Field House

[DustyWolfe]

Keri climbs into the car, being careful as she sits down, not wanting to hurt her well marked bottom.

Dusty jumps as Jen speaks, she didn't hear her come up the stairs. She nods "Yes love"

 

[JenJ]

Juli watched Keri and pondered what she would do when they got home. She drove to their house.

Jen squeezed Dusty's hand as they walked up to the house. She went into where Kallie was. "Big sis I know you wish to talk to Dusty and I need some time."

Kallie looked up and smiled. "Yes I do lil sis. Lil sis?" She asked that just hoping that Jen would catch what she was asking.

Jen looked at Kallie and just nodded she knew what would happen and was fine with that. She went upstairs and put clean clothes on and went back down to the water.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri remains quiet the rest of the way home. She knows that she has doubly disappointed her love and it kills her.

Dusty squeezes Jen's hand back gently. She remains strong for Jen even though she is shaking like a leaf on the inside. She looks up at Kallie a bit unsure of herself now. Dusty stands near the door, watching Jen go upstairs then come back down and out the door.

 

[JenJ]

Juli went around and opened the door for Keri. "You didn't doubly disappoint me. I knew you would be with Jen."

Kallie smiled at Dusty. "Little one what's on your mind?"

Jen looked out at the water and twisted her necklace a bit. "I have finally moved on my Kristen my Mistress I didn't think I would. Oh she reminds me of me it is scary."

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri climbs out of the car and looks up at Juli, she swallows hard and slowly starts walking to the door. She goes back and grabs her bag out of the patrol car though, because it holds the videos she grabbed.

Dusty looks at Kallie because she loves to be called 'little one" but her emotions take over and she starts to back up towards the door, immediately breaking eye contact with Kallie as she does so. Her mind is reeling and racing ahead of her as she fumbles around, reaching behind her for the door knob.

 

[JenJ]

Juli watches Keri and takes a hold of her hand leading her inside of the house.


Kallie got up and took ahold of Dusty. "You aren't running anywhere little one. What's on your mind?"


Jen stood looking at the water talking to Kristen outloud as was her custom this day. "I wish you could tell me you approve of this. I think you gave me this because I knew when I saw her I was interested she reminded me of me and that is why. Oh how I still miss you though my first love I shall always miss you and I shall always love you until the end of time though my heart finally let someone else in."

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri looks at Juli's hand as hers is grabbed and walks into the house with Juli slowly, her heart pounding.

Dusty looks up at Kallie as she grabs ahold of her, she opens her mouth to say something but can't speak.

 

[JenJ]

Juli smiled at Keri again. "We will be having a very long talk before anything else occurs." She lead Keri upstairs to the bedroom.

Kallie wrapped her arms around Dusty. "Little one it's okay you can talk to me."

Jen stared out at the water for a long time her thoughts floating to her and Kristen.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri follows Juli up to the bedroom silently, she remembers that she left her uniform at Kallie and Katelyn's house and sighs as they reach the bedroom.

Dusty stiffens at first as Kallie wraps her arms around her, then finally starts to relax as she hears Kallie's voice. "Overwhelmed, I miss my family, and this love and belonging stuff is new to me. Mostly though, I miss my family... No matter how bad it was."

 

[JenJ]

Juli smiled at Keri. "Your uniform is here baby I grabbed it." She sat down on the bed and patted beside her.

Kallie rocked Dusty in her arms gently. "Of course you miss them little one it's natural to miss them no matter how bad it was. I miss Kristen every day and I miss my parents still but not as much as when it first happened. As for the love and belonging that you will get used to in time." She kissed the top of Dusty's head. "You were thrust into this whole situation really fast."

Jen sighed and wished she were in Washington to place flowers on Kristen's grave. She grabbed her cell out and dialed a number. "Shelly can you go put flowers on Kristen's grave for me today. White Roses yes I'll pay you back for them when we get home."

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri sighs, avoiding eye contact with Juli as she sits down heavily next to her on the bed, then gets back up and gets her cushion and kneels at her feet.

Dusty takes a deep breath and relaxes against Kallie, silent tears trickling down her cheek as she looks over Kallie's shoulder at nothing in particular. She listens to Kallie intently "Yes Ma'am."

