Distance Domination-Support Thread

[the captians wench]

Thanks Wenchie....yep this cloud definitely has a big fat silver lining! It was really good to hear Him.

Hope you get to hear Jounars Voice soon!!

Now its my turn to be jealous of you *giggle* Your girly shopping trip sounds like fun! I'd love to meet up with some other subs....and just bore eachother silly about how great our Masters are! *giggle*

*giggles* since we all have played with their master it would prolly be better if he didn't leave us alone. It was a lot of fun shopping with them. Helping them pick out some matching things, collars and what not, and talking about our different preferances. Things we'd like to try, things we haven't tried, things we hate. One thing I love about the 1st girl is every time I come up with something I've wanted to try for ever but haven't, she usually gets some one to do it to me. I'm really glad I've been re connecting with them.

 

[minx1]

*giggles* since we all have played with their master it would prolly be better if he didn't leave us alone. It was a lot of fun shopping with them. Helping them pick out some matching things, collars and what not, and talking about our different preferances. Things we'd like to try, things we haven't tried, things we hate. One thing I love about the 1st girl is every time I come up with something I've wanted to try for ever but haven't, she usually gets some one to do it to me. I'm really glad I've been re connecting with them.

*giggles* Wow...now that's a friend!!

Where did you meet them all Wenchie?

 

[the captians wench]

*giggles* Wow...now that's a friend!!

Where did you meet them all Wenchie?

I met the girl because she was a regular at the shop that sold my costumes. she was so much a regular that eventually she was put incharge of runing the shop on days the owner wasn't able to. At that time her master was on active duty in Korea.

I actually met him by stumbling on his profile on collarme. *giggles* just about 4 months before he came home. It was kind of nice to get to know him a bit before he came back.

The new girl I just met this week, on her visit here with them.

they sort of adopt me a bit, they understand what it's like to be ldr, and infact the new slave is ldr right now and will be at least for another few months. I think Master likes that I have them as well. Some one else to help keep me in line *giggles*

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

Hey DW

I've not been very well actually...so feeling so rough has kinda taken my mind off Him being away. Plus the fact that we have spoken on the phone each day
I dread to think of our phonebills! *laugh* yesterday was for well over an hour!

I hope everythings ok with you DW...I'm off to get back under the duvet on the sofa

Hiya Minx

Sorry to hear that you have not been feeling well....But so glad that you and your Master have talked on the phone every day...I know that helps so much...

Things with me are going good Minx..Got to spend more time with my master today since he is off work and that has been fabulous....

Get well soon!

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

[rant]i was being so good, hadnt gotten in trouble in over a month, everything fine and dandy, and then *poof* im in trouble again....will i never learn?!?!?! [/rant]

Sorry to hear this myinnerslut...yes you will learn..I hate that you got into trouble..I hope whatever the punishment that it is not to severe

 

[DomWharfsBitch]

I met the girl because she was a regular at the shop that sold my costumes. she was so much a regular that eventually she was put incharge of runing the shop on days the owner wasn't able to. At that time her master was on active duty in Korea.

I actually met him by stumbling on his profile on collarme. *giggles* just about 4 months before he came home. It was kind of nice to get to know him a bit before he came back.

The new girl I just met this week, on her visit here with them.

they sort of adopt me a bit, they understand what it's like to be ldr, and infact the new slave is ldr right now and will be at least for another few months. I think Master likes that I have them as well. Some one else to help keep me in line *giggles*

Oh that is wonderful wench..So glad that you have someone that you can be with that enjoys the lifestyle you do!

 

[myinnerslut]

Sorry to hear this myinnerslut...yes you will learn..I hate that you got into trouble..I hope whatever the punishment that it is not to severe

all in all, its not. i can't cum untill monday. not the end of the world, but not something id ask for either. (i have an insanly high sex drive and very rarely go that long without cumming of my own free will). im more upset by the fact that after all this time, im all of a sudden in trouble again.

 

[lil_slave_rose]

i insist that it was not my fualt.... but does he listen (and/or care), no....

grrr... i hate being punished for something that i really dont think is my fualt

awww ::::huge hugs:::: sweetie, i've been there, i know how you feel. i've been punished for something i didn't think was my fault either, and still tease Him about it to this day. my PM box is always open if ya need an ear...or just a hug *smiles*

 

[lil_slave_rose]

i am so tired tonight, but here i sit at 12:30, waiting. waiting until Master gets off work so that i can chat with Him until early morning and then i have to go out of town to see a friend of mine who is in prison....yes, i said prison i won't say he's innocent though, but He's not as guilty as they made him out to be anyway, we've been friends for ..hmmm...i guess 16 or 17 years now? not about to turn my back on Him because of a mistake he made, so every other thursday i drive about an hour and a half to see him. the good thing is, they let me stay for the whole day, so it's not a wasted drive.

not sure why i'm rambling on about this lol, other than i am bored and am hoping someone else is up and wanting to chat? hehe.....*looks at the clock* ahhh a couple more hours, maybe i'll go wash some clothes and take a shower....

