Done

[the_pet]

i have no words to stop the pain

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pet

 

[LittleJade]

I don't know much about your situation, but I do know that I'm sorry for your pain, and for the feeling of loss you must have just now.

My hope for you, is that you come back, not necessarily to us, but to yourself, after some time away from the kink related part of yourself. I hope that you don't close the door permanently, to this part of your soul... and that, when you do come back to it, you will find in the lifestyle all that you had sought before, and much more.

If ever you'd like to talk, please don't hesitate to send a PM.

 

[SubKekiLee]

Bunny
I am sorry you are goin thru this,.. We have had our share of disagreements , uuuh well only one.... but you are important to me and I am sorry FATASS did this to you .. Ill kick his ass..

 

[subfem1963]

I am so sorry this has happened to you, I enjoy reading your posts, so hope you decide to come back soon, In your own time.
Sending a big hug your way.

 

[DVS]

...I'm leaving Lit. Too many memories here; I can't deal with them. I've already closed my CollarMe and Bondage accounts. I'm leaving the lifestyle for awhile, probably forever. I can't even come close to putting into words how I feel right now. Not trying to be dramatic or anything, but yeah. I'm gone. Thank you to all the friends I've made.

Don't to that. If you do, he only wins again. He gets the satisfaction that he affected you that much.

The thing to do is take a little break. Replenish your heart with something wholesome and trusting for a while. Relax and replenish your soul. After a while, you'll feel better. You'll feel stronger and more your old self again. You will have moved on from his petty crap...on to an even better existance than before. Use this as a stepping stone for learning and advancing. You'll come out stronger and wiser and tougher. And you'll be happier, too, that you didn't let him win.

 

[FurryFury]

Don't to that. If you do, he only wins again. He gets the satisfaction that he affected you that much.

The thing to do is take a little break. Replenish your heart with something wholesome and trusting for a while. Relax and replenish your soul. After a while, you'll feel better. You'll feel stronger and more your old self again. You will have moved on from his petty crap...on to an even better existance than before. Use this as a stepping stone for learning and advancing. You'll come out stronger and wiser and tougher. And you'll be happier, too, that you didn't let him win.

*nods agreeing*

 

[Chris_Xavier]

The thing to do is take a little break. Replenish your heart with something wholesome and trusting for a while. Relax and replenish your soul. After a while, you'll feel better.

LOL.. imagines bb singing Koombyyah (however you spell it) don't work for me. Mental images of bb slicing off his balls.. more about her speed - at least in my book.

 

[DVS]

LOL.. imagines bb singing Koombyyah (however you spell it) don't work for me. Mental images of bb slicing off his balls.. more about her speed - at least in my book.

See, while she's sitting by the campfire, roasting marshmallows for Smores and singing Koombyyah (I took your spelling, because I can't spell it either), she's also sharpening her machete, for when she comes back as that stronger, tougher her. Revenge is always best when served cold.

 

[HB1965]

I think she needs a week at spa

 

[Chris_Xavier]

See, while she's sitting by the campfire, roasting marshmallows for Smores and singing Koombyyah (I took your spelling, because I can't spell it either), she's also sharpening her machete, for when she comes back as that stronger, tougher her. Revenge is always best when served cold.

LOL. .okay I can see that. Too bad bibunny won't be logging on again to see this conversation. I think she would be amused.

 

[DVS]

LOL. .okay I can see that. Too bad bibunny won't be logging on again to see this conversation. I think she would be amused.

I think she'll be back. She's just hurting, right now. People do and say a lot of things, when they're hurting. It's part of the healing process. She's smart. She'll rethink her decision and come back after she finishes the Smores and cleans off her machete.

 

[HB1965]

Submitting to someone especially when you have feelings for that person is a big thing. Then to find out that the person you submitted to doesn't want you, it's a heavy blow. If she does come back it will be a long time.

 

[Chris_Xavier]

I think she'll be back. She's just hurting, right now. People do and say a lot of things, when they're hurting. It's part of the healing process. She's smart. She'll rethink her decision and come back after she finishes the Smores and cleans off her machete.

Its no secret that she and I are buds.. and I've talked with her off of Lit.. and she's serious, DVS. Bibunny is not going to be posting on Literotica again.

 

[Jezebel77]

It's "koombya" for the next time you need to use it.

I'm going into business as a Personal Spell Checker....payment is negotiable.

~Jez

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Actually... From Wikipedia:

"Kumbaya" (also spelled Kum Ba Yah) is a song claimed to have been composed by Reverend Marvin V. Frey (1918 – 1992) in the 1930s in Portland, Oregon.

Originally titled "Come By Here", it first appeared in "Revival Choruses of Marvin V. Frey", a lyric sheet printed in Portland in 1939. In 1946, the song returned from Africa with a missionary family, who toured America singing the song with its now world famous Angolan text "Kum Ba Yah".