 

[JenJ]

Juli reached down and ran her fingers through Keri's hair. "You put your life in danger again. Why did you do that when you know that I can't even begin to think of life without you. Keri you have to take care of yourself and not do things that put yourself in danger. Yes I know your job puts you in danger and I accept that but this was beyond your job."

Kallie held Dusty close to her. "Little one the five of us have a unquie bond and you will be part of that you already are. The reason we have the bond is because we helped each other two years ago Jen took care of Keri when she couldn't do much of anything. And we helped Jen because she totally broke down."

Jen wiped the tears that were coming down from her eyes.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri relaxes a bit as Juli runs her fingers through her hair. She knows that she can't possibly argue with a single thing that Juli has said "Yes Mistress, you are right. But something inside of me snapped when I saw Katelyn like that. It brough back so many bad memories... And now.... I have the answers about Angeline, um as well as some about myself."

Dusty listen to Kallie quietly, snuggling up against her more but not sure of what to say so she replies with a simple "Yes Ma'am"

 

[JenJ]

Juli listened to Keri talk. She continues to run her fingers through Keri's hair. "What answers did you get about yourself?"

Kallie held Dusty closer. "Do you have questions?"

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri sighs softly, "Well I guess that statement was a bit of wishful thinking because we haven't watched the videos yet, but I know there will answers." Her body starts to get a bit rigid as if saying -I can't say the words right now- without actually saying it. She looks up at Juli with a determined look "Juli... I had to do this. I am sorry that it upset you, but I can't say that if I would take it back."

Dusty starts to shake her head but stops herself "No Ma'am, I don't think so."

 

[JenJ]

Juli listens to Keri. "Then we should watch the video's so these are different video's then before?" Juli tips Keri's head up. "Which is why you are as you are love but I am going to thrash you because you put yourself in danger again."

Kallie kissed the top of Dusty's head again. "Okay what would you like to talk about."

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri looks into Juli eyes "Yes Mistress I deserve to be thrashed. I believe they are different. The last of Angeline was fuzzy, but umm.. this tape is the one I was looking for. I call it a tape but it's actually and 8mm film... It should be quite clear cause that camera was close. As for the other well... " She just hangs her head back down without finishing her sentence.

Dusty leans up against Kallie, smiling as the top of her head is kissed. She looks up at Kallie and smiles shyly "Not sure."

 

[JenJ]

Juli pulls Keri up and holds her close to her. "We shall look at them later." Juli takes a deep breath. "Your thrashing shall wait until later I will not do so when I'm still upset and angry."

Kallie smiled at Dusty. "Would you like to do anything?"

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri snuggles up close to Juli, she pulls away from her and looks in her eyes "Wait... When I said the other I meant the video regarding me. I was not being dismissive of my own actions" she says with a heavy sigh, her head dipping lower "Sorry that I failed to make myself clear."

Dusty blushes at Kallie as she smiles down at her. She looks around the room and takes a deep breath, still calming herself down a bit "I'm not sure Ma'am"

 

[JenJ]

Juli looked at Keri a moment. "I knew what you ment Keri." Juli looked into Keri's eyes again. "But you know that I won't raise my hand in punshiment if I'm upset of angry this is why I am waiting."

Kallie smiled at Dusty and settles down before Dusty. "Well we could do as we did earlier."

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri sinks back to her knees, kneeling at Juli's feet and looking at the floor. "I made you mad again..."

Dusty watches Kallie crouch down in front of her and say what she said. She blushes brightly and not knowing what to do or say in response to that she kneels down in front of Kallie.

 

[JenJ]

Juli looks at Keri. "You made me mad because I could have lost you again. I can't lose you and make it again Keri."

Kallie smiles at Dusty and leans over brushing a soft kiss to her lips.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri sighs and remains as she is "I'm sorry, you have my word that it will never happen again."

Dusty blushes brightly as Kallie brushes a kiss to her lips, she closes her eyes and remains still as if she isn't quite sure what to do now.

 

[JenJ]

Juli smiled at Keri. "Good girl. As for you and Jen that was bound to happen but you should have just asked."

Kallie pulled Dusty close to her and broke the kiss. "Little one what we do is up to you."

Jen watched the water thinking of Kristen.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Keri looks up at smiles at Juli "Thank you for understanding, and again I am sorry."

Dusty snuggles up close to Kallie, showing that she is okay with this just very shy still. She looks up at Kallie and says softly "What about Jen?"