 

[myinnerslut]

awww ::::huge hugs:::: sweetie, i've been there, i know how you feel. i've been punished for something i didn't think was my fault either, and still tease Him about it to this day. my PM box is always open if ya need an ear...or just a hug *smiles*

i may take you up on that PM offer.

every time i am denied the ability to cum, A has me listen on the phone as he cums, usually after having me describe what i would like him to do, or how i would like to touch him if i had the chance. talk about pouring salt on a wound....

 

[lil_slave_rose]

i may take you up on that PM offer.

every time i am denied the ability to cum, A has me listen on the phone as he cums, usually after having me describe what i would like him to do, or how i would like to touch him if i had the chance. talk about pouring salt on a wound....

you are welcome to bomb my PM box whenever you need to

yikes, i agree, i wouldn't be able to handle that, and you probably just gave Master a great idea..LOL....

*sighs* for me however, i've been feeling down, really really down. so unsubmissive like and it's driving me nuts. i've been very defiant with Master lately, and very short with Him. i don't know what's wrong with me *sighs* and i know He'll read this, and then He'll try to talk to me about it, and i'll again just give Him short answers and blow it off like it's nothing. see? i know i'm doing it, so why the hell can't i stop?? i also know that it probably has alot to do with me being off my meds and no way to get them, but it's not fair to Him or our relationship. i feel like sometimes i'm going to ruin the very best thing that's ever happened to me because of my 'moods' He's very understanding and patient with me but i keep thinking there is only so much One can take, ya know? ah hell, nevermind, i'm done rambling and having a pity party for myself....only i can change what's happening, i just wish i knew how......

 

[myinnerslut]

yikes, i agree, i wouldn't be able to handle that, and you probably just gave Master a great idea..LOL....

in the time between my last post and now, A has really outdone himself... he mixed orgasm denial, punishment, exhibitionism, anal play, and humiliation

while on the phone with him in the (empty) study lounge in my dorm he had me go into my room, take out my anal beads and lube (in front of my roomate who is very awar e of my relationship and we are open about sex but still very embarresing) go into the bathroom (thank god it was empty) insert them, go back to the study lounge, masturbate as he directed me too untill he came, and then had me stop. then i had to go back to the bathroom, take them out, and wash them.

and i thought it wasnt going to be too bad to make it till monday, but of course he couldnt make it easy. i am going crazy!!!

 

[lil_slave_rose]

in the time between my last post and now, A has really outdone himself... he mixed orgasm denial, punishment, exhibitionism, anal play, and humiliation

while on the phone with him in the (empty) study lounge in my dorm he had me go into my room, take out my anal beads and lube (in front of my roommate who is very aware of my relationship and we are open about sex but still very embarrassing) go into the bathroom (thank god it was empty) insert them, go back to the study lounge, masturbate as he directed me too until he came, and then had me stop. then i had to go back to the bathroom, take them out, and wash them.

and i thought it wasn't going to be too bad to make it till Monday, but of course he couldn't make it easy. i am going crazy!!!

awww..that really sucks..i'm sorry ::hug:: and they never make it easy, unfortunately that's what punishment is all about..i feel for you....i really really do. and then sometimes i think i deserve some punishment too for the way i've been acting *sighs* sometimes being a submissive is not all that it's cracked up to be, but, i wouldn't change who i am for the world, ya know? i hope it gets better for you soon.....

 

[myinnerslut]

awww..that really sucks..i'm sorry ::hug:: and they never make it easy, unfortunately that's what punishment is all about..i feel for you....i really really do. and then sometimes i think i deserve some punishment too for the way i've been acting *sighs* sometimes being a submissive is not all that it's cracked up to be, but, i wouldn't change who i am for the world, ya know? i hope it gets better for you soon.....

