Yes Daddy-Closed.

[Perplexia]

Jennifer sat with legs mimicking the fetal position as her head rest with a pillow on the arm of the couch. She was watching a documentary called Kink. Her head rose up when she heard the door and quickly turned off the Tv.

"Are you okay?" she asked him with concern. "Everything go well with the drinks and dinner?" She got up slowly and walked over to him. Lowering herself down to her knees, placing her hands on her thighs and her head looking down. Kink had taught her a few things, that she though Niall would enjoy. Though from what she understood there were many umbrellas in the world of BDSM.
Not everyone liked their 'submissives' to kneel. She also saw a big difference between being a slave and being a submissive. She was not the first, for certain.

Jennifer wanted to show him appreciation by learning what she assumed he enjoy. She still hadn't grasped it all, but for him she was trying. For him, she knew she'd try just about anything. She was so proud of how he also was able to conduct himself today in a professional matter. In a way it was almost freeing for her to do her job more efficiently, her mind wasn't befuddled with lust and desire or day dreaming over her boss. Instead she had the confidence and trust that she was his.

He was finally here 'home' as it were. A life perhaps one day they may have.

 

[Kevinjkson]

Niall had just managed to get himself under control. The argument in his head had been long and loud, but as he drew near his hotel room, and the cool air from the walk cleared his head slightly, his rational brain won out. He would be gentle tonight. Kind. Keep himself under lock and key.

Then he opened the door, and she came to him and knelt at his feet, and all of that rationality and control went straight out of his head. She was so fucking hot. And she was offering herself to him. Kneeling before him. Submitting to him. Somewhere deep inside a small voice cried "She knows not what she does," but to no avail. A growl escaped his lips as all thoughts of being kind and caring disappeared - replaced with pure animal lust channeled through his highly Dominant personality.

Before he could help himself he grasped a handful of her hair and tilted her head up so that he could look down into her eyes. He left her no choice. No options. He was a strong man, in the peak of his fitness. And he needed. Badly. Thirsted. And he would have what he wanted. Right now.

The teacher in him disappeared. The mentor fled seconds later. There is a feeling that comes when all inhibitions disappear. When your true natural personality, unfiltered by societal expectations and cultural norms, takes over. For Niall, that natural personality was Dominance.

She had not known. Could not have known, what kneeling like that would do to him. But she was about to find out.

As his left hand in her hair lifted her to her feet, his right came under her jaw lifting her lips to his. He crushed them with a kiss so hard, so aggressive, that if he had been thinking in any way at all would have scared him. He tongue drove past her teeth, claiming, marking, demanding.

Some very very small part of his brain watched to see how she would react. Knowing that he should care...

 

[Perplexia]

Kneeling for him to her meant showing him, she was willing to try to appease the lifestyle he wanted.
Maria gasped when he grasped her hair and made her look up at him. The look in his eyes wasn't something she'd seen before. He pulled up making her rise so his lips could crush hers in such a fiery passion it hurt. She did her best to match his passion and desire. But she didn't know yet what it meant to be kissed like this. She pulled back with confusion as her hand went to her sore lip. "Niall" she almost whimpered "Please Let go, I'm not ready for your rough side." she said with a tinge of uncertainty, but not fear as his hand held her hair.

How was she to know that this would have done that to him. Was it this. or was it just the alcohol he smelled and tasted of. She stepped forward placing her hand on his face gently and kissed him with a sweet loving adoring passion. Her breasts pressed against his chest. She continued kissing him as she undid his tie, and unbuttoned his suit jacket. "Let me help you get comfortable please" she said softly.

She had had a glimpse of his pure raw dominant fire. It didn't scare her. But she also knew that if he used it to claim her, he'd regret it.

 

[Kevinjkson]

When she pulled away, told him to let go, his higher brain functions kicked back in. And so did something else, a feeling that he hadn't felt in a very long time.

"I am so sorry Jennifer."

"I see that you don't want me. You want the idealized version of me that you have built in your mind, but you do not want the real me."

"The real me is rough, and demanding, and very very kinky. The real me has moods that run from kind and gentle to what you just saw, and worse."

"You deserve someone kind and gentle and loving. Someone who will take care of you, not someone like me..."

"We will go back to just being colleagues. I promise you that nothing will change, I will not treat you any differently because of what happened between us."

 

[Perplexia]

"You are wrong Niall, you are the only one i have ever wanted. I do not know all sides to you yet. Nor do you know all of mine. But what i do know is if you had stayed in that mindset, you would have regretted it. I am not against your kinkiness, your roughness, or your demandingness." she shook her head placing her hand upon his cheek.
"If i was against it, i wouldn't have
spent the last hour watching a documentary. I knelt to show you i was willing to try being in your world. If you had believed that throwing me into the deep end was the best way for me to learn your world. Then last night you would have taken me then."

