Do you ever want something impossible?

[Everyday_Man]

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[girlsmiley]

Seriously? If I feel obsessed, I decide that I will donate money to a political party that I hate every time I think about it. I have a tzedaka box and I carry money with me (quarters or dimes) and donate to it every time I think of it. That usually shuts off my monkey mind right away. And I seriously give a few dollars to someone who is in the party-- "I can't afford to give, but here is a latte that I am not drinking! May the best candidate win!"

When I have been flat-out too broke to even give, I have made myself do push-ups.

These sound silly, why can I not simply shut my mind off? Because I need to think of something that is worse and want to avoid it.

Try to avoid doing silly things because you're feeling upset.

Rich coming from me, but still. Try. Try doing something that makes you feel warmer on the inside.

It feels good knowing you've done something good. Something positive. Something productive. Something for you.

Just my two cents.

 

[Aella_]

A bang on the head works better. Shifts the focus on the locus of the pain.

 

[girlsmiley]

A bang on the head works better. Shifts the focus on the locus of the pain.

I'd happily bang you in the head you fucking moron.

 

[Aella_]

I'd happily bang you in the head you fucking moron.

Wasn't talking to you.
Was talking to someone who doesn't try to shoot me every time I direct a stupid joke in his direction.

 

[girlsmiley]

Wasn't talking to you.
Was talking to someone who doesn't try to shoot me every time I direct a stupid joke in his direction.

So you know a bang on the head works?

How many times have you been banged on the head?

 

[Saint Peter]

I'd happily bang you in the head you fucking moron.

You would skull fuck the fucker?



Harsh.

 

[Aella_]

Impossible ...

I knew a woman who could take my pain away with a hug (I asked first) drunk and high and never in my own head ....

the first time I cried and she just held me tighter ...

after that, every few months, she's ask 'do you need a hug' and she'd take my pain away ... everything I was was forgotten, everything I did was forgiven ...

If I could, I'd do for anyone what she did for me.

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[Aella_]

You would skull fuck the fucker?

Harsh.

it's a sign of love. She must be into BDSM.

 

[girlsmiley]

You would skull fuck the fucker?



Harsh.

Ewwww!

 

[DesEsseintes]

P.S. - Reader feedback:
I recently read one of your stories and I loved it. Yours are not about smut, imo, they're about real talent.

Jesus. Kiss of death.

 

[NOIRTRASH]

From the poll variants - it will be wings for me. I do believe that pretty much everything is possible, but some things are too far ahead. Time travel? Maybe some day but not in my lifetime, I think. And I would much rather no one use it because I can imagine the mess...

Among other things are:
Being immortal and forever young and healthy.
Being able to use magic spells.
Becoming a girl. I'm not transgender or bi-curious, but I'd really would not decline if by miracle I could become a real female (even on DNA level). Its something I'd sell my soul to experience, I'm curious like that

I knew I was misogynist, racist, homophobe when I embraced the fact I don't wanna be any of these people, and thank Jesus I'm a white male. I wouldn't be female if a government check came with the job.

 

[Aella_]

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[DesEsseintes]

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It's OK, hashtag. I dance well enough for two.

 

[jaF0]

Hmmmm...I suppose some day we shall know...as far as I can see thus far...none of us getting out of here alive...

The only thing I want to get out of this life is to get out of this life.

 

[Lancecastor]

I mean seriously impossible?

How do you stop wanting it?

Poll to follow

What you are doing is unhealthy for you.

Time to move on.

 

[butters]

i don't want byron back from the dead (though what amazing tales he might bring through his own unique pov), i just wish he'd never died. too early. but he was loved; to be loved for oneself is an achievement many never realise.

 

[kbate]

To want the impossible, is to be human, and impossibly, again and again, humans have achieved, the impossible.

Ever hold Hope.

 

[miles]

My answer to the OP is Holly Peers:

http://mystic-dreams.m.y.pic.centerblog.net/f4f4b17b.jpg

 

[Noor]

My answer to the OP is Holly Peers:

http://mystic-dreams.m.y.pic.centerblog.net/f4f4b17b.jpg

Strangely, that does nothing for me

To want the impossible, is to be human, and impossibly, again and again, humans have achieved, the impossible.

Ever hold Hope.

I think the best that I could hope for here is a kind of peace.

i don't want byron back from the dead (though what amazing tales he might bring through his own unique pov), i just wish he'd never died. too early. but he was loved; to be loved for oneself is an achievement many never realise.

I just want him here. He was very well loved, more than he knew, he would have been amazed.

What you are doing is unhealthy for you.

Time to move on.

I suspect what I am doing is fairly normal, I am sure most people in my position think these thoughts, I am just expressing them.

I am not sure I believe about moving on in the sense of well Byron's gone, next... because in many ways I think we are still part of each other. It's very different than a break up.

Oh dear-- you are feeling grief! Embrace it if you can. Donate to something that he'd love and know that you will feel this way. Cheer on his favorite sports team, around the time of the anniversary of his passing, buy tickets for a women's shelter for a few residents/guests to go see a game or something. Ignore my above advice-- don't donate to something you dislike!

I had a few miscarriages and the pain wouldn't go away for years and I still cry-- no one warned me about waters running back. I inhale when I feel it and love everything a little more.

Are you a fan of Humans of New York on Facebook?

Thanks. I did plant some trees. I am sorry about your miscarriages, I know what that is like.

It's when you pass those places on the river, (whirlpools)that make the difference. The changes will do you good. Time will move slowly, well, because it does, be safe and be good, all will be well.

Thank you! You too!

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[Noor]

Oh ok Elle, don't worry.

I think I am ok.
I do check in with grief counselors.
They don't seem concerned.
Two more funerals the last two weekends.
I am getting the hang of condolence letters and stuff.