Distance Domination-Support Thread

[lil_slave_rose]

I need snuggles.

*huggles and snuggles wenchie* what's wrong?

 

[lil_slave_rose]

Glad that you got some sleep.....Hope your visit went well today!

my visit went very well. i get so sad sometimes when i go to see Him. He has been a friend of mine for going on like 17 years now. He's always been in and out (mostly in) trouble with the law, but now He's serving a 25 year sentence for Conspiracy to Commit Murder. *sighs* it's a long story, but basically he got hooked up with a psycho chick who bought his love and then convinced him that her ex husband, who was suing her for custody of their daughter, had molested her daughter and so the night before court, He broke into the ex husbands house with a crowbar (the exhusband was wheel chair bound due to a motorcycle accident by the way) was supposed to scare the crap out of him, jeremy (my friend) chickened out and unlocked the back door for psycho chick to come in, handed her the crowbar on his way out the door, and psycho chick beat her ex husband over 50 times in the head with the crowbar, and quite a few times on other parts of his body. they said he was dead after the second blow.....

anyway, that's the story on my friend and why He's in prison. but it saddens me to see him in there because my god, first of all he's only 32 years old.secondly he could have been SO much more. he just always got mixed up with the wrong crowd....i am not saying he's not at fault for his part, obviously he is and he'll admit that. he says it's a good thing he got locked up because with the way he was drinking and doing drugs, he says he'd be dead by now if he hadn't gotten locked up. He also says he's not ready to come home yet, that he knows he'd go right back to the way he was before he got locked up.

since he's gotten in there, he has passed His GED and let me tell you, they had a graduation ceremony for them , and it was AWESOME to get to see him walk up on that stage to get His 'diploma' his mom (who is VERY sick with COPD) got to be there also, and it was just awesome all around. he wouldn't have done that had he been out here. He is now going to college for computers. i am proud of him, for all he's accomplished and for continuing to better himself, but it's just still so hard to see him in those prison clothes, and to hear him talk about that night that it all happened and to see tears in his eyes as he tells me more about what happened.

despite what he did, He is a good guy, a great guy actually. he didn't have the best family life growing up. his mom was an alcoholic, his dad killed himself when jeremy was young. anyway, this long ramble was just to say that while i hate seeing him there, and know that he is SO much more than the crime He committed, i love going to see him every other thursday as it brightens his day and gives him something to look forward to. everyone else turned their backs on him.

him and i were actually 'estranged' until a year ago when i wrote Him and we've become close again now. we were like brother and sister and we just picked it back up where we left off. we were never really 'enemies' he just started going down paths in life that i wanted nothing to do with....you can ask Master, even though i had not talked to Him in about 2 years, when all of this happened and they said they had arressted him in the paper, i was a wreck. i went through denial, hurt, anger, all sorts of things. anyway.....that's the story of my friend, Jeremy. hopefully He'll win His appeal and he'll be out in 5-10 years instead of 25 *sighs* one can hope right?

oh by the way the girl who actually killed the guy got 65 years...only 15 more years than jeremy (jeremy's sentence is actually 50 years, but he'll only serve half of that since here in Indiana they get 2 days for 1.) and she had 2 counts of consipiracy (A felonies) and one count of murder.....makes no sense to me!! oh well.....this post is long enough..LOL..if you got this far, thanks for reading ....... :::hugs:::

 

[MasterPhoenix]

So much to do so little time....

Hell, I aint all the way unpacked from my last trip home....

 

[the captians wench]

snugglesnugglesnuggle

whats bothering you tonight? anything we can help with?

Thanks guys.

I'm just feeling a bit lonesome is all. The other day, when Jounar and I had that break thru, it just really took a lot out of me and I just haven't....healed (?) the way I would if he were here with me. It's what I was worried about in trying to push my limits too far with out him here to snuggle and tell me all those things a subbie likes to hear.

On top of that, my play partner thru out his back so he's in a lot of pain so I can't even fake out my psycie by playing with him and recieving lots of aftercare.

On the bright side Jounar is off work until tuesday so he promises to see me lots over the weekend.

 

[minx1]

Thanks guys.

I'm just feeling a bit lonesome is all. The other day, when Jounar and I had that break thru, it just really took a lot out of me and I just haven't....healed (?) the way I would if he were here with me. It's what I was worried about in trying to push my limits too far with out him here to snuggle and tell me all those things a subbie likes to hear.

On top of that, my play partner thru out his back so he's in a lot of pain so I can't even fake out my psycie by playing with him and recieving lots of aftercare.

On the bright side Jounar is off work until tuesday so he promises to see me lots over the weekend.

aawww wenchie! I missed you needing a snuggles...so here, have an
*extra big hug*
Sorry to hear you were feeling a bit outa sorts hon. Its really great to hear that you will get some quality time with Jounar...I bet its just what you need

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Thanks guys.

I'm just feeling a bit lonesome is all. The other day, when Jounar and I had that break thru, it just really took a lot out of me and I just haven't....healed (?) the way I would if he were here with me. It's what I was worried about in trying to push my limits too far with out him here to snuggle and tell me all those things a subbie likes to hear.

On top of that, my play partner thru out his back so he's in a lot of pain so I can't even fake out my psycie by playing with him and recieving lots of aftercare.

On the bright side Jounar is off work until tuesday so he promises to see me lots over the weekend.

Gives ya a big friendly Domly hug...

That is something that I have worried about when I have pushed rose's limits, and I know there are times when she really needed me there, and it killed me that I couldn't be there...