"Do not assume to know what's best for me. There is no going back for me. I am not afraid of being alone. But what i do know is that we both bring out something in each other that we both need."

She wasn't loud when she spoke to him, she wasn't going to throw a tantrum, she wasn't going to beg him. This would need to be something he was going to have to decide on his own.

She went to the couch and picked up her bag, placed his card on the end table, and headed toward the door.

 

[Kevinjkson]

As she passed, he gently grasped her arm.

"Are you sure Jennifer? You have seen a flash of who I really am, what I am capable of. Are you sure that is the man that you want? I can teach you how to handle all of me, every side, every mood. But you have to want it. Is that what you want?"

"If it is then put your bag down and come to me in the bedroom. If it isn't go back to your room, and we will never speak of any of this again."

Then he bent down and kissed her. Not incredibly gently, but not with the aggression that he showed earlier either. With a promise of more to come. The kiss lingered for a moment, his tongue flicking lightly, before he broke it off and walked away towards the bedroom.

 

[Perplexia]

She looked to the grip he had on her arm. "I've seen a flash of part of who you are Niall" she said softly. "If i didn't want it, i wouldn't have been trying to find ways to slowly get myself into the world you live in. But more than anything I choose you."

She returned his kiss purring softly. "one stipulation" she said softly "Don't ever try to push me away like that again. I realize that this 'connection' we have between us is scary, and probably different for you. I don't know what happened between you and your ex wife. But you can't solve it by pushing me away. I'm not afraid of being alone. But i would rather be with you."

Placing her bag down on the table she followed him into the bedroom.

 

[Kevinjkson]

When she came in, he stood up off the bed. A huge flood of emotion flowed through him, a combination of relief, passion, lust, attraction, appreciation and more.

"Come here," he said, gesturing to the carpeted floor next to the bed.

As she approached, he gently reached out, placing a hand on either shoulder, and gave a light push down, "kneel, as you were before Jen."

As she sank to her knees, he spoke.

"First you need to learn to kneel properly. Every Dominant has individual preferences - but you need only care about mine, at least for now."

He reached down and removed her shoes, tossing them to the wall of the bedroom.

"The tops of your feet flat on the floor. Sit back, your butt on your heels. Back straight. Head up - some prefer the more 'demure' head and eyes down, but not me. Shoulders back so that your breasts are displayed properly for me."

"Now open your knees wide Jen. It will feel exposed - as walking down the hotel hallway dressed like that must have. This position, with your knees wide, it is inviting, welcoming, it signals your openness and availaibility to be touched, to be used. Always keep your knees open when you are with me like this, outside of work, unless we are in public and it would be inappropriate."

"Good."

"Now tell me what you learned about this position, and what it signifies. Tell me what message you were trying to deliver to me by kneeling when I came in..."

 

[Perplexia]

Jennifer followed him into the bedroom. She went by his side and followed his instructions to kneel.

She listened as he described how each Dominant had their own preferences when it came to kneeling. When he said 'at least for now.' She hung on to those words. She wondered if that meant he was still thinking she would leave him, or if he would get tired of her, and push her back out the door.

As he removed her shoes, she smiled softly. It was a caring act to do that, at least she thought it was.

She followed his instructions tops of the feet flat on the ground back straight, head up, her eyes looking into his as her shoulders went back and breasts up. Her knees opened her eyes stayed with his.

"This means to you, that I'm available to be touched and and used by you, when I knelt at the door for you. It was me showing you that I'm willing to learn, and research what it means to be submissive. I did it to surprise you, to show you that even when you're not here I was thinking of you."

 

[Kevinjkson]

"I love that you are thinking of me Jennifer, even when I am not here. That is delightful."

"And you did surprise me!" he smiled.

"Take care that you understand what you are doing, if you do it before I teach it to you."

"You are right that kneeling like that means something to me, and when you caught me in a certain mood, and sent me those signals, I reacted very instinctively..."

"To kneel in this way is an act of submission. A statement that you make about your desires and your intentions. A very powerful statement."

"Over time, kneeling like this will have an immediate effect on your body. It will learn that this position means that you are about to be used, about to serve. I will train your body to be sexually stimulated by the simple act of kneeling like this."

"Now, tell me what you learned last night. Tell me how it made you feel to watch me touch myself. To watch me cum. Tell me what you want to do tonight Jen. I will decide. But you may give voice to your desires - you need to learn to speak plainly, and to have me speak plainly to you, about play."

 

[Perplexia]

Jennifer thought for a few moments before replying. "I learned the different ways to stimulate your cock, I learned how the slightest action can excite you, it filled me with a sort of accomplishment watching you cum for me. Knowing that i was the reason your cock got so hard. I was the reason that your cum exploded out of you."

