Do you ever want something impossible?

Multi choice-Do you ever want something impossible?


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I don't miss people, most people are pains in the ass. I miss bakeries...around here every bakery and all the great restaurants are gone. Good glazed donuts are impossible to find.

Damn it, NOIR
That's almost philisophical
 
From the poll variants - it will be wings for me. I do believe that pretty much everything is possible, but some things are too far ahead. Time travel? Maybe some day but not in my lifetime, I think. And I would much rather no one use it because I can imagine the mess...

Among other things are:
Being immortal and forever young and healthy.
Being able to use magic spells.
Becoming a girl. I'm not transgender or bi-curious, but I'd really would not decline if by miracle I could become a real female (even on DNA level). Its something I'd sell my soul to experience, I'm curious like that
 
I have two days that hit me really hard every year - his birthday and his deathday.
But there are other, random moments.....when I helped birth my grand-daughters, and it hit me that he'd never know them..... when one of my kids achieves a milestone, and I remember he won't be there to celebrate with his niece and nephews.... when I see someone in the street who walks the same way he did, or looks the same from behind....
Those are brief flashes of longing that still physically hurt....but only for the quickest of moments.

That will likely never stop, I think.

Yes, I fully expect that to keep happening. Sometimes I think of just writing stuff like that down somewhere like a closed blog to him, and get it out of my head. I kind understand now why people talk to graves.
 
I can't always get what I want.

But sometimes I get what I need.

Therefore it must be possible.

Okay, enough of this mental masturbation.

It's time to return to the real thing.
 
So many deep posts, and I'm here thinking about a few specific guys I wouldn't mind running a train on me.
 
To snap my fingers and make all firearms and most explosives inert worldwide.
 
Sometimes, I find it impossible to get her out of my head, the places we've been, the memories, all bitter sweet, damn.
 
I can't think of anything I want that is 100% impossible. I don't wish for the dead to come back as they are at peace and to disturb that is very selfish. Plus zombies. I won't be the guy responsible for the zombie apocalypse.
 
Sometimes, I find it impossible to get her out of my head, the places we've been, the memories, all bitter sweet, damn.

I get that. I have decided just to let him sit there since he doesn't seem to want to leave. I kind of hope he can see everything through me in a way, even though I know he probably can't.

Hi! How are you doing?
 
I only want impossible things. It's either better or worse that way.
 
I can't think of anything I want that is 100% impossible. I don't wish for the dead to come back as they are at peace and to disturb that is very selfish. Plus zombies. I won't be the guy responsible for the zombie apocalypse.

Sometimes I wonder if this at peace stuff is just a story to help the living. I remember saying to one of B's friends that he wouldn't like some of the stuff at the funeral and he told me "funerals are for the living, the dead are gone"
 
Sometimes I wonder if this at peace stuff is just a story to help the living. I remember saying to one of B's friends that he wouldn't like some of the stuff at the funeral and he told me "funerals are for the living, the dead are gone"
Why wouldn't the dead be at peace? If there is a Hell and the person is in it then not but otherwise you don't get much more peaceful. Maybe they are somewhere, maybe they aren't. Either way they have no more worries.
Of course funerals are for the living. It's the whole reason for them.
 
I'd like to travel to the edge of the universe just to see what's past that. Technically not impossible but currently so and should remain that way for a long time. Still, that would be cool.
 
I get that. I have decided just to let him sit there since he doesn't seem to want to leave. I kind of hope he can see everything through me in a way, even though I know he probably can't.

Hi! How are you doing?

They're always there, one cannot escape the reality of the past. Time and the future will tell, maybe it might be long, or short time, who knows, but they'll always be there.


Hi Noor! Back at ya. It's still a day by day thing, It will be a while, maybe a change of scenery or a new face is what's needed.
How about yourself? Better I trust, even if it's a little, it will be good ?
 
They're always there, one cannot escape the reality of the past. Time and the future will tell, maybe it might be long, or short time, who knows, but they'll always be there.


Hi Noor! Back at ya. It's still a day by day thing, It will be a while, maybe a change of scenery or a new face is what's needed.
How about yourself? Better I trust, even if it's a little, it will be good ?

It's much better, the river flows on. Some days are kind of like a whirlpool though. I moved, got a new mattress, the scenery is changing. New faces not so much, but I have a ton of old faces around ;)
 
It's much better, the river flows on. Some days are kind of like a whirlpool though. I moved, got a new mattress, the scenery is changing. New faces not so much, but I have a ton of old faces around ;)

It's when you pass those places on the river, (whirlpools)that make the difference. The changes will do you good. Time will move slowly, well, because it does, be safe and be good, all will be well. ;)
 
But other than her, not really.

I want nice home and clean sheets, hot water, fresh food and a comfy bed. And ducted air conditioning. All of which I have been kind enough to gift myself.
 
Hmmmm...I suppose some day we shall know...as far as I can see thus far...none of us getting out of here alive... :)
 
But other than her, not really.

I want nice home and clean sheets, hot water, fresh food and a comfy bed. And ducted air conditioning. All of which I have been kind enough to gift myself.

I want nice home! Lol. I meant to type "a" nice home.

It's funny how missing a one-letter word can make you sound like a cunt. :)
 
Seriously? If I feel obsessed, I decide that I will donate money to a political party that I hate every time I think about it. I have a tzedaka box and I carry money with me (quarters or dimes) and donate to it every time I think of it. That usually shuts off my monkey mind right away. And I seriously give a few dollars to someone who is in the party-- "I can't afford to give, but here is a latte that I am not drinking! May the best candidate win!"

When I have been flat-out too broke to even give, I have made myself do push-ups.

These sound silly, why can I not simply shut my mind off? Because I need to think of something that is worse and want to avoid it.
 
Oh dear-- you are feeling grief! Embrace it if you can. Donate to something that he'd love and know that you will feel this way. Cheer on his favorite sports team, around the time of the anniversary of his passing, buy tickets for a women's shelter for a few residents/guests to go see a game or something. Ignore my above advice-- don't donate to something you dislike!

I had a few miscarriages and the pain wouldn't go away for years and I still cry-- no one warned me about waters running back. I inhale when I feel it and love everything a little more.

Are you a fan of Humans of New York on Facebook? There was a lady who we all loved, she was Moe's Widow. She told HONY how much she missed him and that before he died, she asked him what to do because she would miss him so much and he told her, "Take all the love you have for me and spread it around!" I think she is in the first book. Get a copy and read it and weep, and spread your love around.
 
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