feeling lost.

[female987654321]

I feel like I am trapped. Like I'm missing out on real passion and good sex, because I married the first guy that showed interest in me. I guess I didn't know any better and just stayed with him throughout the years. Now I'm discovering things I want to explore, but being married doesn't make that easy. I tried exploring some with my husband but, it didn't do much for me.
I want more of dominant man in bed, and I've told him many times.
I know I'm missing good sex. I know it's out there...
Sorry if this doesn't make sense to those who read it.

 

[Chancellor_Palpatine]

I feel like I am trapped. Like I'm missing out on real passion and good sex, because I married the first guy that showed interest in me. I guess I didn't know any better and just stayed with him throughout the years. Now I'm discovering things I want to explore, but being married doesn't make that easy. I tried exploring some with my husband but, it didn't do much for me.
I want more of dominant man in bed, and I've told him many times.
I know I'm missing good sex. I know it's out there...
Sorry if this doesn't make sense to those who read it.

Sounds like you need a REAL man with a 9 inch cawk who is ALPHA AS FUCK and will turn you into a whimpering, drooling cum slut.

Interested?

 

[Antryg_Windrose]

Sounds like a 51-year-old guy in skivvies in his mom's basement, eating cheetohs one-handed.

 

[Captainnumnuts]

https://emojipedia-us.s3.amazonaws.com/thumbs/120/emoji-one/104/rolling-on-the-floor-laughing_1f923.png

 

[Saint_Ann]

987654321 ÷ 123456789 = 8
123456789 + 987654321 = 1,111,111,110

 

[Captainnumnuts]

987654321 ÷ 123456789 = 8
123456789 + 987654321 = 1,111,111,110

You do that too?

 

[Hypoxia]

You do that too?

I've been mentally calculating cylinder sizes for double-action triple-expansion reciprocating steam motors. Each succeeding cylinder should have about 2.25x the capacity of the prior one. That's easier than thinking about steam turbines.

 

[Captainnumnuts]

I've been mentally calculating cylinder sizes for double-action triple-expansion reciprocating steam motors. Each succeeding cylinder should have about 2.25x the capacity of the prior one. That's easier than thinking about steam turbines.

That's interesting. For a few people, thinking w/numbers and/or calculating things in their head is a relaxation technique.

I do it sometimes w/out really thinking about it. Mostly it's basic addition or subtraction. Sometimes it's a small type algebra formula. Whenever I drive or do something similar in that type function, I calculate distances, rate of speed, or even ETAs. My mind seems to do it a lot more than usual lately. Especially when I'm alone and working on some type project outside of writing. When I'm alone and deeply focused on something unfamiliar, #'s and calculations dance in my head and seem to work or come together better as it's related to whatever I'm working on. It's relatively new resulting from a head injury about a year ago. I'm not shy about it, but like the thread title says, I feel 'lost'. But only when my brain does that w/out me really thinking about it.

I rebuilt this computer that way, not really knowing what I was doing until I started on it. I also repaired 2 cars lately w/what's called an electrical cluster. Both similar in nature and design. The cars' computer chips was somehow sending the wrong 'signals' to many of the various components, but it wasn't the chip nor the components - it had something to do w/relays within the clusters.

 

[Captainnumnuts]

987654321 ÷ 123456789 = 8
123456789 + 987654321 = 1,111,111,110

Actually, I wanted to sing that song, "8-6-7-5-3-0-9 Jenny" lyrics.

 

[Saint_Ann]

Actually, I wanted to sing that song, "8-6-7-5-3-0-9 Jenny" lyrics.

You and about 29 AJ alts.

 

[Debbie]

I feel like I am trapped. Like I'm missing out on real passion and good sex, because I married the first guy that showed interest in me. I guess I didn't know any better and just stayed with him throughout the years. Now I'm discovering things I want to explore, but being married doesn't make that easy. I tried exploring some with my husband but, it didn't do much for me.
I want more of dominant man in bed, and I've told him many times.
I know I'm missing good sex. I know it's out there...
Sorry if this doesn't make sense to those who read it.

Do you love him?

If you do and want to work things out maybe he'd be open to you role playing outside of the marriage?

 

[Hypoxia]

That's interesting. For a few people, thinking w/numbers and/or calculating things in their head is a relaxation technique.

I have a mundane purpose. I force myself to sleep thinking of designs and equations as distraction from real-world problems from near and far that, if I obsessed over, would keep me awake forever.

I don't want to think about medical details, financial details, or forces and events over which I have no control. I'd go nutz. I think about cylinder calculations and music transpositions and cataloging artifacts and other such trivialities. My partner can worry about the serious stuff. I'll skip the stress.