Does anyone else have a bad month?

[Noor]

It's a really bittersweet month for me, my memories, emotions and thoughts go to extremes. I try to avoid it by filling my life with so many events I can't remember the significance of it being July. That is easy to do because there are also great things going on in July and I could easily be at 1-3 events/parties everyday without spending a dime.

This year I started to forget, but I still felt it, like some biorhythm that has a permanent grip on me. Driving home from a party with a friend the other night I asked "why do I feel this way?" and they said "It's July" and I said "so?" and they said "it's JULY..." and then I remember, oh yeah, July. I should just borrow my head in books and old movies, stay away from people, internet and so, not add to the general July mess but then I would miss the good stuff too.

 

[Tryharder62]

It sounds like you have some painful memories of July that still haunt you. Mine seem to center around December and Christmas time.
Be good to yourself. Go the extra mile to treat yourself right. Whatever happened you deserve to be treated well and if you just need to vent send me a pm.

 

[JAMESBJOHNSON]

It's a really bittersweet month for me, my memories, emotions and thoughts go to extremes. I try to avoid it by filling my life with so many events I can't remember the significance of it being July. That is easy to do because there are also great things going on in July and I could easily be at 1-3 events/parties everyday without spending a dime.

This year I started to forget, but I still felt it, like some biorhythm that has a permanent grip on me. Driving home from a party with a friend the other night I asked "why do I feel this way?" and they said "It's July" and I said "so?" and they said "it's JULY..." and then I remember, oh yeah, July. I should just borrow my head in books and old movies, stay away from people, internet and so, not add to the general July mess but then I would miss the good stuff too.

I find that people are like dogs. When your bellys being scratched and your leg is kicking hard, you think its gonna last forever; and when it aint you think it aint never gonna happen again. The past is over.

 

[Noor]

I find that people are like dogs. When your bellys being scratched and your leg is kicking hard, you think its gonna last forever; and when it aint you think it aint never gonna happen again. The past is over.

Thanks but I don't think it is helping.
It's hard when there are ghosts and living reminders of them and it will never happen again.

I was never under any illusion that bad things and death wouldn't happen to the people I care about, it would just be easier if less of it happened in July and happened in a slightly slower rate so I could process one a bit before the next one.

 

[Noor]

Okay, it's better now!

 

[blackleggings]

July is busy, but it's one of my favorite months. I hope August brings better days for you.

 

[ms_ann_thrope]

July is a tough month. Fireworks are a hard act to follow.

 

[Lorilei]

I hate August.

I have reasons I won't share here, but August can suck my fucking nonexistent dick.

 

[fgarvb1]

Bad days, weeks, months and I even had a bad year.
Yes. Year.

I pulled the covers over my head one New Years night and thanked God the year was over with because, I knew the next year HAD to be better.

I hate the bad times, yet without them we would take the good times for granted and forget to savor them.

May the days to you be blessed with joy and fulfillment.

 

[islandman]

Nothing makes you forget a bad month faster than the upcoming month.

Endless possibilities, endless opportunities.

Go forth and seize them all.

 

[LadyVer]

Kind of.

 

[parodyluvr75]

Yes, I have. You're not alone.

 

[warrior queen]

I hate August.

I have reasons I won't share here, but August can suck my fucking nonexistent dick.

April is my bad one.
I lost my child, and then my only sibling in April.
What really sux is they happened a few days apart, and it usually falls in the Easter weekend.
Hard to enjoy the season when it's filled with sadness.

August is my happy month.

 

[JAMESBJOHNSON]

I cant say that I ever have BAD months, tho bad things happen.

 

[warrior queen]

I cant say that I ever have BAD months, tho bad things happen.

Most of the time I can sorta deal.... but some years it hits hard.
Even 17 and 16 years later.

 

[Noor]

It's August!!!!

 

[mandoscot]

It's August!!!!

And we're both glad July is over - I'm thinking of Lorelei's time ahead tho. Hugs as appropriate.

 

[Lorilei]

Awwww, thanks. My worst days aren't here yet, but I'm trying to prepare.

 

[Tryharder62]

Try thinking of some happy things to think about. I was born in July.

 

[Lorilei]

Well, sure. There's that.

 

[tactful]

Well the Nun did use Ivory soap, I'll give her that, oh wait. never mind.

 

[Penelope1961]

It is December for me ~

 

[Phelia]

I thought this said "bad mouth." Then I realized I was wrong and I was like "fucking balls shit cock-titty cunts!" because I thought I'd finally found a thread where I belonged.

I don't much care for April. It's not a good news kind of month.

 

[warrior queen]

August was my good month.... and then I had to go spend thousands on dental work for myself and the kidlet
Now, it's not looking quite so good.

 

[sereneone4u]

April is the cruelest month.

I dislike Oct a bit too...it used to be my fave month.