feeling discontent

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today I woke up not really happy with the way things are going in my life.


It isn't like I want a new experience in a new environment... I just a better experience in the environment that I already have. I know that the only way to go about this is to take pro-active steps and change things myself but it is difficult.


I wake up each day wondering what it is that I have to change about myself and each day it gets harder and harder. I feel as if I had whittled myself down to the bare essentials. Now all that is left to change... is her.


To an extent, she knows this... and she wants it to happen so badly, and she is trying. But these things don't happen over night. They take time.

 

[PinkOrchid]

 

[Monazwx]

Patience, grasshopper . . .

 

[someplace]

I would point you to some words of wisdom from one of the great souls in this place:

https://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?s=&postid=10979738#post10979738

 

[miss_kate]

I know how you feel Sweety.

It is all a mind set- try really hard and think about all the good things about yourself and your life. Sometimes you have to step back to figure out that there are things about your life that are beautiful and not worth changing.

Should your girl change, or should your attitude towards her change?

 

[Ezzy]

It isn't like I want a new experience in a new environment... I just want a better experience in the environment that I already have. I know that the only way to go about this is to take pro-active steps and change things myself but it is difficult.


I wake up each day wondering what it is that I have to change about myself and each day it gets harder and harder. I feel as if I had whittled myself down to the bare essentials. Now all that is left to change... is her.

Ok, two different areas here, changing yourself and her changing herself.

If you are a reader try some of the self improvement books in your local library.

Here is the amazon best list for self improvement.

The top of the list is well worth reading, as are lots of other books on the list, sorry it is Amazon UK it happened to be where I looked, you will get a similar list from any of the big online book stores.

You read them to change yourself and she reads them to change herself.