pussy... only the fact that I suck this dick and rather imagine myself in this girl's place....

Lot’s of folks have gay fantasies and kinks so don’t overthink it. It’s just a pleasurable thought that you are having. Don’t put a label on it.

 

[tristantrotsky]

Every time I jerk off to photos of men's dicks, and at the same time to photos of girls.. but I don't think about the girl sucking on me or me fucking her pussy... only the fact that I suck this dick and rather imagine myself in this girl's place....

Why worry about definitions?
Sex is a wide-open banquet. Simply enjoy.

 

[Chefbgrif]

Why worry about definitions?
Sex is a wide-open banquet. Simply enjoy.

What do you enjoy

 

[Faggyanna]

What about getting pounded in the ass while face down worshipping pussy and you're enjoying both cause they're the two most favorite things to do in the world.

While dressed as a sexy nun.

From Warhammer.

Well, that's just having good taste!

 

[Faggyanna]

See, I always think of myself as bisexual, but hetero-romantic. I lust for cocks, tits, pussy and ass, but only one type at a time, and I don't think I've ever felt *love* for a guy, not in the same way as I have attachments to women, like my current partner.

But I'll say anything in a filthy mood.