First Same Sex Crush.

[vrosej10]

I was twelve and I completely adored a lovely Irish girl named Troina. She had the most magnificent dark red hair and brown eyes. I was terrified someone would guess. How bout you guys?

 

[bellezpetfemcl]

I was 13

it was with a blonde with broad shoulders at swim club.

 

[Stella_Omega]

Katie B broke my heart-- took my arm when we walked together, cuddled and giggled with me, but wouldn't let me touch her breasts.

 

[Fmature2play]

One of my best friends in the world let me cry on her shoulder (literally) during my divorce a couple years ago and we got so close that I started having "other" thoughts about us. Never got up the nerve to tell her tho and just chalked it up as a very emotional time causing it. I have been with a couple of women since but still haven't told her of my thoughts. Probably never will.

 

[40ishCouple]

interesting

One of my best friends in the world let me cry on her shoulder (literally) during my divorce a couple years ago and we got so close that I started having "other" thoughts about us. Never got up the nerve to tell her tho and just chalked it up as a very emotional time causing it. I have been with a couple of women since but still haven't told her of my thoughts. Probably never will.

My first affair with a girl was in college....she lost a family pet...cried on my shoulder for an hour, then started kissing me....went on for years....sigh....I loved her.

 

[bicuriouscd]

One of my best friends in the world let me cry on her shoulder (literally) during my divorce a couple years ago and we got so close that I started having "other" thoughts about us. Never got up the nerve to tell her tho and just chalked it up as a very emotional time causing it. I have been with a couple of women since but still haven't told her of my thoughts. Probably never will.

Did you ever feel she was attracted to you as well ?

 

[Fmature2play]

I honestly don't know if she was touching me to comfort or arouse. I was not in the best state of mind at times and looking back it could be read both ways I think.

 

[bicuriouscd]

Maybe it would be worth re-exploring , you might just have the right chemistry to make those sparks fly !

 

[Fmature2play]

I have thought of it often. She is such a good friend I would hate to be wrong and have her think less of me tho.

 

[bluesky496]

i was ** and it was during the school holidays , i was playing in the woods near our house and i came to a clearing and saw an older man playing with his cock and i fell in love on the spot ,he smiled aat me and asked me if i wanted to touch it , i couldnt resist , i had to touch this wonderful thing , i stroked it and followed his instructions as i took him in my mouth and sucked him , he was very gentle and didnt try to put it all in and he told me i was very good , when he started to cum i was surprised and delighted at the taste and he asked me to swallow which i did and that was the start of a beautiful holiday romance and gave me a wonderful experience .

 

[Stella_Omega]

Bluesky,

You can't mention really young ages like that!

 

[Wonder_Woman01]

When I was 12 I got my first crush on a girl in my softball team. It was only a few years later that I understood that the reason I couldn't bare the thought of being apart from her or not speaking to her everyday was because I had a crush on her. Sadly it never turned into anything but we are still friends so I guess you never know.

 

[bicuriouscd]

I have thought of it often. She is such a good friend I would hate to be wrong and have her think less of me tho.

I would think if she is a true friend she would understand where you are comming from even if she wasn't interested in you in that way.
I know I wouldn't judge a person for having feelings for me if I didn't feel the same for them , but that's me.
Good luck !
T

 

[Etoile]

Bluesky,

You can't mention really young ages like that!

Quite correct, I've removed the age.

It's okay to talk about feelings you had when you were young, like a crush, but reference to sexual activity under 18 is not permitted.

 

[vrosej10]

Quite correct, I've removed the age.

It's okay to talk about feelings you had when you were young, like a crush, but reference to sexual activity under 18 is not permitted.

Please note that I was very careful to follow this rule in my OP. I was hoping others would follow my lead.

 

[richfun]

A teenage crush on a lad called Andrew (both in our teens I mean). He had the most loverly looking soft blond hair, beautiful bum (we played rugby, cricket etc) and his laugh made me blush like an idiot. Ah.........