If you ever need a friendly Domly type, my PM box is open.

 

[intothewoods]

rose - Wow, what a story! I'm mystified your friend got 50 years, and the girl got 65!!!!! I suppose the argument must have been that he knew the girl was going to kill the ex when he handed her the crowbar. What a sad story.

wench - Sorry about the distance. Hope the weekend makes you feel better.

Hi DWB, minx, MP, and MIS - did I miss anyone else around?

 

[minx1]

rose - Wow, what a story! I'm mystified your friend got 50 years, and the girl got 65!!!!! I suppose the argument must have been that he knew the girl was going to kill the ex when he handed her the crowbar. What a sad story.

wench - Sorry about the distance. Hope the weekend makes you feel better.

Hi DWB, minx, MP, and MIS - did I miss anyone else around?

Hey itw, hows you?

 

[intothewoods]

Hey itw, hows you?

Not bad, actually. You?

 

[minx1]

Not bad, actually. You?

Yeah good. Trying my best to keep busy whilst my M is away for a few days

 

[intothewoods]

Yeah good. Trying my best to keep busy whilst my M is away for a few days

Wellll, have you played Fuck, Marry or Kill in the Cafe? It's the best game ever, and EVERYONE's doing it!

 

[minx1]

Wellll, have you played Fuck, Marry or Kill in the Cafe? It's the best game ever, and EVERYONE's doing it!

Yeah I popped by but didn't have a clue who a lot of them were and felt too lazy to google! lol

Will go take a look...

 

[intothewoods]

Yeah I popped by but didn't have a clue who a lot of them were and felt too lazy to google! lol

Will go take a look...

You're in luck - the last three I posted are Brits!

In all seriousness, hope you keep busy and M is back before you know it.

 

[minx1]

You're in luck - the last three I posted are Brits!

In all seriousness, hope you keep busy and M is back before you know it.

yeah but I definitely wouldn't want to fuck Dame judi Dench or marry her yet I like her too much to kill lol. Mmmm decisions decisions

I'm fine really, he's only gone for a couple of days and we have text and phone...I just miss our time on here. But I've got plenty to do and its gorgeous out

 

[myinnerslut]

Wellll, have you played Fuck, Marry or Kill in the Cafe? It's the best game ever, and EVERYONE's doing it!

i keep thinking ill play, going over to the thread, and not knowing who all three people are

 

[myinnerslut]

rose: ive said it before and ill say it again, you are an amazing person. its terrible what your friend is going through, and wonderful of you to stay by him. it must take so much out of you yet you keep going back. you are just a good person. since its still passover and i have hebrew/yiddish on the brain, you are a mensch (one who does good deeds)

 

[myinnerslut]

Thanks guys.

I'm just feeling a bit lonesome is all. The other day, when Jounar and I had that break thru, it just really took a lot out of me and I just haven't....healed (?) the way I would if he were here with me. It's what I was worried about in trying to push my limits too far with out him here to snuggle and tell me all those things a subbie likes to hear.

{{HUG}} thats hard. A has done this to me a few time (unintentionally). i usually end up curled up in fetal position on my bed for a good while immediatly after, and out of it for a few days. if you need to talk, rant, or just want to reach out, we are all here for you.

On the bright side Jounar is off work until tuesday so he promises to see me lots over the weekend.

good! enjoy yourself!

 

[intothewoods]

since its still passover and i have hebrew/yiddish on the brain, you are a mensch (one who does good deeds)

Happy Pesach, MIS. Another Jewish subbie - I'm so pleased. That reminds me of something -- a friend of mine's cousin is gay. He came out to his family, told them about his boyfriend, and his mother's reaction was, okay fine, you have a boyfriend, but is he Jewish?

I can just imagine a young subbie telling her nice Jewish family about her sadist Master boyfriend. And her parents say, all right, so he spanks you, flogs you and pours hot wax all over your body. But, more importantly, is he Jewish?

 

[myinnerslut]

I can just imagine a young subbie telling her nice Jewish family about her sadist Master boyfriend. And her parents say, all right, so he spanks you, flogs you and pours hot wax all over your body. But, more importantly, is he Jewish?

well actually, i have had that conversation (sort of). my parents know what type of relationship im in, know exactly what it entails, and the thing they worry about is that hes jewish.

 

[the captians wench]

{{HUG}} thats hard. A has done this to me a few time (unintentionally). i usually end up curled up in fetal position on my bed for a good while immediatly after, and out of it for a few days. if you need to talk, rant, or just want to reach out, we are all here for you.


good! enjoy yourself!

There seem to be a few of us around right now.

Any one up for a yahoo subbie chat?

 

[intothewoods]

I'm on - is anyone else?

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

What a wonderful person you are Rose..your friend is very luck to have you..I know that he looks forward to the visits as much as you..I am glad that he has you to come and spend time with him!

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

rose - Wow, what a story! I'm mystified your friend got 50 years, and the girl got 65!!!!! I suppose the argument must have been that he knew the girl was going to kill the ex when he handed her the crowbar. What a sad story.

wench - Sorry about the distance. Hope the weekend makes you feel better.

Hi DWB, minx, MP, and MIS - did I miss anyone else around?

Hey there intothewoods..Hope that you are having a good day!

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

Yeah good. Trying my best to keep busy whilst my M is away for a few days

Hey Minx..hope that things are good..Hope that M will be back soon!

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

There seem to be a few of us around right now.

Any one up for a yahoo subbie chat?

You feeling any better today wench?