Distance Domination-Support Thread

[lil_slave_rose]

Hey Rose

Sorry to hear things are a little tough for you right now.
But try not to give yourself too hard a time about it or you'll end up feeling even worse. *soft smile*

I bet MP will understand....sure it will get on his nerves and frustrate the hell out of him but at the end of the day I bet he just wants his Rose back.

Coming of meds can be terrible....I know first hand and how bad it can make you feel. I don't know what they are for but about three years ago I decided that I had had enough of mine and stopped taking them suddenly. The withdrawal symptons both physically and mentally were hideous
With MPs support you will get through

And as for being bratty and unsubbie...I think its something we all suffer from. Its like naughty teenager syndrome. lol
Its our way of rebelling and being petulent I reckon It will go.

In the words of the song (which incidently I found very comforting )

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass

they are depression meds, and i didn't go off of them because 'i'd had enough' i lost my Medicaid and cannot afford them anymore, so i had no choice. it's not the withdraws, it's just without them, there is no balance and i start to fall back into this black pit. everything just spirals. i do have His support and i know that He understands but i also know that it frustrates the hell out of Him and i hate that! *shrugs* it will pass, i know, but damn, when? LOL

 

[minx1]

they are depression meds, and i didn't go off of them because 'i'd had enough' i lost my Medicaid and cannot afford them anymore, so i had no choice. it's not the withdraws, it's just without them, there is no balance and i start to fall back into this black pit. everything just spirals. i do have His support and i know that He understands but i also know that it frustrates the hell out of Him and i hate that! *shrugs* it will pass, i know, but damn, when? LOL

The reason I said was that mine were for depression too ( I was on them for 5 years) and I know exactly what its like to suffer believe me.....on and off them.
I understand that you need to get back on them to restore the balance....
Hope you manage to sort it out

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

all in all, its not. i can't cum untill monday. not the end of the world, but not something id ask for either. (i have an insanly high sex drive and very rarely go that long without cumming of my own free will). im more upset by the fact that after all this time, im all of a sudden in trouble again.

I hear you about having the high sex drive..so I feel for you not being able to cum til Monday...

I am sorry that you are in trouble as I know it sucks....I hope that your master may relent and allow you to cum before Monday

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

you are welcome to bomb my PM box whenever you need to

yikes, i agree, i wouldn't be able to handle that, and you probably just gave Master a great idea..LOL....

*sighs* for me however, i've been feeling down, really really down. so unsubmissive like and it's driving me nuts. i've been very defiant with Master lately, and very short with Him. i don't know what's wrong with me *sighs* and i know He'll read this, and then He'll try to talk to me about it, and i'll again just give Him short answers and blow it off like it's nothing. see? i know i'm doing it, so why the hell can't i stop?? i also know that it probably has alot to do with me being off my meds and no way to get them, but it's not fair to Him or our relationship. i feel like sometimes i'm going to ruin the very best thing that's ever happened to me because of my 'moods' He's very understanding and patient with me but i keep thinking there is only so much One can take, ya know? ah hell, nevermind, i'm done rambling and having a pity party for myself....only i can change what's happening, i just wish i knew how......

Leaving you lots of hugs rose...I am so sorry that you have been really down..I know that feeling oh so well..I do the same to my master when I am down and give him short answers until either he will make me tell him what is wrong or I will break down and tell him..this happened Monday night matter of fact..I hate feeling this way so I give you hugs and hope that you are feeling better today! *hugs*

 

[myinnerslut]

I hear you about having the high sex drive..so I feel for you not being able to cum til Monday...

I am sorry that you are in trouble as I know it sucks....I hope that your master may relent and allow you to cum before Monday

unfortunatly, there is absolutly no way in hell he is going to give on this.... all he does is make it harder

 

[intothewoods]

Hi rose - I'm so sorry to hear about the meds. Is there anyway to get Medicaid again so you can get what you need? Sounds like a bad situation.

 

[intothewoods]

i insist that it was not my fualt.... but does he listen (and/or care), no....

grrr... i hate being punished for something that i really dont think is my fualt

I'm sorry, that sounds frustrating. The LDR aspect probably doesn't help either, does it?

 

[myinnerslut]

I'm sorry, that sounds frustrating. The LDR aspect probably doesn't help either, does it?

not at all

but being able to vent here (especially after what A pulled last night) really does help. you guys are awsomeness!!!