There is debate about the truth of Frey's authorship claim;[1] recent research has found that sometime between 1922 and 1931, members of an organization called the Society for the Preservation of Spirituals collected a song from the South Carolina coast. Come By Yuh, as they called it, was sung in Gullah, the Creole dialect spoken by the former slaves living on the Sea Islands of South Carolina and Georgia. Also, there is another version which was preserved on a wax cylinder in May 1936 by Robert Winslow Gordon, founder of what became the American Folklife Center. The eariest LP recording of the song was reccorded by Joe Hickerson, who later succeeded Gordon at the Ameican Folklife Center. Gordon discovered a woman named Ethel Best singing Come By Here with a group in Raiford, Florida. The song enjoyed newfound popularity during the folk revival of the 1960s, largely due to Joan Baez's 1962 recording of the song, and became associated with the Civil Rights Movement of that decade. It is a standard campfire song in Scouting, YMCA, the Indian Guides, and others. It was also commonly used in Catholic "folk" masses of the 1970's.

 

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On this Board I am just happy to see the song title retains the K

 

[FurryFury]

Its no secret that she and I are buds.. and I've talked with her off of Lit.. and she's serious, DVS. Bibunny is not going to be posting on Literotica again.

That's strange to me because it's not like Lit fucked her over but whatever she needs to be at peace I guess.

I think it's sad though.

 

[Jezebel77]

I stand corrected

Actually... From Wikipedia:

"Kumbaya" (also spelled Kum Ba Yah) is a song claimed to have been composed by Reverend Marvin V. Frey (1918 – 1992) in the 1930s in Portland, Oregon......

Dang, I thought I was gonna make millions.

 

[LunarKitten]

Ok, for everyone who wants to say "I told you so," here's the thread for you.

I'm done with the bastard. He's marrying the bitch. Didn't even have the balls to tell me--I found it on MySpace. Talked to him earlier; everything was fine. Called him when I found out. He didn't even have anything to say for himself. I've cried so much I've made myself sick to my stomach.

I'm done. So go ahead with the "I told you sos." I know there are people who've been wanting to pounce on this opportunity for a long time. I deserve it, anyway. I'd hoped it'd never happen, but I knew in the back of my mind that it would. And I loved the motherfucker, anyway.

I'm leaving Lit. Too many memories here; I can't deal with them. I've already closed my CollarMe and Bondage accounts. I'm leaving the lifestyle for awhile, probably forever. I can't even come close to putting into words how I feel right now. Not trying to be dramatic or anything, but yeah. I'm gone. Thank you to all the friends I've made.

*huggles cuddles and snuggles*

I went through something similar when I was only about a year into my time with being a submissive - only it was him being married when he told me he was divorced. I ended up taking most of a year to get my head back on straight.

I say this so you will know that it will get better. There are good people out there who will not screw you over and stomp on your emotions.

If you ever need to talk, just give me a shout

 

[Chris_Xavier]

Dang, I thought I was gonna make millions.

Don't you think you just stick to what you know?

 

[NALA CAYENNE]

Oh Bunny I am so sorry *****HUGS****** I hate so bad to hear this...

I am with the others Please don't leave Lit....I always enjoy your posts here

DITTO DITTO DITTO! We're all here for you Sweetie

 

[Chris_Xavier]

That's strange to me because it's not like Lit fucked her over but whatever she needs to be at peace I guess.

I think it's sad though.

She left in part because she came to realization that b was lurking/stalking her posts and doesn't want him getting inside her head anymore. Yes, she is on a mental R&R but I honestly don't think bibunny will ever post on Lit. She wants to put as emotional distance between her and b as she can and with the ballless one lurking Lit, he'd be able to get inside her head and screw it up worse.

The only thing I know to do at this point is tell b (if he's allowed to access the internet w/o supervision) is to go fuck himself..

 

[Chicklet]

That's strange to me because it's not like Lit fucked her over but whatever she needs to be at peace I guess.

I think it's sad though.

the lovely thing about an online persona is that you *can* shed it, and feel like a new person. I can't shrug my daily life off of my shoulders, but occasionally if I want I can create a new screenname and wash my hands of who I 'used to be' online.

Comforting, isn't it?

Keep in mind that it's Lit she's leaving, and it's nothing about us .

 

[jadefirefly]

Once upon a time, I not only left a forum, but spent four hours tracking down every single post I'd ever made there and deleting it, because I was tired of some asshat following my posts and spreading nastiness. I understand the thought process behind it.

If you would be so kind, Mr. Xavier, to pass along all of our hugs to her (I'm sure you have been anyhow ) and let her know she will be greatly missed, even by those of us who didn't often get to talk to her much, that would be super nice.

And if sometime in the future she does choose to come back as another "person", even if we don't know that it's her, she'll be very, very welcome. Her voice and opinions and stories were always worth reading and they usually made me smile.

 

[FurryFury]

She left in part because she came to realization that b was lurking/stalking her posts and doesn't want him getting inside her head anymore. Yes, she is on a mental R&R but I honestly don't think bibunny will ever post on Lit. She wants to put as emotional distance between her and b as she can and with the ballless one lurking Lit, he'd be able to get inside her head and screw it up worse.

The only thing I know to do at this point is tell b (if he's allowed to access the internet w/o supervision) is to go fuck himself..

I understand then! Wow! What a bitch move by him!

*shakes head*