 

[scriptordelecto]

My first knock-me-on-my-ass crush was on a girl that worked with me. She had these big soulful brown eyes and the sweetest smile! Every time she grinned, I wanted to pin her to the wall and taste for myself if she was as sweet as she looked. *sigh*

 

[blueberree]

A girl named Kelly

I was a freshman in high school and she was a senior. She had long, very dark hair that was curly and delightful. Her eyes were a bright blue. She was tall and perfect. I couldn't hardly look at her when I spoke because I was afraid she'd read my mind.

 

[Noira]

When I was 12 I got my first crush on a girl in my softball team. It was only a few years later that I understood that the reason I couldn't bare the thought of being apart from her or not speaking to her everyday was because I had a crush on her. Sadly it never turned into anything but we are still friends so I guess you never know.

I was fourteen. It took me until I was, what... twenty... and the rest of it's the same deal.

But what can you do? You don't want to ruin a long lasting friendship like that... but it's impossible to think the crush away. D:

 

[Kitkat103]

I'd share mine but then it would violate literotica rules

 

[vrosej10]

I was a freshman in high school and she was a senior. She had long, very dark hair that was curly and delightful. Her eyes were a bright blue. She was tall and perfect. I couldn't hardly look at her when I spoke because I was afraid she'd read my mind.

That's how I felt and it was hard for me because our families were friends and we were left together a lot.

 

[lustatopia]

When I reached the age where the loins begin to stir we weren't allowed to even imagine having a crush on our mates. It was literally impossible to think in those terms during the Charles Bronson stone age.

Still my best bro and I experimented, lending each other helping hands - and more - and were deeply committed to each other and a few close mates, ready to defend each other to the death if need be. That's how we expressed our passions for each other, through bravado, acts of heroic (foolish) violence and loyalty. Was it not always so among young men with their masculine honour to evince?

Looking back on it today, I can see that I loved those blokes and that they were the most important people in the world to me. But we wouldn't have ever been able to say or even to think that about each other then.

Sad, really. Btw, none of them grew up to become gay, at least openly. None at all. Recently, due to internet connectivity we're all back in loose contact. I wonder whether someday we'll ever honestly discuss what those days halcyon days of our youth really meant to us?

 

[suffolkengland]

Another side to the crush thing...

I was about 15yo (boy) and talking about sex with my best friend, Mark. As usual. He dug out a booklet that his parents had given him about sex and amongst other stuff it said that it was usual for boys to have crushes on other boys, it might develop into play, it might just be 'a phase', blah, blah, blah.

I said it was BS. And he tried to get me to say who at school I had a crush on. I was close to an older boy who was like a sports mentor (long jump and sprinting), but I knew that I didn't have any emotional feelings for him. I knew I was normal/straight and said so.

He was a bit embarassed, and said that he didn't have a crush on anyone, either, but that it wasn't BS. Then he said that he knew because he'd noticed that his brother Dave - a year younger - had a crush on me!

From that moment on, I became embarassed to go over to his house. Because now that he'd said it, I noticed that Dave did seem to follow me about and find daft reasons to hang out when Mark had to go off to do something. If there was an argument Dave would side with me against Mark - whatever the subject. And also because I found I was checking Dave out. I'd idly wonder about what could happen, and I'd find myself imagining his lips slipping up and down my cock. And I was straight, I still thought.

Eventually, it became a regular wank fantasy of mine - although nothing ever happened for real. To this day I still think he had the best 'blow job' lips I've ever seen.

 

[DreamPisces]

Same sex crushes on friends

Incredibly difficult to control, but such a double edged sword. On one hand, it could open up an amazing level of intimacy and closeness between the both of you and on the other hand....well, it could pretty much destroy the relationship if you've never gotten signals from the other person that could be interpreted as a willingness to explore. But the crush still lingers...darn it! Oh, well...at least we're good friends *sigh*

 

[blueberree]

That's how I felt and it was hard for me because our families were friends and we were left together a lot.

Yes! Such a socially dangerous time. It still feels that way when I'm unsure. I feel like a teen risking it all. Even though I'm older now.