Her brain was still filled with his reaction, and his words that he used. She pondered for a moment before replying to him.

"As for tonight, I think I'd like to go for a walk. I'd also like your thoughts on what I said before I followed you in here. Perhaps we could even go to the hot tub, if not both."

It was part of who he was, she excepted that, and even embraced that. But her brain was still adjusting. She desired him, wanted him, and was above attracted to him. But she also wanted to get to know him, and feel that connection they were building on different levels as well.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"If you can make me hard with your mouth and hands in three minutes or less, then we will go for your walk."

"Show me what you learned last night. Show me that you can be a sexual creature for me, as well as an intellectual one."

"Show me how eager you are to get to know this side of me, and then you can walk with the other side of me..."

 

[Perplexia]

Jennifers eyes stayed with his as she listened to what he said. It was a negotiation in fact. Show him what he needs to see. show him that you want this too.

She nodded her head agreeing to his conditions. "so you want me to take your cock, suck it into my mouth and make you so hard that i can lick the precum right off the tip?" she asked with a little sexy rasp to her voice as her fingers were already undoing his pants.

Her eyes stayed locked on his as her hands yanked down his pants. Her fingertips lightly moving up the side of his legs. Slowly her fingers moved to the front of his thighs and up over his boxers where his cock was. Slowly she let her fingers slide over his covered balls and shaft. Her eyes never leaving his.

Jens palm moved up and down his boxers until her thumbs worked their way into the band of his boxers an slowly pulled them down. One hand moved down to his balls slowly rolling, while her other hand moved ups his shirt to play with his nipples. before making it down his abs to the base of his cock. Where she began to slowly stroke it placing the pressure at its base where he told her. and her face moved forward taking the head of his cock into her mouth.

Her tongue found the spot right under the head where she pressed as she sucked licked and flicked it before pushing more of him into her mouth, her lips so tight around it as she bobbed her head up and down what she could comfortably fit in her mouth. before pulling it back to the head and placing her tongue right under the head as her other hand continued to stroke the base. All the while her eyes looking up to his.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"Yes Jen. Make me hard. Show me that you want this side of me, show me that you can be my naughty, slutty girl as well as my amazing PA."

He felt himself starting to swell as she worked him with her mouth and tongue. She would need a lot of training to be expert at this - but she had natural talent and enthusiasm, which was what he really wanted to see. He knew that he was thicker than most, and that properly worshiping him was no easy task.

He let a hand slide down and rest on top of her head as she worked to make him hard - encouraging her and giving her gentle signals to draw him in as deep as she could.

"Can you feel me getting hard for you Jen? Feel how you are turning me on? That is one of the wonderful things about taking me into your mouth - you have a direct connection between what you are doing and how it is making me feel..."

"Keep going now, make me nice and hard - be my good girl Jen."

 

[Perplexia]

His encouragement was exactly what she needed to continue to try to suck more and more of him into her mouth. Her lips tight creating a sheath for his mighty sword. Sucking his cock till she gagged and gurgled, Her head continued bobbing up and up down on him. Using her tongue to press the places he moaned the most. She found a certain power in sucking his cock. She found herself wanting to be his naughty slutty girl, his good girl, his everything.

She moaned on his shaft, causing vibrations to go down its length, licking, teasing and sucking him like it was his cum she wanted to quench a thirst he created with in her core. She felt him growing, and swelling in her mouth. Somehow Jen managed to adjust and continue. She found herself wanting to make him hard. Wanting to be the one that created that with in him.

Niall had a way of creating a fire with in her. A way of taking her thoughts and doubts, and turn them into focusing on him. She continued to suck him deeper and tighter as he encouraged her to continue to suck him. Make him grow hard, make his cock swell , make his cock know her mouth.

She slowly let his cock pop from her mouth, and slowly ran her tongue from the base to the tip, flicking it, and placing soft kisses up and down his shaft, softly blowing on it before pushing it back into her mouth as deep as she could before slowly pulling back just to the tip and using her tongue to press again right under the tip.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"Good girl Jen."

"See how amazing it is when you can feel me getting hard as you worship? That direct connection that tells you that you are pleasing me, making me feel good."

"Someday, if you are a very good girl, you will be allowed to make me cum like this. To feel me growing harder and harder in your mouth until you finally earn your reward."

"You did very well girl. Very well indeed for your first time with me. You will learn every millimeter of my cock, learn where I am most sensitive, learn what makes me hard. Tonight you did very well my good girl."

"Now, if you wish, you can get a washcloth, wipe me dry, put me back in my pants, and we an take that walk..."

 

[Perplexia]

Jennifer listened to his praise and what he had to say. She did feel good about making him hard with her mouth. He was her first blowjob ever, despite what she was sure his son was spreading around. She would need to research other techniques as well as what she memorized from his moaning and gasping.