A and i recently had a conversation about how i sometimes felt i deserved punishment for how i percieved i was acting. our solution (still havnt had a chance to implement it since we only just decided upon it) was that at the end of the week i send him an e-mail saying what i feel i did that deerved punishment or was a punishable offense. not neccessarily things i will get punished for, but things i feel shouldnt be let slide. so far in addition to the one i am currently being unished for i have "skipping class" and "breaking the dietary rules we agreed on".... come to think of it, all of them were on monday... i wonder if it was just an off day

 

[lil_slave_rose]

A and i recently had a conversation about how i sometimes felt i deserved punishment for how i percieved i was acting. our solution (still havnt had a chance to implement it since we only just decided upon it) was that at the end of the week i send him an e-mail saying what i feel i did that deerved punishment or was a punishable offense. not neccessarily things i will get punished for, but things i feel shouldnt be let slide. so far in addition to the one i am currently being unished for i have "skipping class" and "breaking the dietary rules we agreed on".... come to think of it, all of them were on monday... i wonder if it was just an off day

that is a good idea, but my god my list would be very long. actually not really, it's mostly just the way i have been 'talking' to Him and not being 'as submissive' as i should be, if that makes any sense at all. *shrugs* i'm just...grrr..i don't know what i am, but i wish it would friggin stop....

 

[myinnerslut]

that is a good idea, but my god my list would be very long. actually not really, it's mostly just the way i have been 'talking' to Him and not being 'as submissive' as i should be, if that makes any sense at all. *shrugs* i'm just...grrr..i don't know what i am, but i wish it would friggin stop....

i go through those periods also. especially since we are far away from our PYL, its hard (if not impossible) to maintain a 24/7 submissive attitude. mabye what you need is a scene to "put you in your place"... or mabye you need to have a long talk.. or mabye you need to write out what it is you are having trouble with... as everybody is different im not going to presume to tell you i know what to do, but i do understand, and whatever it is that will make things click back in place, im sure youll find it

 

[lil_slave_rose]

i go through those periods also. especially since we are far away from our PYL, its hard (if not impossible) to maintain a 24/7 submissive attitude. mabye what you need is a scene to "put you in your place"... or mabye you need to have a long talk.. or mabye you need to write out what it is you are having trouble with... as everybody is different im not going to presume to tell you i know what to do, but i do understand, and whatever it is that will make things click back in place, im sure youll find it

*nods* and all of those things i think are what i need *smiles* thank you

 

[myinnerslut]

*nods* and all of those things i think are what i need *smiles* thank you

no problem... after all, we poor lonely, sometimes bratty, LDR subs have gotta stick together

 

[littleone77]

no problem... after all, we poor lonely, sometimes bratty, LDR subs have gotta stick together

It seems as if I am always bratty, lol.

 

[myinnerslut]

It seems as if I am always bratty, lol.

hahahaha

ive felt that way too... one of my submissive friends is constintly in shock over some of the things i say to A... its a good thing A and i have very similiar senses of humor, he can tell when im serious and when im just fooling around

*on that note, i need sleep*

 

[lil_slave_rose]

no problem... after all, we poor lonely, sometimes bratty, LDR subs have gotta stick together

*nods* and i just read Master this whole conversation from tonight and He said he has been feeling it too, and tonight He was getting frustrated about it, and then looked down and saw the 'i love You' text message i left Him *smiles*

 

[littleone77]

hahahaha

ive felt that way too... one of my submissive friends is constintly in shock over some of the things i say to A... its a good thing A and i have very similiar senses of humor, he can tell when im serious and when im just fooling around

*on that note, i need sleep*

I need sleep as well but its not coming. Things have just been off with my health, school and I have been driving the poor Man nuts with "are you sure there is nothing going on?" Its a wonder He hasn't gagged me yet.

 

[MasterPhoenix]

*nods* and i just read Master this whole conversation from tonight and He said he has been feeling it too, and tonight He was getting frustrated about it, and then looked down and saw the 'i love You' text message i left Him *smiles*

In fact, I was probably thinking it right around the time you were typing it...

You are not in danger of losing me, but its something we will work on.

 

[MasterPhoenix]

no problem... after all, we poor lonely, sometimes bratty, LDR subs have gotta stick together

I am glad that she has friends like you that she can talk to, cuz I know it helps.

 

[minx1]

Hey Rose

Sorry to hear things are a little tough for you right now.
But try not to give yourself too hard a time about it or you'll end up feeling even worse. *soft smile*

I bet MP will understand....sure it will get on his nerves and frustrate the hell out of him but at the end of the day I bet he just wants his Rose back.

Coming of meds can be terrible....I know first hand and how bad it can make you feel. I don't know what they are for but about three years ago I decided that I had had enough of mine and stopped taking them suddenly. The withdrawal symptons both physically and mentally were hideous
With MPs support you will get through

And as for being bratty and unsubbie...I think its something we all suffer from. Its like naughty teenager syndrome. lol
Its our way of rebelling and being petulent I reckon