 

[the captians wench]

not at all

but being able to vent here (especially after what A pulled last night) really does help. you guys are awsomeness!!!

*huggles*

I get denied frequently, but I, thankfully, don't get put thru having to listen to him enjoy himself when I am not allowd release. I feel for you.

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

unfortunatly, there is absolutly no way in hell he is going to give on this.... all he does is make it harder

Sorry to hear that and yes I just read what he did to you last night..That is so rough..

 

[intothewoods]

not at all

but being able to vent here (especially after what A pulled last night) really does help. you guys are awsomeness!!!

Anytime. I'm glad you have somewhere to vent.

 

[intothewoods]

So, my Master's going to be incommunicado for a whole week. I do have homework though. Might have to post here if I get lonely next week!

 

[FurryFury]

So, my Master's going to be incommunicado for a whole week. I do have homework though. Might have to post here if I get lonely next week!

That's one of the things we are here for.

*hug*

Fury

 

[myinnerslut]

So, my Master's going to be incommunicado for a whole week. I do have homework though. Might have to post here if I get lonely next week!

ahh, homework... i do believe i have about 5 papers to write in the next two weeks... arnt schools so nice, they give us something to do while our PYLs are away **sarcasmsarcasm**

 

[FurryFury]

they are depression meds, and i didn't go off of them because 'i'd had enough' i lost my Medicaid and cannot afford them anymore, so i had no choice. it's not the withdraws, it's just without them, there is no balance and i start to fall back into this black pit. everything just spirals. i do have His support and i know that He understands but i also know that it frustrates the hell out of Him and i hate that! *shrugs* it will pass, i know, but damn, when? LOL

I'm so sorry. I'm sure he'll be understanding though.

*hugs*

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

I also hate it when I don't feel that I deserve discipline but I just figure that's his prerogative, part of it, then plow through. It sort of breaks my heart when he gets mad at me though.

Happily that hasn't happened with my online Dom, at least, so far.

Fury

 

[intothewoods]

ahh, homework... i do believe i have about 5 papers to write in the next two weeks... arnt schools so nice, they give us something to do while our PYLs are away **sarcasmsarcasm**

Oh, I meant that my Master gave me an assignment. I'm referring to it as "homework," but I'm really looking forward to it, actually.

 

[FurryFury]

Oh, I meant that my Master gave me an assignment. I'm referring to it as "homework," but I'm really looking forward to it, actually.

Those can be quite wonderful, depending.

Fury

 

[lil_slave_rose]

I'm so sorry. I'm sure he'll be understanding though.

*hugs*

Fury

He is very understanding. He knows my depression and has battled it with me a few times over the last 3 and a half years, i just wish it wasn't so hard sometimes ya know?

 

[lil_slave_rose]

Hi rose - I'm so sorry to hear about the meds. Is there anyway to get Medicaid again so you can get what you need? Sounds like a bad situation.

yea i could get medicaid again, but i'd have to give up my TANF (which is the monthly check that i live on) and i can't do that...*shrugs* it'll work out..someway

 

[MasterPhoenix]

He is very understanding. He knows my depression and has battled it with me a few times over the last 3 and a half years, i just wish it wasn't so hard sometimes ya know?

Not always easy, but I knew from the first time we were together and I had my arms around you.... it is worth it...

 

[FurryFury]

He is very understanding. He knows my depression and has battled it with me a few times over the last 3 and a half years, i just wish it wasn't so hard sometimes ya know?

Oh I understand.

*hug*

I just knew he'd be good at understand as well as he could though. I'm glad to see he is.

Fury

 

[myinnerslut]

Oh, I meant that my Master gave me an assignment. I'm referring to it as "homework," but I'm really looking forward to it, actually.

LOL!! i guess its safe to say that your hw is more fun then mine will be.

i just took some nice black and white nudes of myself for A... not an assignment but a nice surprise

 

[MasterPhoenix]

LOL!! i guess its safe to say that your hw is more fun then mine will be.

i just took some nice black and white nudes of myself for A... not an assignment but a nice surprise

Sounds like a lovely surprise.... B&W pics are awesome...

may have to take some next time I am with rose...

 

[intothewoods]

LOL!! i guess its safe to say that your hw is more fun then mine will be.

i just took some nice black and white nudes of myself for A... not an assignment but a nice surprise

Everything looks better in black and white.