Every millimeter, every inch, that was her overall plan. "thank you" she replied to his comments of her doing a good job." She got up and went to his bathroom and got a warm washcloth, and returned to wiping his cock down. Before placing him back in his boxers, and then pants.

"How was dinner" she asked picking up her bag as she waited for him by the door.

When he was ready they went to the elevator where she offered him her hand to hold.

The night air was cool, but not too cold. As they walked she took in the night sky.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"Dinner was, as these things almost always are, 'fine'."

"Jeremy, the client, likes to be taken out to a fancy dinner and made to feel important. So that is what he gets. If we land this deal, next year's revenue plan will be in the bag."

"You have questions, and they aren't about how my dinner was. Ask them. I will answer you honestly, whether I think the answer is what you want to hear or not."

 

[Perplexia]

"I went over everything Jeremy said he wanted in the email you gave me, and added a couple of sweeteners you approved. He'd be a fool not to go with us. From what I discovered in my research, he has a habit of waiting thinking if he does it long enough, that he'll get extra incentives. Yet his decisions always seems to go with the ones that don't budge. I think he subconsciously respects those companies more."

They walked until they reached the river and she stopped and turned into him before answering his question of her questions.

She nodded listening to him as they walked. "What was your thoughts on what I said before I came into the bedroom?" "Do you understand that you are my choice. I may not be experienced in 'sex', but I am mature enough to know who I am, and what I want and deserve. What I will and will not tolerate, I get this is new and maybe even different then what you may have considered."

 

[Kevinjkson]

"I hear you when you say that I am your choice, yes. But I wonder if you really understand what that means, who I really am."

"When Ian's mother died, I made a promise to myself to never hide my real personality again. To never stop being true to myself. I understood that that likely meant no permanent, emotionally connected relationships in the future. We don't live in a big city, where there are lots of people who share my, well, my proclivities. We live in an area without a vibrant kink scene, and I accepted the implications of that."

"But you need to understand that if you want me, you get the real me. Not your fantasy version of who I am. I am willing to build something together, to find middle ground on many topics. I can compromise on how the house is decorated and where we take vacations. But I cannot change who I am, and I will not hide it either. If you want me, you get the kind, loving, caring me of last night; and you also get the man that came through that door tonight. I will move in your direction on many things if we are the right fit for each other. But I cannot, I will not, change this."

"I hear your willingness, even eagerness, to explore. To learn. I appreciate your watching that documentary, the statement that you intended to make by kneeling. You were amazing last night, and again tonight."

"But it isn't 'sex.' If you think about it as something separate from the rest of my life, perhaps from the rest of our lives together, then this will never work..."

 

[Perplexia]

"I don't view it as separate, and i do realize that I made an error in trying to surprise you. I do understand the fundamentals thus far, I do understand this is part of who you are, and this is a lifestyle choice. I'm not against that. I knew all of this before I found myself falling for you. I've seen your 'playroom'. I think the intensity of the way you came at me tonight scared me. It wasn't something we'd built up to. I think if you continue to train me as you are, and show me new things, that this could last as long as we want it to."

Jennifer wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tightly. "I understand that there are many different styles and such. You just have to teach me yours. All i'm interested in is yo."

 

[Kevinjkson]

"Mmmmmmm. I like the idea of teaching you very much Jen."

"As long as you are clear that, as they say, if you are in for a penny you are in for a pound. You get all of me, or none of me..."

"Do you have questions for me? Things that you want to talk about, or are curious about?"

"If not, I fear that in my current mood, I am going to turn the conversation back to the topic of you learning," he says with a sly grin.

 

[Perplexia]

"To want just a part of someone is pointless" she said softly. "I knew from the start it was an all or nothing situation. Someone doesn't buy that many toys and just give them up." she said with a laugh. "Though that does lead me to my next question, when we get home how do you think we should navigate the topic of us as a couple, to your son? I'm perfectly happy just giving you a key to my place till your ready to navigate that."

The last thing she wanted to be was an issue between him and his idiot son. "Or we could go back an get in the hot tub and you could navigate that". She matched his sly grin.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"I think the hot tub would be delightful. It has been a very long day..."

"And as to home, and my son, and how to navigate potentially choppy waters - that is all going to take some time."

"He is used to my wanting my 'alone time' - so that won't be an issue. But it might be best not to have to have the whole 'I'm dating your ex-gf' convo just yet. Let's get through the conference, and then we can talk about how we want to continue to get to know each other, and spend time together, when we are back home."

"We may end up spending some vanilla time at your place, and then making space for play time at my place, we will see."

"But for now let's do head back. I could use a good soak," he said, putting his hands above his head in a circle - the universal sign of "angelic" thoughts...